spring is here ?? quiet days in paris 

Thank you for being transparent about feeling sad. I've been feeling sad too and felt very alone in feeling that way.

You know what, Moya - you are doing such a good job. Even in your sadness, you are picking yourself up and going on about your day as you usually would. Even though you were sad while painting, I saw that as a sign of your strength and your tendency to pull through for yourself. And because of that, you will always be okay - whether you are happy or not. !

Over a decade of watching vlogs and I've never loved a content creator like I do you. Moya, the way so many of us find peace, comfort, and a gusto for life because of you. I know things are rough right now and yet you remain beautiful and we all appreciate the calm art you put out for us (but by all means take some time to rest if you need and be there for your heart!)

Know that designer clothes, designer furnitures, going to fittings, going to Paris Fashion Week, spending time with models, can seem cool and all. But that thing doesn't matter. I hope you don't loose yourself in a bubble that from the outside looks only stressful and painful

People come in and out of your life and they teach you lessons about yourself and about life. So be happy (eventually) about the new person you’ve evolved into. I hope you feel better soon. One of my personal fave methods is listening to the corniest most upbeat pop music you can think of. It’s surprising how it can improve your mood ❤

It will get better Moya. I broke up with my boyfriend earlier this year, and this video felt like the first weeks/month after the breakup. I know how it hurts, you could just be doing the most random thing and bum he is on your mind again, bringing your energy and mood down. But again, time will cure this. All my love x

the way you shoot, storytell, and edit is amazing. there's something so serene about this - you inspire me as a young content creator.

I love how you make everyday life feel like art:)

I loveeee how vulnerable you are it’s so refreshing, for some reason I feel like everyone is going through this season right now. everything will be better soon, you’re shedding rn for better things 🩷

Breakups are very hard and also navigating through all of the emotions that they bring. But it will pass, one day at a time. Sending you a big hug, girl! You’re not alone in this. ❤️‍🩹

also going through a breakup and it’s so comforting seeing you feel everything instead of just automatically switching into “I’m an independent girlie” mode (which is great but also not what you want to hear when you are still hurting so much)… hope you know that you are not alone ❤ sending so much love

this vlog made me feel so seen, your transparency with your difficulties is so reassuring and makes me feel less alone. here's to making april amazing!!! hope everyone has a great april ahead

perfect way to cool down after hectic exam weeks, i love seeing how you’re settling down nicely and doing little mundane things

wow it’s so clear to see how appreciative you are while acknowledging the universality of sadness and feeling low even with the best of external circumstances-i aspire to be able to see and live my life like this. not romanticization, but genuine appreciation

Your vlogs make me feel so different. Feels like I am there with you. It's been my goal to get out of this country and truly experience these things. I get sad too, and I can completely comprehend what you're going through. It gets better. Thank you for this, it makes you feel there's someone who is going through the same thing as you go through occasionally, feeling grateful. May God bless all of us with good health, happiness, success and peace.

Such an interesting video Moya - I love your random day in the life videos where you film a bit of Paris and museums, cafes etc

loved your vulnerability in this video. im an introvert and dont have many friends so i find your videos so comforting. sending good energy your way

Your videos always feel like a beautiful whimsical art piece. You've mastered how to embrace peaceful, slow living while still navigating life with open arms. Thank you for also reminding us that it's ok to lean into sadness. Sending a hug ♥

as a fellow expat girlie living in a new city trying to build a new, healthy life for herself, I find your videos are so comforting to watch

Moya, i have been watching your RU-vid videos since you were in college. Ever since then, I always looked up to you, to your energy, to your kindness, to your deep emotions and the way you deal with them. seeing you grow (and being able to grow with you) has been one of the most beautiful things ever, truly... and I just wanted to let you know that things will get better! I've been struggling too, and it's being difficult, but seeing your light always gives me hope. Keep seeking kindness and keep showing love! you'll receive everything that you give and much much more! sending you a big hug 🤍

sending you love Moya. This time alone is going to teach you so much about yourself. Hoping love finds you every time you look in the mirror.

I see this feelings in all the influencers that are “only influencers” and too be honest, I think 90% of you are just bored. Don’t get me wrong, I know that there are days that we all feel sad, but being alone all day long, with nothing to do, day after day, can be very bad for our mental health.

Proud of you. Feelings of melancholy have taken hold recently and this vlog was a kind reminder to sit with it and recognize myself no matter the discomfort. Thank you ❤

love the way you capture life! thank you

thank you for being transparent to us and for showing us how you handle and react to things, a very brave move 💪🏻 thru the ups and downs of ur Paris journey, i am proud of u :) been watching ur videos for a very long while and i am happy for how far you've come 🤍

seen you working in yourself during this healing process, especially after breaking up is helping so much. I myself have been processing my heartbreak and break up of a 5 years relationship. I thought that she was the love my life... so many plans.. but having the solo times and been surrounded of amazing friends and people like you who shares their vulnerability it's helping me see how life can be pretty amazing, especially when you fold love within yourself. Thank you Maya, it's been a decade watching your videos, seen life through your eyes and have always been pleasure, thank you saving this part of. All my love for you and all incredible people here, sharing too

If I had to be lonely and sad in any city it would be Paris. Thank you for being so honest and vulnerable, and I know this season will pass for you ❤

I love how you are a friend to yourself 🤍

this vlog made me feel so incredibly seen because i have been feeling really similar to the way you're feeling. it eased my mind to see such a close portrayal of my mental state right now, thank you for this.

sweetest moya youre doing amazing and youre treating yourself with so much love and patience and i just know your soul adores you for that.

been following you since you moved to paris - at the time i first saw your videos i was living in northern france with my boyfriend. back in canada now and we are no longer together. i’ve been where u r not long ago and it really does get better!!! your videos were a comfort to me when i was struggling with my french in a strange city and they’re still a comfort now. thanks for your vulnerability and creativity

Spring in Paris must be magical ❤ hope you're doing well Moya ✨️

this video and comment section are beautiful. reminds me how much i love being alive, even through all the sadness and non contentment that we may experience, it's all messy but still so oh so beautiful. makes me emotional yet hopeful for the future and what it may bring.

loved how you capture being a human every single time ♥️ hope you get lots of highs this week!!! love

this is really late but i just came across your channel, and i am so in love with your apartment and the way you talk about everything. i was in paris for almost a month last year for a summer program, and it was the best month of my entire life. paris is truly the artistic paradise, and i miss it everyday. your videos make life in paris seem so beautiful and poetic, and show exactly what i felt living alone in paris last summer. i can't wait to go back

I cannot describe how my heart breaks when i see moya sad. I discovered her channel maybe 3 months ago but i just feel so close to her at somewhere like she used to be my best friend years ago. I guess this is what people call ‘comfort person’.

I love how you see the word :) there's so much beauty and symmetry in all of these shots

sending you all the love always, hope you're taking care of yourself and thank you for sharing moments of your life with us and choosing to be vulnerable and real. love ya moya babe!

This is amazing. You are amazing. So brave for being so vulnerable. Thank you for letting us in and share this harder period of life. I myself find myself in a grey rud rigth now, and I really appreciate seeing that everything isnt always perfect - even thi we know it, it is nice and brave for you to let us in. All the best and much love❤️❤️

Your vlogs make me feel like a real person. I have so much love for you and the ways you show up in the world. Its so fun to watch you change and grow over the last 5 or 6 years. Thank you Moya

Your videos are so comforting to me. I've been staying miles away from home for a few months now and the feeling of loneliness constantly comes and goes. Love you Moya

I love you so much. I found your channel last February and remember you getting me out of the rut I had been in for the previous year. I remember going out (I hadn't left my bed for the last week), sitting in a cafe and looking for my university options, journaling, and reading. I remember watching your videos and taking inspiration, feeling more willing to live. It's gonna sound dramatic, but I'm a dramatic person so. I think you saved me. You were literally one of the components that I benefited from while I was trying to survive, and find a purpose. I was desperately trying to understand how the fuck I'm supposed to live, how am I gonna do this living thing (I'm still trying to figure it out but it's more of a curiosity than a desperation right now. And I think that's so beautiful.) I'm still in therapy, still so confused (probably even more), I cannot bear going out of my bed some days, but I think now I'm enjoying the process. I can go on talking about what you've helped me to achieve but I think you got the idea. I felt the same thing watching this vlog because I am going through an uncomfortable phase that I don't know how to deal with again. Thank you for being here and sharing this. I love you so much again 💓🫶🫶

sending you so much strengh during these hard times moya, we are all with you and thinking of you everyday

how do I even start to explain how much I absolutely adore this woman??! words can't even explain 😭🎀✨️🤍🙏

I feel the same as you sometimes,struggling with sad emotions and confuse some things I don’t know how to deal with, but I believe we will get through the tough times, just try to keep the positive energy,tell yourself the things are no big deal, you can cry,you can do all the things you love as long as you feel better, love you,Moya ❤ hope Everything will be alright

spring is for solo dates and wandering around your city!🤍🤍

Girl it will get better and you will laugh about how we humans are so funny how feelings can be felt so heavy and still change with time and the next moment you dont even remember them. wishing you all good. time is a healer.

beautiful video, as always. thank you for the sharing your life even in the low times. happy spring

when my therapist prompted me to list life-giving things in my life, your vlog immediately came to mind. thank you for generously sharing glimpses of your everyday life; it's been a source of comfort and a reminder of life's preciousness (despite what's going on with the world). i hope things fall into place for you and that any sadness you're experiencing transforms into boundless joy.

I love the way you film your videos, it feels so raw and entertaining at the same time. 1 minute into the video and I already felt like you were going to be my #1 comfort youtuber. Keep doing what you're doing love, it's an amazing piece of art.

Spring is here and the beauty of Paris must bring some consolation and healing. Your vlogs are so worth the watch. Stay strong Moyà. ❤️

I'm sorry you're hurting, Moya ❤️ thank you for making these beautiful vlogs and trusting us to be vulnerable xxx

Moya I’m so glad that you’re allowing yourself to feel your feelings. I hope things get better for you and that the sadness lifts. This old lady thinks you’re amazing.

your videos genuinely bring me so much joy. you're such an inspiration to me

The only way out is through. Keep feeling your feelings and your mental space gentle. You will get through this. Thank you so much for sharing

Your vlogs are so beautiful and such a joy to watch - I've been recommending them to everyone I know. I'm also someone who spends a lot of time alone, so it's comforting to see you spending time by yourself, makes me feel less along. I feel you with the dining room chairs - had a similar situation last week! Sending love xoxox

fellow content creator here! I love how much time you're taking for yourself. I've recently been coming out of a funk as well, and allowing myself ro slowly wake up with the spring has been honestly just what I needed. Sending love from a student excited to study abroad in Paris next year xx

i haven't watched a vid from you in ages, you're still my favorite vlogger ever! i've been feeling incredibly lonely and as i don't have any friends it feels like i'm alone in it. but it helps to know a lot of people are struggling too and that's ok, i hope you're doing more well now moya

Moya, the things you are still able to create in times of sadness are wonderful and vulnerable. there is true humanity in that. love from philadelphia, Raina.

this video hut super hard. first of all the videography is phenomenal and artful. your transparancy is so refreshing to see as someone whos also going through it. and ghe "it will get better"?? SOBBING. i truly appreciated this moya

When you said “my ex told me about this exhibition so i might go…on my own” I felt that so hard 😅 literally just got out of something that didn’t work out sigh

you are such an inspiration! an angel

Omg a new vlog by Moya..😭 watching this during my study break,I feel rewarded for working hard today!!!..❤❤

Love Mir0 so much !! Art is the key to everything, it can change your mood drastically and inspire you in many different aspects of your life.

I have anxiety about my college assignments and watching you first day in the morning makes me feel peaceful ❤ You will get through It because I can see how important it is to you to maintain your peace. There's people who don't even bother. You are trying your hardest. Blessings to you girly. You got this fight. You call the shots. Sounds cheesy but facts.

looove seeing things from your pov, its like watching an art film. thank you for sharing this with us

You’re an angel Moya 🥺 so sad to see u hurting but so nice of u to share ur life ❤️

this video really shown you healing, and i feel like it healed a part of me too. so proud of u moya 💞

It makes me so happy when I see you posted a new video. Thank you for making my day every time, and thank you for sharing everything, even when you're sad. Much loveeeee💘💘💘

8:45 oh i get you soo bad 🥺 i live a very busy city zone and the constant noise of construction kills my vibe immediately...i live w my noise cancelling headphones on all day😭

hi moya !!! the chances of you seeing this are so low but i thought i'd reach out anyway - I found your channel just when you had moved to paris, which was coincidentally the same time i moved from sydney to bordeaux, and was so excited to see another half indo doing the same thing as me. your videos are such a breath of fresh air for me, getting to watch someone go through the exact same things i am moving to france. i also recently broke up with someone i met here, and it feels like our paths have just really been moving alongside one another, i’ve been forced to really introspect and get back into things i used to love doing in the hopes of rediscovering who i am outside of romantic relationships. i’ll be doing my internship in paris this year over summer, and i would love to meet you - there is also a high chance this will get lost in your requests but regardless i hope you’re doing well and if you do happen to see this, just know there is someone from the other side of the world, now going through the same things as you, and maybe it will provide some comfort. sending love 💟

moya there was so much beauty and strength in your vulnerability, thank you for sharing, it really touched my heart and just made me want to give you a big hug

I want rainy Paris version vlog !❤❤

i am also going through a break up and it's hard. i'm also trying to understand my priorities and what i want because i don't feel motivated to do much and i'm having to re imagine my life. it feels good to see someone who understands.

Moya moya moyaaaa......I just came as soon as possible when ur video notification pops up......let me tell u I really reallyyy.....love u I watch every single video of yours ..it gives me lots of positivity...lately I have been struggle with depression and severe anxiety but your... Video helm calming me down ....thankuuu youuu darling❤️ .....I hope u see my comments and never stop making videos plss.❤lots of love from India❤️

I really love and appreciate your work and effort you put in your videos!!🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼

Hey Moya! I hope and i know things will get better for us… The ache that we feel right now will transform itself in memories we will laugh about in the future. I just wanted to say, it is okay to be annoyed, frustrated, upset or really angry when things don’t go our way. It is okay as long as we don’t rashly (is that even a word?) act on it but rather let ourselves feel it for it to go away. I want to hug you so bad and tell you that it is going to be okay. Thank you for this video, it made me feel less alone but also broke my heart to see you like this. Heartache is so difficult to understand and live with. I know we will get through this. Lots of hugs and love to you. Tissina. (Sorry but english is not my first language haha je m’améliorerai!)

thoroughly enjoyed this

In Italy when you are expecting a package you do this to make ur life a bit easier, could be similar in France: make a little note for the delivery guy( I always draw a loveheart:)) with ur telephone number and all the details and hang it outside next to ur doorbell. It does help..

felt compelled to comment that this is my favourite video from you so far, you’re an incredible creator

your editing is truly a work of art.... sending you love moya , hope you're doing better

I’ve missed this girl so much!

I´ve also been feeling this way too, your video brought me a lot of comfort

I FEEL YOU on with parcels not being attempted to be delivered but says that they tried and the person was not there. I was there the whole damn day 😤😫

Moyaa, my heart is so happy that you uploaded this video. Hope you are doing better and blooming like the spring in your city. And if not, it will definitely get better. Hugs 💗💗💗

💖🫂🌷🌿🥑🥐🍞🍜🍣🫖☕🍵🥧🕯📓🖋Sending you the warmest of hugs your way!!!

sending a big hug 🫂🫂 we love you moya 🤍

i always look forward to your vids, thank u for doing what u do and being who you are

Absolutely love your vlogs! They make me feel so calm & less alone:)!

You are a whole little vibe all by yourself ❤️……you got this boo!

I know I never comment but I love your videos the most 🥹 I have been dealing with a lot lately and have also been really down 😢 watching this I cried with you and realized I’m not alone! So I hope you know you aren’t alone also!❤

i will neverrr get bored of your editing

just seeing you walking down the streets of paris is so therapeutic🤍

hey girl !! where is this secondhand market located ? just moved to Paris and been looking for one like this

thank you for being here

love your energy ❤❤❤

It will get better!!!!! thank you for sharing

i am going through a little bit of a heartbreak situation as well currently, and i too spent days watching Forrest Hanson's youtube video and Sex and The City. For the first time i felt like i was completely understood by someone, especially with the frustration and insecurities. Thankyou moya, it will get better, love you❤

so refreshing and feel like we're going through the same wave

Moya, whatever you showed in this video and wrote this journal entry is my exact state and. I feel you. It will get better. Just keep going.