I love you Zach, I hope you see this. Your my inspiration. I wrote some lyrics I figured I'd try to show you I wrote. There very personal and it was hard for me. You ain't gonna make it, Look I get your faded, Our mind is dangerous, Hurry up and die, Why lie, Hate yourself more and more every night, Never really asked yourself why, I'm sick of this, Dreaming bout wrist slit, Blood drip, Tired cause everytime I close my eyes I see demonic shit, Gotta be high to be okay, Fade you love this pain, Surely you'd love a bullet thru the brain, I'm not okay, I'm not the same, Feeling insane, I'm feeling broken, So I get a toke in, To fill this hole in... My chest, I'm sick of feeling stress, Fuckin voices make me feel less, I'm a mess, I'ma fuckin wreck, So I crave for meds, But fuck a doctor I know they ain't friends, Hurt with no self worth, Feel burserk, It's a curse, So I curse, This ain't worth, Nothin it's worse, I put in the work, Demons still find a way to lurk, I'm not okay unless I'm higher than a bird, Not okay unless I'm writing fuckin words, Feel like the world won't turn. Maybe I'm stuck in my pain, Maybe I'm stuck in my way, Maybe I'm lost in my brain, Maybe I'm off it today, All I can see is rain, Hate myself I'm the one to blame, I continue to play, This demonic game, My name is fade, I hate myself it's all the same. Bottle emotions on the shelf, Hide how I feel well, Voices ring in my head like a bell, Especially when they yell, Suffer I can smell, Demons shadow like a spell, I'm lost in fucking hell.
