It only gets better man. 6 months in and loving life after 15 years of oxy/heroin running my life. Vivitrol saved my life and would highly recommend it if you're ever finding yourself in a vulnerable spot. More power to you if you never need it though
We don't choose our addictions. They choose us. 63 years on this earth. Have been fighting Dragon's for 55 of them years.. Pray daily in your prayer closet, we are a work in progress.
Sitting in my car with my friend , she's dealing with addiction and struggling, everyday I pick her up and she comes with me so she's not alone. We listen to all sorts of music throughout our day , this is one of her favorites... Thanks
The reason we continue to use is because we do not believe that there is something better, but there is. An addict has to be sick and tired of being sick and tired. No one can make this move for them, but God can heal ANYONE!!! Praying for your friend to he set free from the lies meth tells🙏🏻
Man oh man I love this song... God willing this Saturday January 1st 2022 I will be 12 yrs sober 😏❤️ this song reminds me of the absolute hell I've gone thru but at the same time I've fought tooth and nail to get to where I'm at today. This song makes me think that he must've worked his ass off to be where he is today ❤️
I pray that every one that commented their anniversary of being clean are still clean . god bless each of you .. Clean 20 years this year from the fast life .. Meth ..cocaine ..chasing it all . fast hard life ..i closed the door to
Got clean when my son left for Marines bootcamp now I remain clean for myself, family and my 1st amazing grandson! July 16,2021 will be 3 YEARS CLEAN!!
I am almost 70. One thing there isnt is many old herion addicts. All my people are gone. I spent 25 years on herion. By the grace of God I found methadone. It gave back a somewhat normal life. I ended up hooked to the methadone like many. At least I am not filling my body with the crap that is out their now. My husband didnt use and supported my habit. It cost him everything. I cant forgive myself for taking advantage of his love for me. The rest of my family did so much for me. I am truly remorseful for what I did. Heroin has its roots in hell.If your using it isnt going to turn out well. Think it will be different for you? Think again I was in love with it. It destroyed me.
As a recovered addict myself, id like to give you major props, man. That's something to be hella proud of 😎 don't ever get discouraged. If you haven't heard it before, look up Drug Addiction by Collichie 🖤 he raps about getting clean for his daughter
Hey, I was dippin and slammin with the dark dragon, now I have 105 days clean. It was HELL going through detox on my own but I finally now can wake up NOT feeling sick and focusing all my energy into " getting well" during my active addiction. My dragon has lost it's ability to blow fire. I can now deal and cope with life on life terms. Sometimes days really do suck but NOT like the pain I went through getting off that dark shit running through my veins and keeping me sleeping through the gift I receive every morning, opening my eyes. There were a few incidents in my journey through my path of destruction that I woke up in ICU. Thank you GOD!!!! I am so grateful now to be able to be in the moment. DR.D
Good for you. If you came off heroin you have already fought the devil and won. I've lost a lot of friends to it, very few are lucky enough to get away from it before it takes their life. You are better than that and your destin to do good things.
Yes! WE DO RECOVER !!! It will be 8 years for me this May on the 15! 🎉 My worst day clean is still 100x better than my best day high ! 🙌🏼 Solidarity 🙏🏻
This song brings bad dark memories but at the same time makes me thankful for every day I make it through sober! Things have changed so much and the rough times aren't near as hard to get through because I know what I'm capable of! Plus, I know I'm fighting for my kids when I think of staying sober!
@@skylynn.jo111 it hasn't been easy! Taking a lot of years and a lot of hardships to be able to be as strong as I am today and even then I have my moments where I feel really weak God never fails to remind me of just how strong I really am
This song is my ring tone. All the time I spent with my human, I couldn't get the message. Thank you love for your words. Wasn't until it became the worst that I heard the message. Thank you for your words. I believe your words here are breathing knowledge to other survivors. Not just anyone that deals with addiction but those associated. I appreciate you
This song tells my story exactully when I was in my addiction so happy and thankful sober for about 5 years now.... Life gets hard sometimes but getting sober is the best thing I ever did for myself.... Thank God everyday that I am living life right after many years .
made it 9 days 'sober' using methadone.. so i guess not completely sober but not using heroin.. relapsed again. missed methadone today but tomorrow i will start again so
If someone tries to shame you for being on methadone, tell em to fuck off. It’s not impossible to function while sick af but man it sucks so much. Suboxone saved my life, idc if someone says I’m not really clean. My life isn’t in chaos anymore - as far as I’m concerned, I’m clean! You can do this!!
@@summerbummer1930 thank you ❤️ it means a fuck ton! It’s so hard I am smoking so much weed tryna stay away from it all. It’s hectic and definitely a love hate sort or relationship
@Lester Aeiker I hate the system here in the us. Felons are always looked at as monsters and I've lost a lot of people I love to being in and out of jail and prison. I'm proud of you too! Thank you for your kindness :3 it goes a long way now that I haven't been using all of the trauma, depression, anxiety, and suicidal thoughts that I was numbing come back. I've been struggling to deal with it but I'm still alive so that must be something right?
I am honestly speeches. I have never heard a song that I can honestly relate to. Brother you described the last 19 years of my perfectly. The two of you work perfectly together. I look forward to anything new that you release. This is real....
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When did it get put on tiktok for choices of sounds? I had to record myself singing along on tiktok while playing it on youtube cause It didnt show anyone else has put the song on tiktok. But I've been listening to this song for a long ass time. Also been clean off of heroin for 5 and half years straight
This song tells many stories for me. From having 3 sons that struggled and struggling with a meth addiction. And many friends. Lost several to heroine overdose as well. Addiction is a bitch!!
What a hell of a song!!! I'm a recovery addict nothing to be proud of May 8th 2yrs clean!! So hearing this was like hearing my life being sung by someone.... Crazy......
I am nothing but proud to be a recovering addict, better then being an active addict. Addiction made me who I am today and I love myself for it, you should be proud of yourself, because I’m proud of yiu
I’ve been thankful and blessed to not have an addiction, but everyone in recovery and going through it I love y’all and you got this!! We have to lift each other up in the end no matter what.
Great song been somber off the h for 15 years now man this song sticks it exactly to the point thanks for the inspiration to stay somber and out the pen
My daughter died of a fetty overdose in 2019! I'm very proud of anyone that is in recovery! I pray daily for anyone in addiction! My daughter struggled 10 years and left 3 babies behind!
Just want to thank the artist for this song, I took this song as a warning the first time I saw it, dude in a hat jail beat on the fridge with a pen... But it spoke to me woke my ass up and I used this as motorvation to clean my shit up, sometimes when your in hell a humble man with a humble song of honestly like this can break your heart and break the cycle for all of you suffering addiction I feel you and I've been there, other addicts lit me up burned 80% of my body, jeans even melted themselves to my ass ain't that a painful bitch, what I'm saying is for those that think they're too addicted too far gone, your not we all deserve a second chance and we all deserve to be understood, life can be hell of that I have no doubt I've seen the bad and the ugly never the good till I saw the good in myself the first time...you can't help people who don't want to be helped but you can help yourself
I PRAISE GOD YOU GOT AWAY FROM THAT SHIT!!! People suck. I'm sorry they hurt you. They will get theirs in this life or the next. Bless you and yours!!! 🙏💖🇺🇸🙂
Damn i just got out of jail a few days ago and I'm half way between loving the game and wanting to be stay clean. Still don't know whats going to happen
September 30 of this year (2024) will be my 12th year of sobriety off H and I’m so much happier now and if it wasn’t this song to get thru it idk what would 🎉 now I chase natural dragons