I fell off the wagon too bro for a month and I'm going to start my detox tomorrow but I've just been using H once a day. Im praying it's not going to be like the 90 day suboxone withdrawal again. Glad to hear you are doing well for the most part and I'll pray for you.
I’m so glad to see that you’re doing ok Matt. It’s great to hear that you have a special person supporting you. That makes such a huge difference. And you’re on day 11 jumping from 2mg? That’s bad-a**! No turning back now! Good for you! I’m happy to see your commitment to improvement. You can and you will. Just keep telling yourself that. Feeling bad is temporary. Being at peace is priceless. We’re rooting for you!
Hope you’re still doing great my man! I’m actually on day 11 myself, jumping off 6mg…it’s been hell but I’m starting to see a little light, there’s no turning back…your video gives me inspiration
@@lost4199on day 62 now, still pushing..def went through a hell of a time with paws…I felt like I counted my time in weeks, not days…every week I’d feel a little better…getting out and doing something with friends or my wife definitely helped me with getting my mind back to normal…I think making that decision to never go back to where I was, is what kept me focused on the end goal…and now, every week feels better than the last
Good to see you. I mean that too...From your last video I was worried. Humans need Humans, I would have died over 20 years ago if not for my wife. Period. I am shocked to hear that u were off subs for so long, then only spent a cpl months on 2mg, and still had that bad of WD's. Im still on 1mg a day. Everything in the world has conspired against me. A week before i was to jump off, I was also t-boned. Totaled my ride (15k in damage). Spent 12wks in PT. Just now getting back to feeling normal. Getting back in the gym. I had spent two months in the gym in prep for my jump, then BAM had my wreck. So im a little nervous jumping at 1mg now hearing u struggle so much at 2. Love u bro. Keep ur head up. Ur stronger than u know.
It's 1:30 and I bet you are up too. Wow you are tough to jump from 2mg. I can not deal with RLS so I'm still tapering. It is amazing how strong that medication is! I've been praying for you Matt. You sound really good & I'm really happy for you ❤
@@SwimDeeep it's all good. I did the same thing. The thing that helps me now is to cut my daily dose and keep it in a separate container for the day. Then I won't take more.
im sitting here watching your videos knowing this has been coming for me for a long time now. I went to rehab over 3 years ago... I went cold turkey on literally everything for a week.... and at the end of the week I pussied out and got back on suboxone rather than going back out onto the streets using. Well ive been on suboxone since then, as well as about 4 or 5 years before then also. I am so ready to get off them. They are rotting my teeth away at a horrific rate. I am so unhappy being on this drug. For a while it worked.... but now at this point.... I am miserable.... I have to start wheening myself off... I am so ready to be completely sober. You are inspiring my friend. Stay strong
You sound like me. Lol. You can do it. Just embrace the fact that life kinda sucks most the time. I would rather struggle and live sober than rot away bro.
I feel you, I've been on suboxone for 7 years, I'm 27 now, since I was 20. I'm the same, I can't use the bathroom either, my gut is ALL fucked up, like severely, and my dick also doesn't work. I just barely started getting morning wood back since I got down to 2 mg, but I still don't feel anywhere near normal. I need to get off of this shit, I've been on it for too long, especially for being as young as I am, and as stable in my recovery as I am, like relapsing isn't even really an option, so why tf am I still on suboxone? Edit- I just watched the rest of the video, and I definitely feel far different from you, it took like a year for any side effects to really start happening, and I don't regret getting on suboxone AT ALL, it's saved my life, and I'd recommend every addict to try suboxone or methadone, I just know I should've gotten off sooner
Keep a hold of that girl man. Keep your head up. One foot in front of the other. You're already doing it. You know you can go half way. All you gotta do is go half way and one more step. Half way and one more step.
I am so proud of you and also happy for you too. Sounds like you have a very special girl who cares a lot about you. God knows our hearts and when we ask him he brings us exactly what we need when we need it. God Bless and keep doing what your doing! 12:05
30 days on the dot for me with withdrawal effects from subs. That means no sleep ( maybe like a minute or two here n there, where my body shut down due to exhaustion). Restless everything, extreme depression, extreme nervousness, cold then hot, gotta busta nut but takes one stroke, racing thoughts, hallucinations all night long, extreme fatigue, etc etc.....
@@lost4199 your not kidding. After the 30 days though, I recovered physically pretty nicely. I could atleast sleep again and get some endorphins back pumpin' through my system. Mentally on the other hand (confidence,dependency, depression, etc.) it takes a little longer.
@@NewsCrasherthere r crazy comfort meds cocktails that sort of work but yes they have things but that'll be too easy from the pharmaceutical companies
Dude, I’ve been struggling to man I keep thinking oh I’m just on Kratom. I’m free from subs when really, I just switched addictions. I’m tired man really tired so you’re not alone
man any ever tell u , u look similar to Dave attell the comedian. but ive been their man was on 2 8mgs a day for 3 years and understand. makes ya numb to the world and irritable. its a tough road stay strong brother.. i went through alll the same shit. i do wood floors for a living and work 7 days a week and man i haven't had a license for 4 years now . the system keeps changing but i lost so many people last year and lost my step bro 3 best friends and my brother last July with my nana and grams and another good friends. ... . its a non stop battle ill never use again but ill for sur do my best to stay strong . i had a girl that was special tome and i didn't bring anyone into my life for 8 years and she ended up turning on me i new better. but it is what it is. Gotte stay hard. want some inspiration watch David Goggin's.. ive gone 17 days with out subs and felt fucked.. but what's helps is kratom an weed .... exercise eating healthy will help . have to taper . ive tried so many times but i gotta be able to have a life at the same time. its got to be what u are capabale of doing and not setting ur self up for failure. u Got to not put the strain of stress on your mind at these times. i have no one in my life and its been so fucking hard . but as long as u have a good support system u can get through it all. my girl had kids to man. gotta have positive people around u.. i was alone for 8 years and it does alot to your mind set. ask someone to drive ur truck hire them if ur able to. but they say it could take up to 6 months to get off it for some people its differnt for everyone. proud of u brother, stay strong
I just stopped cold turkey off of 5mg twice a day so 10 MG a day and it was the worst month of my life but now that I'm feeling better and sober I finally feel like myself agian. Good luck to everyone suffering from this. All I can say is I promise it gets better!!!
I would really like you to come on my channel and talk about why suboxone is the precursor to a mediocre life. Iam going through the same thing and desperately want to get off.
Yes but be very careful it's easy to go from one to the other. I'd advise if you're going to go that route to only use it for the first week or so to help with the severe symptoms.
