Stories of Transformation - Rachel 

Remember everyone's story is not the same! Some experience the woo woo and slot of the mystical while others just meditate quietly daily and slowly heal. There are so many stories to suft through. Lil buts at a time! I have been dealing with four brain injuries so I am content with just slowly taking things in by way of processing and then waiting a lil to understand if I feel stuck, but keep forward movement! It's work isn't it!? Keep going!

Jeannetta CSW thank you so much

Thank you so much!

Rachel Heller ❤️

yes things will absolutely go haywire!

Wow. This is really interesting because I have been meditating daily (for abundance) for 7 months now and so far I lost a couple of clients and money has been really tight. Financial chaos these past few months. Stuff is also started breaking for us as well! The water heater broke and we haven't been able to afford to fix it, the dryer broke, and there's a check engine light going off in our car now! We are still working on keeping our energy high regardless. And I'm continuing doing the work to attract abundance to my life. It somehow helpful to be reassured that this is part of the process. I hope things have settled in your life at this point and you have seen new vibrational matches come in 🙏

Omg this is scary. I haven’t yet started the meditations, already my life is falling apart and wishing to take my life … If this gets any worse, I don’t know how I could handle that..

This exactly happened to me with meditations, I stopped it for a while because I am facing a lot of trauma manifesting in front of me

Woah! Thanks for sharing! See? I needed to read this! You will be blessed! Keep going! You want to know what's on the other side! Carry on!

C G thank you!

tdmm drknr wow thank you so much!

American Expat in Tablas Island Philippines thank you so much! You leave such thoughtful responses on these videos!

Hey back off Rachel's mine

Thank you so much 😊

M Lowe thank you!

@@rizzo02481 Ahhh, Rachel you're amazing! I wish I had a friend just lik you, you're like 1000% on my vibrational level, the perfect mix of chattery upbeat happiness plus smart and rational, this is who I'm striving to be more like! :)

@@enwe6487 you’re so sweet! Thank you so much 😊

Colleen Williamson thank you!

mkr0723 you will have an amazing time!!! Enjoy every second of it. And what I’ve learned, is that we are ALL crossing rivers. The size, location and depth of them just change :)

Yes, he does...

thiery572 he definitely talks about it more now! There was a great Teleclass about this a few years ago and he mentions it more at workshops. I am glad I had the knowledge tho, or else it would’ve been a LOT harder to navigate!

Thank you 😊

Thank you, I hope so!

LisaMarie McCormick 💜💜💜💜

Hi Jade ! How are you now ? How’s your health ?Could you do the courses ?

thank you! and yes I try not to look at the "dislikes" lol

Carol Abney 💜💜💜

I'm trying to remember the context of what I said (it's weird for me to watch my own testimonial). I think one of the biggest things was unworthiness. that was one of the biggest things I clung to after my assault. I always thought it was fear, but that was just a distractor. unworthiness was the foundation of so much and was because of what I went through and it was so subconscious I never understood it. But I always had to GAIN acceptance -- from friends, from lovers, from mentors. I felt like I had to earn it. This was a pattern that my original abuser conditioned me to and was in motion throughout my entire teenage and young adult life. I finally realized that in Santa Fe and after my healing, everything changed. I left a relationship I had been in for over 4 years -- he was a Nice guy, but I only started dating him because he was something nice that came along right after all my trauma, and I never thought I would find someone as nice as him again even though I had absolutely nothing in common with him. 2 years was good, and then the 2nd two years I was lying to myself. I wasn't happy but the fear of not "finding" someone nice (unworthiness) was too much for me. Until Santa Fe where that was stripped away. A month after that workshop, I left the relationship. So I realized how that feeing of unworthiness had permeated so much of my existence for so many years. I still have it come up occasionally but it is much easier to recognize now. I hope that helps!

And basically the entire week I had triggers of unworthiness pop up, which culminated in the final day when I received a coherence healing that I felt like I was not worthy of receiving. but during that healing, that was when that layer was shed and I had an incredible experience, and I left a different person.

TheFightaz because if you have something that you went through and you have a lot of emotions around it you can’t escape from it. It’s a memory with strong emotions. It doesn’t have to be “lessons.” A death of a love one, a major upheaval in life, whatever carry emotional charge. Once you let go of that and can think of that experience without a reaction, that is what he calls “wisdom.”

@@rizzo02481 good point but how about this, there could be wisdom in the lessons we go through in life, it is kinda vague by saying there is wisdom in the memories.

@Sandi Baby312 true!