I can understand the struggle talking oc lore. Belive me I sturggle verbally so bad which is why I always have to have a written form on me, even if it's a bare bones cocnept. but if I may offer some advice? Script your videos, or at least write down before hand a loose script to follow. It might help with eliminating lots of thinking or blanking out if you have a guide or chart available. You can either look at your script and follow it as loosely or a tightly as you wan tor you can then clean it up like a novel draft and just read it in the bg . It tends to help when you have big character lore, and f your'e worried about youtube saftey or being demonetized, just look over your lore or if you have a character profile somewhere just try to find user-friendly parts you can just read from. And remember to take water breaks :3 Additionally, a script will keep you from repeating the same sentence 4 times in one breath, like at the beginning when you said "go steal from this person"