I heard this song last year I didn't pay much attention to it,after all my life was beautiful I was spending a beautiful evening with my love thinking nothing could happen to us.... it's been 6 months I can't move on from her, she is gone because I ruined everything it happened even before that evening but we started to fix everything but she just couldn't stand being betrayed by me for too long and she left now I work all the time I got back to my addictions too I hate it I can't stop it there's not enough left in me she doesn't even pick up my calls everyday is getting harder, I can't say I have nothing in this world but I don't it hurts to live even a second let alone the whole lifetime without her and I am listening to our songs again and again and again hurts more and more but it's either going completely numb and working 24/7 or to feel this I feel reminiscent to her love while hearing this song,she blamed me that I was never hers but I was I always was that's why I didn't even look at other others... The line only you darling hurts me so much because I am only hers for forever even if she's gone,as we promised to each other we will love each other to infinity and beyond..
It's from a skate video I found on Instagram, it's been shared so many times I wish I could give the original owners credit but haven't found their @ yet.
2:35 Might overdose on melatonin whenever I get lonely, never got a chance to love cause girls wanna control me. Gave her all my loyalty but my heart still kept hurting, then she broke up with me cause betrayal likes to hurt me. Never cracked a smile when stuck at my lowest, never joined a gang cause I’d rather stick to flowin. Chilling in a pool counting all my bloody roses, ain’t got love for women cause my heart is way too broken.
Something bad is 'bout to happen to me I don't know what, but I feel it coming Might be so sad, might leave my nose running I just hope she don't wanna leave me Don't you give me up, please don't give up On me, I belong with you and only you, baby Only you, my girl, only you, babe Only you, darling, only you, babe Only you, my girl, only you, babe Only you, darling, only you Something bad is 'bout to happen to me Why I feel this way, I don't know maybe I think of her so much, it drives me crazy I just don't want her to leave me Don't you give me up, please don't give up On me, I belong with you, and only you, baby Only you, my girl, only you, babe Only you, darling, only you, babe Only you, my girl, only you, babe Only you, darling, only you What if she's fine? It's my mind that's wrong And I just let bad thoughts Linger for far too long What if (if), she's fine? (Fine) It's my mind that's wrong And I just (just), let bad thoughts (thoughts) Linger for far too long Don't you give me up, please don't give up On me, I belong with you and only you, baby Only you, my girl, only you, babe Only you, darling, only you, babe Only you, my girl, only you, babe Only you, darling, only you