Syd, you are beautiful inside and out. You look stunning for only recently having a baby. You will get there, I promise. Your body may never be exactly how it was, but it has created something so special, and it's good you don't stress too much about that. ❤ Don't ever justify the holidays or memories you make. Like you said, life is short, and you've lost special people in your life, so it's all about living life and making memories. You work hard and it's up to you how you spend your money. If I were in your position, 100% I would be doing the same- travelling with my family. You are aware it's not about the money you spend but the time you spend.❤ and you know how lucky you are, and you are very grateful for your life and work - this comes across 😊 sending lots of love. Lou xx
