Bruh.. Something did happen on a cosmic level, or something. Blew my mind thinking about it when I started really focusing on goals and feeling all time highs. It's the energy. People are uncomfortable with honest expression and pure confidence. Suckers ain't humbled enough, so it looks and sounds like we're crazy to them.
Damn. Dude that's poetic AF. I totally agree 💯. Funny thing... hahaha 🤣🤣. This past January 1st..New Year's. I made a muthafuckenn resolution to resolve MY own issues and get rid of TOXIC ass MF outta my life 💯. Hmmm 🤔. Let's see. Supposed Family and friends are also in disguise. NOW it's just me and my Husband.💯
Dude, I was introduced to you in 2017. Then, I found Adam and Tom through you. I have been proud watching the 3 of you find success. In the last 2 years, you seem to have drifted off in your own direction while they have followed their own paths. I know Adam considers you a friend, and he is concerned and hurt by your recent posts. Call him. Handle it privately like friends. He is a genuine friend, not a wanna be or a hang around. Don't throw that away. Work it out.
I also want you to think for a moment. Adam drove down to see you in a snow storm. He wouldn't do that if he didn't care about you. He told you to talk to Tom and work things out. Have you considered that maybe it isn't that he is ungrateful and trying to help himself? Perhaps it is more like he is friends with both of you, doesn't want to see his friends fighting, and feels a bit stuck in the middle? Don't piss away a friendship.
@@squirrel3443 Yes, he has. He started spending more time stoned and talking conspiracy theories on line rather than being stoned and writing bangers. He's had people taking advantage of him, throw bullshit accusations at him, and drag him into court. Adam is not one of those people, but Ryan has become a bit too jaded to see that.
@@JustLivinABlessedLife We all grow up and change. We adapt to our environments and stressors. I am 51 yo. My best friend and I were inseparable until we grew up. She had children, and her priorities changed. I lost my only child in infancy. That sent me on a downward spiral. She tried to be my friend through it, but her children were a constant reminder of what I lost. We grew apart. She is still my friend though we do not have as much in common as we did when we were young. Is that my fault? Is it her fault? No. It is life. I see this as two friends that had something in common adapting to where life has taken them separately. There is no blame on either of them. They have a chance to maintain a friendship so long as they accept that their lives are different and don't cling to what was.
Sorry Ryan, but I can't get with the drama between 3 grown ass men who should be collaborating and not fighting on social media. Tom MacDonald, Adam Calhoun, and you, yes you, are the most real men on RU-vid. You need to reevaluate who your true friends are and make peace. Regardless, I'll always be a fan of all 3 of you and hope you all can squash whatever it is you need to squash. Spoken with utter respect for you!
i mean upchurch and calhoun yeah, theyre from america, but tom macdonald is fake as hell, his old raps were so good, but he grabbed on to politics (some of it contradicting himself based on old raps, so yes hes a fake, if politics werent so hot tom wouldnt be so big, he is a Canadian immigrant cashing in on american politics, think about that for a second) tom has the potential to be insane and even bigger but this politic shit needs to go or at least dial down a bit because people who listened to him years ago see through it and know what hes doing. i support upchurch beefing macdonald.
I guess he doesn't feel someone who was sceeming on him behind his back is a "real friend".I think Ryan's one of those people that feels that people who break his trust aren't very trustworthy. For some reason.
Yep .. just like Chris Stapleton sang it best 💯.. Ryan be Like a SMOOTH Tennessee Whiskey... Ay, Ryan needs to label a (615) Creek Squad Tennessee Whiskey. But just remember... I get somma the intellectual property rights. Bahaha 😂. Seriously though!
Ryan, this is sad to watch man. I was a heavy drug addict and alcoholic for close to 20 years, there is no future there bro. You are extremely talented, dont piss it away man.
Same here.. You see it too.. Bad thing is he has a ton of people rooting him on for his own self destruction.. All we can do is pray for the dude. I cant say I would act any dif when I was out there. But being rich would have been the death of me..
@@gatorsaw3315 being rich would have killed me too. There are people who believe that because it is prescribed to him that it does not matter how he uses it, they do not realize it is synthetic meth and has all the same affects if it is abused and not taken as prescribed. They even ignore the fact that he said he likes to use it in the studio. He has all the tell tale signs of being strung out it is really upsetting to watch such an extremely talented and influencial person destroying himself and his career.
I hope you see the light with the fact that in the same spanse of explaining that you document your life for the world to see, you also question why people wonder about your state of mind when they are in fact responding to everything you put out to the public. You have built a following almost solely based on the idea that you "keep it real." As a former CreekSquad member, I sincerely hope you find your way out of the abyss unscathed, Church. Watching you burn bridges is almost painful. I don't agree with the direction you seem to be headed, but I hope you stay blessed.
@@jearbear750”real” supporters are willing to call out the person when they’re wrong, dude. And real men don’t kick up sht on the internet-they pick up the phone or go see them and talk. You must be young. You’re prolly the type that would follow Ryan no matter WHAT he does, and that my friend is called IDOL worship.
Yo brother you need to call Adam. True brotherhood like that is rare in this world. Y'all need to be there for each other. Being crazy ain't what was created it's actually how we live player
Upchurch appears to be dealing with paranoia This is classic schizophrenia/paranoia behavior I have family and friends that struggle with this and they make up ALL SORTS OF SCENARIOS in their head about people conspiring about them
You’re putting all your personal business out on the internet what do you expect? Adam is hurt and you just crying to your fans instead of just picking up the phone. Crazy!
This is just my opinion, but it sounds like you have a lot of people that genuinely care about you & your well being. Although their concern annoys you at times, I think you should be thankful that you have people who care enough about you to ask how you are. Imagine how lonely it would be if no one gave a shit. All I'm saying is to count your blessings (which I think you may have mistaken for burdens). That's all.☺️
Definitely watching your journey is what helped me not to give up, after being betrayed by both sides of relatives. I was planning not to be here 2 yrs ago, until I came across you. Wish you many more blessings & THANK YOU!🙏🎉
Hope you find peace. Lashing out and creating enemies ends badly. Speaking in hyperbole and not giving any specifics makes you look unstable…which is why people keep asking you if “you alright”.
Honestly, been a fan years, and have been sad to see you take a dark turn past year or so. Brother, I've seen it time and again... it's the new age sht. Went THREE DECADES down that road, got deep down explored all the rabbit holes ..ALL of em ..and saw formerly happy friend after another lose their joy in it..lose their joy, and much, much worse for many. Give all the new age a break...all of it ..and just see how you feel brother.
Man i have watched you from day one. Saw you come up and become a star. Lately though you are just going off on folks you were friends with Adam especially. I mean maybe we are all just wrong and you are good but this 180 is saying alot. From an outsider looking in it just seems like you are freaking out for the sake of it. I hope the best. Stay well.
Church has been killing his career day by day and ruining his legacy. 🤦🏼♀️ he could be twice as big as his peak right now if he wasn’t doing this crazy crap.
When your the one who built all the bridges you have the option to do so and not be ridiculed. Even if you didn't build a bridge you burnt, you can still burn it. But better be ready for a storm surge of shit. I've bean living the same chaos this past year with the same fucked up reputation that people close to me falacated from their imagination and vomited out into the world. Meanwhile never got a phone call, nothing. Just blind sided with handcuffs. BTW all while starting a business on my own and grinding 12+ hour days, 7 days a week, for like 8months trying to make it. I could tell you why they did it. Fear and selfishness. It's that simple. Only things that saved me and kept me going. My kids, my fiance and God. Darkness or in other words, evil negative entities are thriving off our fears and the shit flooding our own as well as our children's algorithmic driven video suggestions. Also very prevalent in walmarts toy and book section. For me I don't spend time on my phone often, so these back monkeys, like to show their faces in stains, pictures, watermarks, really whatever you focus on for more then a couple seconds. Artists are talking about it in their songs ect. The world is susceptible to hardship and loneliness right now. I pray it gets better soon. I have faith it will
Ya know I aint no rich country rap artist, but seems to me Adam Calhoun is a pretty damn real one. He even said he may have done or said some shit he shouldnt have. He wants to talk. And if he did in fact wrong you he is more than willing to apologize. But hey hes your friend. Or was depending on how you handle this. I wouldnt be so quick to throw away a friendship. But hey man you do you.
Acal seems real sincere church man , hope things can work out. ,"This to shall pass ". Two ways this goes, either get over it or go to the grave with it. Mad love church man
@@JohnS-wd3okI know for one I'm sick of it...he used to be so humble and appreciative but now its bitterness, jealousy, arrogance,God complex... just over it
@@squirrel3443 I hope so ... I just lost so much respect for him after the Kiely Rodney case thing that just devastated me and then his songs around that time were all about; "I have lots of money, I can buy lots of stuff, I'm a rockstar" and just arrogant horseshit and then the Tom McDonald diss shit just is annoying.... hopefully he can get some of his humbleness back and reign in bitterness...
Absolutely no reason to say what you said about Adam. Hes sincerely hurt about what you said, why dont you just do whats right and fix it. Hes the one mf who hasnt tried to wrong you and your family.
@mybossisdrunk You cry more and follow your GOD off the cliff HE created like a good little sheep 🐑. Adam is a REAL MAN. Watch his video. Has your GOD ever apologized for ANYTHING? NO!!!!
Do you not undertstand Church has his entire home video and audio recorded...he caught adam in some shit while being fake to his face..and youre gonna dick ride the backstabbers? Thats nuts...yall ditchin Ran because he cant catch a break from people fuckin him over and backstabbin him is wild...yall have lost your minds, not Ryan.
That’s when people need the support the most - in many ways If we care about them the care shouldn’t go away when they’re hurting it should get stronger Or who are we?
I was a creek for 7 years, tried to stay with you throughout it all. But I see one common denominator in all that is going on. I wish you all the best, I really do cause I genuinely care about you. Much love
Ryan, people are asking if you’re ok because, simply, they care about you & understand you’ve been thru a lot in recent years. They see u getting really aggressive against Tom-and even more personally, against Adam, and also making comments about others as well. And I think people are just worried that you’re acting angry because you’re really hurting. Regardless, I will say that when u keep asking in this vid, “Why are people reaching out & wondering if I’m ok? Why are they sayin I’m acting different? It’s weird. The chaos is over. That was then, I have goals & i’m looking fwd.” - sorry it’s just not believable that the chaos is over. The Tom diss was clearly inspired by some sort of chaos going on in ur head, and ur recently announced distrust of Adam has definitely confirmed ur dealing with sone degree of chaos. To be clear, “chaos” isn’t necessarily an insult. “Chaos” doesn’t mean that a straight jacket is needed.” Chaos just means that something or sonethingS have gone on in ur life that are the source of a lot of stress, or confusion, or pain. When we respond to mind fxcks like confusion, pain or betrayal by turning it into a public spectacle, that’s perceived by most as a poor may to cope with really negative feelings, because handling with it that way doesn’t really help to process the negativity; it just amplifies the chaos. So, when you say keep shouting that the chaos it over, it’s just a mismatch of what your fans are seeing and feeling - and that mismatch is based on what u are publicly presenting. Acting like everything is roses & all chaos is far behind you… that just seems like gaslighting.
Brother, i live what you stand for. Amd this comment may fall on blind eyes. But you and adam are the rocks in this. Im not gonna pretend i know what you are going through but church we all have a battle and a fight its who we bring to that fight that makes a difference he posted a video and you can see the pain in his eyes. He loves you bro and we do too.but for the love of god, brother, here him out and get past this. Stand shoulder to shoulder. We are here for you regardless. But yall can move past this. But what do i know, right? Everyone has a fight, and you control the outcome always have always will love ya bro
I agree 100 percent with this. It's like your walking around and everywhere you look its mindless drones incapable of truly understanding everything in motion right now.
@@saltylips9965 I saw a kid that was maybe at my knees. At line at target. With a tablet. And wouldn't interact with the cashier. Your kids aren't pets folks.
You can feel how much Church hurt Adam with his comments. But since Church has no humility he won't even try to make it right. Sad to watch. Adam showed who the bigger MAN is. Even said release it if I did something to hurt you. But Church won't. He's too petty and his God Complex won't let him realize he's wrong!
@@MyToesintheSand really this ignorant? I rather say the r word but RU-vid will delete my comment if I do. He literally said Adam wrote diss tracks about him while he was going through all that crap with court cases and his mom who he also had to go to court about and he was literally talking about how he wrote diss tracks about upchurch while in church's house And you think this is just comments about Adam like he didn't do anything? Is this the only video you've listened to?
Church I’ve been thru some crazy shit just like you literally I can relate so much to the struggles you have overcame and I gotta say your music helped so much throughout my own struggles but you got this, you have come so far, don’t stop now don’t let anyone or their words bother you. Creeksqaud is your family brother! Holler if you ever need to talk!
The reason nobody was asking if you were OK as much when you were going through the shit was because you were still being your normal self. The reason they’re asking if you’re OK now is because you are acting different and it’s obvious that multiple people see this. For whatever reason that’s the situation. If you can’t figure out why not then but how come they’re asking now it’s your behavior it’s your character it’s your words it’s your demeanor. People know you very well and you know that. I ain’t saying nothing bad about anybody I hope everything is cool with you bro I really do it probably is but just a few things in this video that I don’t think you’re saying to clear on. Life’s tough none of us have figured it out and none of us will. Keep kicking ass and God bless bro!
Sometimes groups of people will try this tactic to make you question your own validity in yourself and if you're okay so you start slippin. Stay up, brother. 👊 You a constant inspiration.
You’re starting to spiral dude. You’ve got a massive following and we all love you but you’re burning all the bridges you’ve built and some of them didn’t deserve it. This whole deal with Tom and ACal ain’t right dude.
That’s so far from the truth it’s actually funny 😂 the normal people are starting to be made to be crazy instead of opening your eyes and realizing that the shits rigged and we’ve been being played since the beginning.. but call bullshit on anything an your spiraling. Stay up brother and don’t fall for the bullshit .
Because you don't seem ok by your behavior (based off shit YOU put out into the world & online, publicly, bro, which is all these people know or can go by) more so lately than even before, my guy. Thats why people continue to care, people cared when that shit with ur mom went down too. You've been through some crazy shit, my man.
I’m sorry dude, but you need medication. I’ve watched this as a mental health professional for 35 years. People are checking on you for a reason. I’ve been watching your postings for a few years and it’s not hard to see that you need help. When you start alienating your friends you need help. I hope someone close to you can convince you to get the help you need. Love ya brother!😅
Ngl homie it sounds like your the jealous one since jelly, struggle adam even tom has made a successful career in the music industry you've honesty turned into the person or type of person you hate
Up I've followed you back in the early days of YT your country vids. I've sat on your lives up all night while you made music or did talk videos or making drawings and I love you bub... I've grown with you but I will say I am older than you by a decade and I see some things that bothers me and I'm a creeker I have family down there in fact my uncle chicken game James traded with your paps. So it's not like I'm far from our roots. I love you bub and I honestly think you have a genuine friend in ACal... He knows he should have done shit differently when you were going through Al that shit... I just hope you 2 handle it and make more music together like the highway men .. you boys are our generation and we need you outlaw!
I've been there. He's completely strungout and trying to deny it. Attacking people around you like he's been doing the last couple years is a clear sign of it all
Thank u so much for your music u have helped me survive when everyones looking at me for answers stoped me crackin up in the head all luv Manchester England xx
Crazy you are getting older & your "fans" are still teenagers. Kinda like on dazed & confused " I get older & they stay the same age." Everyone else can see you've got shit to deal with. Have for a few years now. Hope it all works out for you truly do
People are gonna hate on you when the bullshit in your life dies, they blame it on the drugs or your off in other bullshit because you don't have the bullshit they want to hear about. Fixing up your house, chasing some dreams, deleting bad shit (people) from your life, hell id say your doing great. Your better then fine brother. You made some repairs to your life, and it's really sad because the new norm is there is some assholes out in this world that's gonna hate to see you doing you. Love your music and content man. Like watching you ride four wheelers and the can-am. Shit is cool as hell.
Never seen comment section with so many people sharing compassion for someone, just started listening to ya, there's some serious skills there, you got some serious heart!
I wonder if Adam slept with Ryan's girlfriend or something i have a difficult time believing that this is all over some diss tracks maybe Ryan caught them on camera or something i hope not but ether way it's none of our business and at the end of the day I just hope they work this out so they can get back to doing what they do best making great rap tunes together god bless you both
Ryan, you won't see this I know. But if anyone hasn't said it yet, I will. It comes from the best place: Find someone to talk with. A professional because they know the right questions to ask you so you can find the answer inside yourself. You owe it to yourself and your unborn child to be as healthy as you can. You've gone thru a lot of shit recently. Don't settle for internet hacks/fans to help with your issues. Get help.
Don’t you think it’s weird you called out Tom as soon as he launched a new project. Don’t pretend like you didn’t loose your shit when Tom trended after claiming to be number one, it’s honestly sad to hear you be so upset that he is doing well. You released the video so you have to own it, you actually would be better as a truck because you could put it in reverse UpTerry
Dude, go talk to Calhoun. Dont fuck it up. You hurt him with what you said. I've been a fan since you started this shit but i think you need to take a little time and go talk to Adam.
Thank you for having a pure heart! That's why I have always loved your music! Stay true to yourself! ♥️ Good luck on your tour!! I finally got the rattlesnakes out of my life! ♥️
The first time I ever saw you it was after the 2016 election. You made a great Video after Trump won the election. I laughed so hard and loved it. I was really feeling beat down from all the hate from people who said that they were my friends but proved who they really were after the election. I just wanted to say thank you for that. It meant more than you will ever know. I know my comment has nothing to do with your video I just thought about it while i was listening to this. You truly are an inspiration. Keep the awesome music coming.❤ keep a very small circle its easier to smell the bullshit. Keep yourself away from anyone who is trying to rob you spiritually..there is a lot of psychic vampires out there who will rob you of everything you worked.
My buddy who listened to your music died and he was who kept me up with what you were doing because we would watch your videos every time we would hang out. It just tears my soul to see you beef with people that you were clearly brothers with. But if you're more worried about people saying you're crazy than you used to be, then that might be something to have concern over Ryan because your the same level of crazy you always were.
Upchurch appears to be dealing with paranoia This is classic schizophrenia/paranoia behavior I have family and friends that struggle with this and they make up ALL SORTS OF SCENARIOS in their head about people conspiring about them
@SunnyValentine1999 lmao i don’t But i don’t need to have my psy degree to recognize symptoms from the DSM6 Also for what it’s worth my girl and friends are all therapists and i engage with them a lot on these topics But again, you don’t need to be a weather man to see it’s raining. You’re appealing to authority which is a lazy argument and isn’t an argument at all
Ryan, I spent 8 years and still counting in the military and I've always watched your music videos. Even when I didn't thinking was going to be here I managed not to end it. And when I listened to your music and Adam's music, it made me remember that I have my brother in arms to fall back on. When your family checks up on you ,they are checking on you because you can say you're good but you're really not and that's love right there. I said I was fine but I had my glock 17 in front of me. Adam and you are fire when it comes to music and I hope yall can look past this shinnanigans and become family again
As my favorite musical artist I was quick to defend him for quite some time. If you look at the older videos of him talking compared to now and see the difference, there is definitely something going on, most likely chemically related. I had similar problems in the past, so it takes one to know one sometimes. I don't know anything about ACal making diss tracks on him, because he didn't provide any receipts. From watching Adam's reaction, I can tell he is genuinely hurt by all of this and is still not saying anything negative about him. In his last vid he even made sure to mention that it wasn't about Church. I think Church just needs to get off of the meds or whatever the fuck it is and take some time off from everything but self care and find his baseline. Something seems off with him, and a lot of people are noticing. Even the people like me who originally didn't want to see it and would even go to bat for him and denying it. He's saying it's because he doesn't have problems now, but it seems to me that he's actively seeking out problems. I wish him the best, either way.
@@gargamel3393 I used to love Ryan. But you’ve noticed what I’ve noticed over the years. These last 2 years he’s changed and not in a good way. I want to see him grow and become a legend at his craft but at this rate he’s going to let his pride and ego destroy everything he has built.
Hey Upchurch I'm a fan of your music and I gotta say that you inspire me to keep going and not give up with my dad having cancer. Thank you for what you do
Can you actually keep a relationship with anyone in your life? Come on. It's like you cannot function unless you are in drama. Adam's a real one. All of this comes off like jealousy of the friendship Tom and Adam developed. It's sad.
I honestly don’t see why everyone is hating on you dawg. You’re standing up for what you believe and that’s the way to be. You don’t care who it is. If they do you wrong then you got a leg to stand on for talking about them or dissing them in a song. I’m seeing all these folks saying “You need help bro” or “You strung out on some shit” And it makes me laugh tbh. I’ve been hurt by allot of people that was close to me and when you finally get that “I don’t give a fuck” attitude and become the “bad guy” because you stood up for yourself, people wanna say your strung out or you need help. One man can’t take but so much bull shit from people before he realizes that unless you pay my bills, Fuck me, or take care of my kids, then I don’t need you. I think you’re at that point and it’s very freeing. If people can’t see that then that’s their problem. You’ve got my support 100% because you hasn’t given me a reason not to. Holler boy till I’m 6ft deep 🌾
You gotta be right !! something is going on. I've always been one of those content people , staying in my own lane, flourishing ...but in the past two months I've had a medical emergency, my car broke down, work has slowed down, and now I'm on the edge of being evicted... the universe or something is throwing some curve balls !!
I’ve found at the worst times in my life I was best to be around as everyone would benefit from me. The last 4 years have been me calming down and giving my time to me and my kids and I’ve lost all my friends. Being a ppl person to being a loner has made me the best version of me. Ryan keeping doing you the real fans will stick with you
People have been accusing you for years of doing drugs or calling you crazy since you bought the ranch. I know I don’t know you personally but you’ve helped me because a better and more patient person. Keep doing what your doing and don’t let all the outside noise stop you from what you want R.H.E.C
You reming me of myself when I went crazy. I am lucky I didn't do anything too extreme during that time. When I read stuff I wrote, I am like, holy shit, I was crazy LOL. Felt very good, but only to me, though. I hurt people I love.
Right now, you don’t want to hear any advice. I see so much familiarity in this and all I will say is people that do know and do care are praying for you, are concerned, and the people that you likely are hurting the most will be the ones that you’ll find will still be there supporting you when you look back and see someone else in this spot…
