When I listen to this, I'm reminded of how few people know this VN. Then I remember how narrow the target audiance is, and that makes me feel even more lonely.
@@tsru0444 First of all: Thanks, I appriciate it. To be honest though, I have good and honest friends, and a cute wife who is really similar to me. So when I said "lonely" I don't mean I'm "alone". Rather everyone feels distant, despite how close we are to each other. It feels like they live in a different world. (Does this ring a bell? :) ) I would call this "social loneliness" or something like that. I know, possibly most of us who read this feel the same, but same feeling does not stem from the same reason. I mean, for eg.: For you the meaning of loneliness is closer to solitude. Which is a hint of that how far apart our worlds are, and most likely even these lines have a completly different meaning for you, than for me. :) Which, is a sadly amusing thought for me. Sorry, for the long and completly unneccessary answer. I was in the mood to write this down.
Ohh! :] I see what you did there. And please, no need to say sorry, I quite enjoyed reading what you wrote. Thanks for sharing your thoughts. I think I understand what you meant by loneliness better now, I too could have very well experienced this while having pleasant circles of friends and partners-- though, as you said, I could've understood something else entirely, haha. What you've said is true! I feel there is a certain sense of wonder like no other, that comes with getting a glimpse at another individual's inner world--it is exciting to think of ways one can bridge these different worlds together, don't you think? We may not know one another, but I do hope this late answer finds you happy and well. ❀
@@tsru0444 No worries mate. I didn't even expect an answer to be honest, but I glad nonetheless :) As for me, I'm doing good. :) I often think about it, if I ever seen someone else's inner world as it is. I mean, even if someone shares it with you it is still interpreted trough you own "definitions/experiences". Even to describe such a simple word as "apple" takes a lot of explanation, and even then you'll only have a very good approximation, but it not exactly the same apple. Not to mention, if it comes to abstract things like "love". Actually, I made a funny experiment with my wife. We both drew an apple before we talked about it, and the end result was completly different. And I'm not talking about the difference in skills, rather about the overall picture. For eg.: She drew a green apple, I'm drew a yellow. Her apple was in a bowl, mine stood on a table. Her apple, had a leaf, mine doesn't. And so on, dozens of small details was different. After that we talked like an actual hour about how to draw our next apple. And yes, the result was much closer, but there were still details which were different. Like her apple had missing small dots on it's surface, mine had it. Her apple had 3 seeds mine had 5. Just to name a few (I don't remember, but we found like 20ish differencies). You may ask, if is it even relevant? I would say on a small scale it is not, but if you try to understand complex abstract topics like a worldview of a person, these small details will adds up. It is not a coincidence that a lot of people experiences this feeling of dissapointment in their relationships at some point. Most people (if not all) does not love their actual partner, but the imagine in their head about them. When the reality collides with this image then comes the disillusionment. I'm no exception either, only difference is I know the fact, and I try to not get attached to a mirrage. But still, I'm on board with you. I find it facinating to get a glimce of someone's inner world, even if it is only a broad distorted approximation.
@@jordanharrelson8500 Well, as someone who has beat it, I can promise you that you're in for an amazing experiencd if you ever decide to pick it up again. Don't let the prologue trick you.
My starting VNS and dropping them habit has only gotten worse. Started Robotics Dash, couldn't stand it. Went to Umineko, started getting burned out from the long ride. Played Island till almost the last couple hours, never finished. Started Aquadine, couldn't hold my attention.
@@JXSMShm? dtrh1 is by far the most pivotal chapter of subahibi, and in the essence of how the world(s) and 'layers' of subahibi were constructed, if you believe dtrh1 to not be interpreted seriously then consider chapters 2-7 excluding end sky2 to be of an even more marginal facet of suba.
