I have gate 51 black conscious. 7YO first concussions. Fell off #GrandCanyon1992 broke back. Now #60YOBoomer #14concussions sept 13, 2023. Dealing with shock with innocence. Gate of scars. Hahaha. #HolisticHealer1986 Definitely jumped into the void. Grateful to be alive. Respectfully Moneca.
Why tf is all this necessary tho? This sh!t sounds and FEELS like outdated religious pov's.....ra sounded and FELT like a drama actor....honestly reminds me of Robert England
I have the channel. Yes. The shocks were so great that only infinite love pulled me through. It is about survival. I also have your combination 60 3 38 28. Another transformative horror. I thought God hated me and that I was the last person on earth. Listening to you helped a lot. You're doing a good thing here. Thank you. La multi ani!
Thank you for sharing this with me Anca. It's not easy to carry so much Individual chemistry. Let music bring forth your muse. It's sooo important when the melancholy becomes overwhelming. :)
This is so true.. i have 25/51 gates and when my mom was diagnosed with terminal cancer, i didn't allow my my sadness and grief to overwhelm me. I jumped all in to be her caregiver till she passed 2 years after her diagnosis.
I have 25 conscious. In 2021 my baby girl was born... and her father made his transition. I would not recommend this combination to anyone;) but I totally resonate with what you said about being somehow forced to appreciate life - having an innocent baby around was my core light while passing through the bardo phase for me... And yet, being a triple split emotional projector I don't find it easy to find my place in the world again, I definitely see the Initiation process in the background... I have discovered your channel some days ago - it resonates a lot with me, thank you for sharing! Truly appreciate! And btw, you have mentioned somewhere that you are open for the ideas for videos.. well, I have one :) regarding parenting... Like I mentioned, I am Emotional Projector 6/2, my baby girl is a Manifesting Generator 3/5, we are both Triple Splits and seems like we activate full chart for each other - only except the G center. I know there is a huge potential for Projector guiding the MGenerator... but any tips on that would be great! And the other question (maybe it is already covered somewhere?) is how to deal with "conflicting" tendencies in the chart... for example, for Triple Split it is generally recommended to go and hang out in public places... while for Projector itself it might be tricky in terms of with whom we plug in... and also being a Hermit in the profile is somehow pulling to other direction as well...
I have this great dynamic at home. My oldest daughter is a generator and has personality sun 25 with a split definition, one of her two bridges is gate 51. My youngest daughter is a manifestor and has her personality sun 51. So it is quite fun to watch their interactions together especially when my youngest daughter hasn't informed her sister of what she did. This can be anything from eating the last of something to taking her sisters things, then its ready to rumble time at home. If you actually get to plan out your life here on earth, it would be super funny to choose a sister who can continually shock you.🤣 So there is a lot of shock in my life and it's really fun to be a part of.
Family dynamics are so foundational for us all, but Wow! these daughters are a prime example. I am grateful your knowledge of Human Design helps you to help them see the mechanics behind it. What a show they will play out in front of you! :)
Thank you Richard for this beautiful video. 51-25 is my only chanel. And 25 is part of IC of Vessel of Love (25/46 10/15). Ego Projected Projector. I am new to HD, still sensing, feeling and digging off all the layers to find my true self and purpose here in this incarnation. But not to say more - HD have turned my view about myself, others, life and lifestyle upside down. For better, more calmer in here and now. I love to meditate only if it is just two conscious breaths during a walk. Being in the now, calm and present always has been my strength and now I know where that comes from 😊 Cant wait for new perspectives opening up ❤️
What a lovely message .. your video made me feel so emotional, thank you =) I have 4, 25, 51 gates... 3/5 ego projector here 👋🏼😌 ..I am so so soooooo grateful to exist here ... now... what a Wonderful 🎁 🙏🏼✨️🪄🌚🦂 sending lots of L♡ve to everyone =)
Hit me at my core; your delivery was exquisite! Conscious NN in Gate 51, line 2 (in an Undefined Ego Center). Lots of shocks starting in early childhood, and ongoing throughout my life. Lifelong recovery process, especially with an extremely sensitive nervous system. Yet, as you mentioned, there is always a silver lining: ever-present breathtaking beauty and a vibrating aliveness that can't be denied! So grateful for Life, the Channel of Perfected Form, and You, Richard! ❤
Thank you Elaine. Yes a silver lining is always present if we are present in the shock. It goes so well with The Channel of Perfected Form. Thank you for sharing your appreciation of my attempts to open up to others my ongoing journey in the deep beauty of this wonderful knowledge. :)
I have that Channel with Gate 51 three times in my chart. 51.6 P. in South Node, 51.2 D Earth, 51.1 D Venus. And Gate 25.4 P in Moon. Splenic Projector 6/2. I can relate to finding beauty in the midst of chaos. Since I was very young, I realised that I could access something beautiful from "negative" emotions or circumstances, and I tend to go to melancholic places to access that beauty from spirit.
Thank you for sharing this Yurigap. Yes indeed, melancholy is the medium through which we access the Individual spirit and its beauty is always healing, even as the tears fall from our eyes. :)
Oh I have tears in my eyes! Thank you. I have 57.5/51.5 (62.1/61.1). I was shocked soo many times in my live with illnesses (cancer, heart..), death in family ect. My live changed so many times and sometimes I'm so exhausted. Can't feel what is positive with the shocks (51)...😐. I don't have the 25. Yes, I live in the moment and see all the little positive things but the shocks take so much energy and sometimes it's too much. I have anxieties and don't know how to "jump" (51) or whatever 🙈 What is the jump? The shock? Thank you for your video. It comes at the right time 🙏.
Hi Mumelinoo. Deep inside the wound there is the cure. One has to let go of the edge of the pool and forget there ever was an edge. Then you get to see the positive immediately. If you have a Fixed Ajna, then yes, there can be anxieties, but in Human Design we understand that the Mind is never to be what makes our decisions or should be allowed to get in the way of our movement. Physical illness is a tough burden to live through and rest is necessary. But when there is energy you are able to preceive beneath what is happening on the physical level and that can begin a jump upwards towards healing. Don't be too proud to ask for help from those who are true healers. :)
25-51, defined ego. North node 25.5, south 25.1, Jupiter 51.5. Wow it’s been wild. I was certainly shocked into finding the love of being when I did my first meditation course in 2011. Of course I was thrust from deep depression directly into the light, and spent 10 years integrating the opposites (6/3). It’s been really wonderful, something I would never give up for anything. Nothing could have brought me closer to the beauty of life itself. And to have my own definitions, my own succinct ownership of truth in the body, was really amazing preparation for discovering Human Design 4 years ago. Thank you for this walk down memory lane, Richard. ❤
P Sun 51.1, P Venus 51.2. Undefined ego and G center. I do not have 25, 10, or 34. When I was 20, my boyfriend suddenly passed away, 3 weeks later my grandfather committed suicide. I have had many shocks like that which have completely changed me and my world view over and over again. I realize now they were necessary to shake up how I perceived the world to open me up to new ways of perceiving.
I love your attitude gidlks219. Yes that's exactly it - your new ways of perceiving does indeed open up the magic that exists as part of this life. Wot to do! One challenge after another FOR you to make the necessary jumps to a different perception on what it is to be you. :)
I experienced this channel due to a transit last year in May. I have gate 25.2 in my unconscious south node. I started experiencing something very spiritual and slipped into a psychosis and was baker acted (72 hour hold). My mother died a month later in her sleep. It took nearly a year to really recover from said event and things I saw and felt. I’ve been trying to make sense of it all but maybe I’m not supposed to. Thank you! This was very validating and a great explanation!
Richard they way you tell a story is just so effortless - it's like you are channeling. The beauty that comes from shock- this is the message I received from this. In my own life in challenges, there is indeed a rising energy, to overcome. In the moment a silent withdrawal inwards. Reflection and then a gradual rising. Thank you. I just love your videos ❤❤❤
Thank you so much Starshine. I have an Open Head and Ajna, my job is to grasp the essence and then let go into what comes out of me. I love your elucidation and completely agree with it. Beautifully expressed :)
Oh Richard, thank you so much! I am a 5.1 Clarion and I have the 51 3x (2uncon and 1con). I liken the 5.1 to Fight Club. In fact, I have had so much shock in my life that I can see the transformation and absolute magic in the very moment it is taking place. I was mugged by gun point in 2021 and it was so magical that it thrilled me so much. I got to see how life was unfolding. I realized in the moment that I needed to be free from my home and my neighborhood because who wants to live in that kind of crime. In the moment, I heard in my head that they were not going to kill me so I grabbed the gun and moved it away saying, don’t point that at me. The poor kid was so scared. Since then I have driven all over the states including Canada and Baja. People ask me if I am scared and I think back to the mugging shock. I tell them, this is all just a movie and I am the passenger in the back seat. And what a wonderful shocking ride it is!
Great story Jojo, thank you for sharing it. Damn right to can meet the shock and rise to the challenge and yes it will be a hell of a wonder-full ride. You got this! :)
Gate. 51.3 is my conscious Earth, part of my IC - the RAX of Penetration 3 [57/51 | 53/54]. Shock, initiation, and mutation are a huge part of what ground me in this life. I was deeply conditioned to go for the mundane, the tried and tested, the predictable. This logical and repetitive way of being left me feeling dead and numb. I'm here to be grounded and reconfigured through shock as others receive my initiation and mutation energy through shock. I'm re-learning to see all the elements of gate 51 as my anchor; to surrender to being broken open and transformed each time. It feels like I've been rolling from one shocking initiation to the other since childhood with barely a moment to catch my breath in between. The message I'm getting is that 'm built to handle it well, and shock IS my 'normal'; it's like breathing for me. With 7 undefined centres, it feels daunting sometimes because of how highly sensitive my body and nervous system are. Still, I know my design's got my back 100%, and so I walk on, carving my path as I move.
Don’t have any of these gates, but I can totally relate to what you said. I lived couple of big shocks and I perfectly remember the innocence that came afterwards as you described. Thanks Richard!!
This was one of the most heartfelt and profound videos I’ve watched from your channel! Thank you 🙏🏽 I love being a subscriber…your videos REALLY help direct me deeper into the understanding of myself through Human Design. MG 1/3 RAX Unexpected-4 Single Definition Currently in my 2nd Saturn return
Love this video! 25/51 is my only defined channel & all of this resonates so deeply! Definitely a lot of shocks & wild health scares pushing me to find my will to live & be myself in the world. 25.3 C sun, 51.6 U Jupiter & 6/36 as both side nodes... So I feel this intense impact from my environment & wild shocks of thunder... but that I'll always survive it & make it thru... might be wild & messy spinning me around in new directions... I'll make it thru to a beautiful new path in life 💜 Thank you for sharing! 😘
Wow! That sounds like a design that is up for some interesting times! Wishing you all the best with your health. I believe that channel is a resilient one.
This video is so perfect for you Miny_Moni. It is not easy to be a pure Individual who genuinely has to find her own way to meet the challenges that beset her. But know you are designed for it. There is great power in that Will of yours to find your centre and adapt to whatever comes your way. You speak as the Spiritual Warrior you are. :)
@humandesigninfo aww! Thank you so much for your kind words, Richard! Totally making my morning smiling all delightfully! Now that I've been living my design it becomes more fun & exciting living out the adventure of being myself! 💜
You’re so right. HD has such deep nuggets of wisdom and I’m really grateful to have found your channel to learn more! I’m a 5/1 MG with this channel and left angle cross of the clarion IC. I felt this message deeply. thank you!
Thank you Richard for these videos, I got the HD report from your site and I am slowly learning the details. I am 25/52, when you mention a shock, could that be several "tower moments" along the course of life? I had several times in my life where everything crumbles, brings me to the ground and then I rise again,
Heartbreaking video for me ... Just realized my mom suicide was meant to be for me ... 51 gate personality, 4/6 Splenic P. Thank you form the bottom of my heart, Richard, I needed this in my healing process ... ❤❤❤
Whoa that's a huge one to integrate bonevavanya. Be gentle with yourself. Everyone ultimately makes their own decisions and sometimes not from Inner Authority. :)
Thank you, Richard! Really enjoyed, and inspired. I have 25.2 D sun and 51.1 &4 as north nodes. I do remember reading a Ra lecture where he says those with the channel don't have do anything they 'are' the initiating energy for those inviting them into a situation. It has no awareness connected. This has made me nervous to be with others at times. Some weird stuff has happened, generally good, but didn't feel like it at the time. Thank you ✌❤😁
Ra was spot on em945, as always. Trust your Inner Authority and embrace the weird stuff as part of the journey. Besides, a lot of people really need to be initiated into aspects of life they never knew existed. Whenever I meet a 51/25 I know I am going to learn something I never expected and usually most valuable. :)
@@humandesigninfo thank you for your kind support and encouragement. The other thing he said from that lecture I remember, was that the 25-51's tend to walk around thinking they are 'losers'. Yay!
Thank you for this particular video Richard, From your heart to mine and to many others.I am so grateful for our Fractals. Yep..checked the transits and yes my Gate 51 was activated through transit(heart defined with SP via 40/37 transit) when my father died, then within the next 2days I was diagnosed in Complete Kidney failure, now with transit showing activated Gate25. My NDE and subsequent Transplant 14months later has me eternally grateful and living every nano second discovering and becoming my True Self. Ive been given Such a Glorious Gifted 2nd Life opportunity.Thank you for freely sharing HD wisdom and insights with us.❤
Hi Richard, may i ask how the Gate 51 play out differently in Personality vs in Design? I have it my Design Sun (open center) and am curious how it plays out in my life! 😊
Hi Karen. The Design side we don't get access to. So the shocks come out of the blue and you find yourself rising to meet the challenge of them unconsciously. Whether that be in a withdrawal or a jump. With the 57 also in your chart, the intuition also plays its part in the moment as it happens. There may be times when you find yourself centre stage and everyone is following you and you don't know why. Is that familar? :)
@@humandesigninfo Wow, these scenarios certainly sound familiar! As a 2/5, I often prefer living a quiet, "anonymous" day-to-day life, but like how you mentioned, sometimes life just put me on the stage to direct and handle a crisis. The 57 certainly helps in those moments, giving me a sharp, laser focus on what and how things should be acted upon. All that would happen in a whirlwind and left me wondering, “what just happened?" when all was settled. This is great info and much interesting to look at, thank you so much Richard! 😊
"shock" to "innocence" says it all. is there an order to the lines in a gate & how that will determine the way a channel looks?? this vid made me see the mechanics to the gate - channel determination. i love breton's seminal 'beauty will be convulsive, or it will be nothing at all' e Najda. says it all. an evolutionary step. Pan also would seem to come into play in this, 'Pan' caused states of panic in the arcadian wylds--he wasn't a malevolent force, just 'shocked' people . . .
Thank you for sharing this. The Lines move upward from the 1st to the 6th. The Channel, as a quantum will operate within the restraints of the Lines at either end but is more than both. I love what you share about Pan. From what I know, Pan emanated a powerfully benevolvent energy that was tangible and helped the 'jump' into experiencing this world in a previously 'unimagniable' way. There is so much we have forgotten that blinds us to what this life truly is. A lightning strike is necessary at certain times. Some truths are 'unbelieveable' until you have experienced them. :)
'disturbed in his secluded afternoon naps, Pan would angrily shout & inspire shock' . . .that's the wik article, i thought u would appreciate it!! thx for explaining the way a channel is determined--i just was wondering if it's arbitrary or if there was some kind of ontological formula that went into the creation of the HD bodygraph. I'd have NO problem w/Pan!! i'd tell him i understand he needed his sleep & then he'd probably tell me to move on . . .
Hi chasearchibald2309. It would play out in you receiving shocks from time to time, some of them literally. I wouldn't want to let you too close to my electronics :)
@@humandesigninfo Interesting, and synchronistic. I've had some literal shocks during meditative episodes, as well as a capability to focus electricity thru my hands and fingers. Makes sense now. Thanks.
I beleive it came in with 21.5 - the Gate of Control. The detriment of which is: 'The drive for elimination is so powerful that objectivity is related purely to cause and not effect. The ego whose will power is applied subjectively'. :)
@@humandesigninfo hmmm....interesting.Thank you! 21.5 is my D saturn. Will make sure if I do a holy Jihad, I don't set 2 million of my 'Peops' up for a miserable death or starvation 😁. I also looked up the old book of lines and noticed that 21.6 is 'chaos'. No doubt the sun in 48 would have added the 'depth' to the preparations, too. Thanks, again!
Ho Ho! That does not surprise me. Kiron is the 'wounded healer' and the way you deal with surprises gives you a chance to watch your own evolution in process. :)
Hmmm. One way to mimic the essence of it is to jump into an icy cold shower and see what happens to the body, both in the shower and when you are super-charged afterwards. Does that make more sense Nikolaipribylski? :)
