[I have something to say in both Japanese and English] 外国人です。 この曲を聴く度に 何度でも泣いちゃった。 数年前に私の高校の入学試験は不合格結果が出たから GED認証のために留学して あの認証で大学に飛び級した。 留学してるとき 私のうつ病は最悪のレベルになって 体の調子もあまりよくない。ホームシックにもなった それに入学試験の結果で まだ落ち込んでる。 留学の初日、少しでも自分の元気づけられて観られる何かを探して 偶然通りに銀魂に会った. 毎日くらい銀魂をみて最終日まで。正直、あそこにいた時 あれは私だけの友達だった。 初めて あの曲を最後まで聞いた後 あの瞬間の記憶や気分が共に思い出した、一時間くらい泣いちゃったな 今でも あの曲について投稿するのに入力しても涙が出そうと感じる。誰にも 何にも これまでの見た作品にも この感じがした事が全くなかった、愛しい作品がもうすぐ終わると知ったら 悩む その感じが 初めてした。 関係があるかもしれないけど あの曲を聞いちゃえば ここまでの事件の思いが浮かんできたような気持ちがした、今までの事 家族とか 健康とか 何もかも いつも自分がまだ生きてると伝えてる、時に諦めたけど 完全に諦める訳がなかった、自殺はしなかった。銀魂のおかげで それでありがたい。人生の最低の瞬間に会えた たった一つだけの作品に。ここまで読める方に言うと ありがとうございます。特に空知先生 銀魂を作ってくれて 私を救ってくれて 心より 深く感謝します! I cried for a few hours every time I listen to this music... Many years ago I went to study abroad to get my GED certification, because I failed my entrance exam to highschool, I decided to use GED certification to skip my highschool years, and jumped straight to university. During the time I studied there, it was the time where my depression was at its peak, along with my health problem. I was also very homesick, and still depressed from failing the entrance exam. On the first day I moved there, I searched for something to watch, to brighten up my mood a bit, then I stumble upon Gintama. I watched Gintama almost everyday, until the day I left the place. Truth to be told, it was my only friend when I stayed there. So after I fully listened to the music for the first time, my feelings and emotions when I studied there came back, and I cried for an hour, even typing about it right now still almost made me cry. I've never felt this way before, to anyone, anything, or any show that I've watched, crying because something is ending. I don't know if it's related...but after listening to it, it's like a reminder to me of how far I've come, after many problem I went through, family, health, and many stuffs up until now, it reminds me that I'm still alive right now. I may have given up sometimes, but I didn't give up completely. I didn't suicide. And because of that, I'm very thankful to this series, because it was the only thing I knew of when I was in the toughest part of my life at that time. Thank you everyone who read until the end, and thank you Sorachi-sensei for creating this masterpiece that saved my life.