Him wondering if what if he was an angel like his brothers before too is the saddest. Imagine if his brothers get back to ascending and he's not able to go with them coz he's not an fallen angel but pure demon, he'll be left behind. Maybe this is one reason why they don't want to come back, aside from Lilith's they can't leave Satan. Hehe just saying tho.
But I doubt they would ascend since they are permanently banished from the celestial realm. And yeah, I doubt they'll leave him behind since he's their brother and he was born the same day Lilith died.
@@kai_4927 bruh, it's just a "what if" that's why I say ".. imagine" so there's actually nothing for you to doubts and just assume that there's a situation occurred like this. There's also a Devilgram story where Mammon asked everyone about their fears and Lucifer says that "ascending once again" is what he fears and Mammon says "man don't get so serious" or something like that situation.