Sully Erna - Different Kind of Tears 

Ik a few men that were good men like this, ik im not perfect but i try my best to be a good man

Every human*

@@krygerm That's all we can do. Be honest, and you will be a rare breed!

@@jr3950 Dam straight brother.. respect your women, cherish your family, love your country, fight for whats right, disregard what's wrong, take others views into consideration, and always remember tomorrow isnt promised so live every day to the fullest because waking up in the morning isnt a guarantee. When you do wake up do your best to wake up proud of who you are, realize your human and we all make mistakes its our growth through those mistakes that determines who we will be in the future. work hard to become the best version of yourself for those around you. Take care of what you love. Thats what it means to be a man.

I agree absolutely sully is awesome

I wish I could take your pain. Please believe this.

All of Sully Erna's music is awesome. He's a really deep person.

Lisa Daffron He’s the best! 💕

Hope your feeling better this year. We’re all in this together!!!!

Yes, Lisa...

Sometimes life is a bitch that's for sure.

Thank you. We are not alone in these battles. GODSPEED.

Miles James Love to you 💕

There's time when it's not about you can't "do it" but first... before I try to get to my point I guess. I have always been a supporter from day one of compassion and choices. I do do not feel anyway has the right to tell me when I get to go. Wether it be from terminal cancer to cancer to any type of situation a car accident to a imental illness yes i said mentall illness or a noncurable disease. I should have not only have the right to make the decision when it either to much , my descion on quality of life is not there or the pain doctors treatment of patients and medicine is about gone . I was given a gift there. I personally think it's disgusting inhumane greedy barbaric and if anything should be illegal it should be what they do at hospitals with chemo and radiation two patients that has to have a closed casket because of what it's done to them that they did not eat for two weeks as your children basically watched so she could pass away because she had nothing left and anything is she did they just pushed the chemo and radiation to collect money if that isn't disgusting I honestly don't know what is then there's the all so Secret not-so-secret confirmation measures at the end of life when they give you the morphine and your already gone as far as I'm concerned but they know what they're doing it slows down the respiratory system so it basically move things along and I'm not against that but I think it's hypocritical. I always felt this way but I felt stronger about the decisions one should be entitled to make about their medical decisions especially when we hello children how to decide if they are having a baby yet we are not allowed to basically be involved but we are ultimately responsible for that that baby and God forbid the mother the child really is not doing right for the baby what can I possibly do go to court try to fight hover locked up in a facility to take care of Ob-Gyn needs parents are allowing the children to make life-altering decisions about Ginger assignment I didn't say I was for it or against it put bottom line it's a child and it's a life-altering surgery and but just those two simple things I feel I certainly have learned the right to say the least can make a medical decision and that is best for me based on my circumstances . Well I already have very strong opinions about this for multiple reasons but in those decisions the only thing I thought about and was a very crystal clear on was if I got cancer I was a very healthy and this physically fit 39 year old woman I have one daughter I have a very very blessed life but I have made it through my daughter and I actually we slayed it to be quite honest with you I wasn't ashamed I was proud I didn't think anything could touch us I need that wasn't really much you could think of that it's like something that you don't want to think of that I didn't go through I was content with life again in great shape happy inside Happy on the outside my daughter despite her circumstances was doing phenomenal I was actually in the middle of IVF due to a doctor watching a Aegean Sea I had no history of problems first time I had a miscarriage but it was a missed miscarriage and I had to have a DMC well you did mess it up and bottom line I couldn't I can do anything about it so I lost a year and I wasn't doing this young and all of a sudden I started having all these systemic issues and have pain throughout my whole body a very very long story short countless doctors countless countless doctors Imaging procedures hundreds of labs I have one of the top internists actually she was the top internists for 2018 and 19 in New York so I wasn't going alone I live in New York I have access to the best medical doctors in the country and I just kept getting sicker and no answers 2 years 10 months later I was diagnosed with a rare disease but was me not only did I have skull swear disease that's on the internet I had a form of it. It's not even on the freaking internet it's not curable where to buy insurance from New York Marketplace our payment has nothing to do with my my house I didn't have diagnosis it's $3,997 a month when I finally was diagnosed by the top expert in the country on this disease I had one option I've treatment to dry one one option and the it's $25,000 I said that point I had most of my organs involved my insurance said we feel it's experimental We're Not Bang well I lost my income my husband had to cut hours we lost our Union Insurance now we suck on a $4,000 a month premium not including co-pays and all the other and now basically I've lost all friends of family my marriage is about over I'm home in Long Island we're going to lose and I'm probably going to die because I won't have access to the medical team will have that are trying to keep me alive and my only daughter her biological father is an addict is not around I am I am useless I am nothing more than a body that is Alive by medical terms but I am not alive I am not even existing I can't even I bathed myself my hair that went down to my waist Amazon my crazy highlights and my signature pink highlights and ink. I'm gone my hair me everything. So they will give chemo at stage 4, or a friend pancreatic at 3 he did it he's gone. The insurance didn't even give me a chance for 25 grand . So I'm suffering in every way possible. I have the most painful disease know to modern medicine 24/7 but it's inside my body everywhere. I love my animals and would never let them suffer like thos. So I payed my dues ,I fought 10 people's lives. I deserve to leave this place with dignity not a label.

Amen to that!!!💚💚💚💚💋

Ur a Great dad

I too have a son who suffers mental illnesses and addiction ,I lost my niece 5 yrs ago ,and my son almost 3 times brought back by narcan my heart is with all who have to challenge these demons but know we are here for you..🥺😥❤

Thankyou sully for your music it truly hits my soul you a very talented , and truly with a heart only few understand ty again and ole bartender from players who served you..❤

Lost my husband 3 years ago along with 10 other friends in a 6 month time frame. My heart is so broken

I will my friend I will pray

Amie Evatt He’s so special 💕

Yes a true artist known by me even if I never made a big break. If you loose a child no matter how the pain. Not all understand. GIVE IT ALL TO GOD AND KEEP HIS FAITH. HES COMMING SOON

Yes I suffer from both. Everyday is a struggle. Not only for myself but my family.

@@kennethesherwood6142 I also suffer from both. It is extremely difficult for me and the ones who care about me. I can't explain the pain I feel inside.

Sending you love.

This song can be acclimated to alot of different kinds of things, mental health battles, bouts of severe depression, the loneliness of being alone, death of a family member or spouse or child

Kevin Brown I’m with you. Keep on going, if it takes minute by minute. 💕

Same brother you're not alone

Same here! But Sully's voice brings me peace.. I will always listen to his voice. It's so powerful!

I suffer as well. Don't know why I'm still here , looking for a reason

Me too. It’s a long and hard road and you feel alone and worthless but you’re not! Keep fighting! We have to believe in ourselves when no one else will. I’ve hit rock bottom way too many times. I od on pain killers but by miracle I’m still here. Even though a lot of days I wish I wasn’t. I just keep reminding myself that I can get through it. There’s people dealing with the same or worse things and I can’t give up. And through this wonderful world of music we can all connect and start to heal. Anyways, do t mean to ramble. For anyone dealing with depression, addiction or whatever you’re going through just know that you’re not alone.

It hits home. My brother battled addiction for 14.years. I just lost him Jan 2019. It's the hardest thing to loose a sibling. He was my best friend. I will always keep his memory alive. I'm hear if anyone needs a shoulder. Sending hugs ,Love & Prayers

You family with me brother and it's gonna be ok.

Heidi Robichaud I’m so sorry for your loss! I’ve been in recovering for over 2 years but I lost a lot of friends and my little brother gets closer and closer to the end every day! We have tried everything to save him and now we feel like we just wait to get the call about him. I pray for your healing from a pain that others can’t begin to imagine 😇

@@cindyfitzgerald4500 Dear Cindy,I am so sorry that you battle this and have to feel the pain as your little brother battles this.PLEASE remember you fight to be with the ones that love you.The fight is hard but to leave us alone in the world is hard for us so please keep fighting.I have to have faith that we can fight this together.❤Heidi Robichaud

STAY STRONG 💪 It's Hard I know. Much ♥️

Whatever life has thrown at you be strong like a brave worrior.. never give up when you are hardest hit, believe in yourself and find the courage to be strong for yourself and loved ones.. And come together except support and guidance and you'll pull through.

@@cindyfitzgerald4500 Cindy, I'm praying for you and I'm not a religious man. I want to believe, but I have a hard time believing a man made religion. Especially based on pagan beliefs. The Romans kinda made things work for them when they founded Christianity. I've been lost ever since my mom died in 05. I haven't the best of person as a result. I'm learning though. Especially learning how to repent. Fuck, I gotta go. I'm beginning to have an anxiety momen

Adam Lahue congrats to you.

Stay strong, congratulations

I'm sorry bro. Glad you're still here. I lost a childhood friend to an OD of heroin. I hate that fucking drug

Adam Lahue I’m so happy you are alive . I have depression & anxiety my husband is 9 yrs older then me he’s alcoholic he fussed nights very easily here and there different night it tears my insides up my stomach he drove me worried bye for years for money drive both our cars always had excuses daily I owned cleaning business me my mom I made lot money daily he drove me use cocaine powder then crack for a ur & half we have 3 daughters I left got out it now I been clean since yr 2001 he got clean ? We broke up 3 yrs now back we moved Florida start over separated again now it’s 2019 no drugs been very clean but I almost committed suicide many times last yr cause he want quit fussing when I ask more 1 question anything sets him off he was beat a lot growing up stables started as baby with beer in baby bottle his parents stables daily dad beat wive his mom a lot through yrs she stayed in it but I’ve pulled out finally switched my medicine 1 I’m on and I listen music walk outside crochet I stay busy at home Sullys new music is very awesome it helps Cornell’s music I love so much it don’t mix with depression at all Hold your up God has you

I'm glad you're still here

I love you sully

I heard this for the very first time the last time that I was in rehab. I'm now three and a half years clean but I mean I've got all kinds of other really nasty emotional and psychological shit going on. This is perhaps one of the most beautiful songs I've ever heard. It is tragically hauntingly beautiful. I can definitely relate in a lot of ways with this video I'm sure most of us can especially those of us with substance-abuse problems... It fuck me up real bad at the end of this video seeing that girl dead on the bed... I experienced something very similar to that. Only difference was I got her back she didn't die. She almost did and I know she was dead for a minute or two... But yeah seeing that... Hearing the lyrics at the same time Jesus Christ that was too much to bear I cracked and I cried my fucking eyes out in a room full of 42 other male drug addicts and I didn't give a fuck who saw me. they say that music is the universal language and it truly is. And if you come back to read my comment I would love it if you could humor me and going to your search bar on RU-vid and type the following and watch it. If you want tell me what you thought of it after I'd love to know. Okay... So here it is... These guys are Mongolian they do not speak a word of English and when they sing it is also in Mongolian. But this is going to prove music is a universal language you don't need to necessarily understand the words if you can feel them.. Type the following in the RU-vid search... The Hu Shireg Shireg There are multiple performances but the one in particular that I would personally love you to watch is the one that is on the Jason Ellis show. You would be doing yourself a serious disservice if you don't watch it. Trust me it's that good.

I am with u on this. I've been clean now for over 5 years. When I was 4 months clean my wife passed away from an overdose in bed next to me just like in this video. It was and still is gutwrenching

Drugs are my life. No need to take some synthetic shit like meth or amphetamine just take psychedelics liks salvia, dmt, LSD, nbome, dxm, mushrooms and everything will be ok

I agree 💯💯💯, my heart aches for anyone who's fighting this personal war, you're stronger than you believe.

@@johnniecarsten3589 My soul goes out to you, how heartbreaking, jm rooting for your recovery, in every way ❤️💜

Amen sister 👍🏼👍🏼

1776 you are somebody and you matter!

My dear, you are somebody. You are raising your precious daughters.......you have the love and strength to raise your girls and earned one of the most special titles in life....."Dad". It's hard being a single parent. You are EVERYTHING to your girls. I care as a human being and I am a widower blessed with 2 amazing sons. I am sending you blessings, encouragement, strength, confidence, happiness, blessings and faith for always a better tomorrow. YOUUU AREEE SOMEONE~ A VERY SPECIAL SOMEONE🙏👨‍🍼💖👨‍👧‍👧💖👨‍🍼🙏

@@melissaannkelly Thank you, I posted that comment 4 years ago. It’s nice to come back and see such kind words. ❤️

@@vaden706 Hi my friend. I was listening and somehow your comment touched my soul and even 4 years later....My soul needed to respond. I felt your soul and prayed hard. I am a young widow who raised my 2 precious sons alone. You have been through so much and I needed to remind you.....that you are somebody. I hope you are doing well my friend. Sending love & blessings❣🙏

KEEP up the Great job👍

The pain is soul shattering no matter how you lost your child. God bless all the parents that go through this every day 🙏❤️

This song applies to a lot of different things in life. Anything whatsoever that can elicit any kind of a trauma response I believe that this song applies to. The mother of my youngest two daughters called me up one morning and she could barely speak. I thought she was all fucked up again I thought she relapsed. She was begging me to come over and I could hear she was gasping for breath I thought maybe she was dying. So I rush over there come to find out... She was gasping and crying so hard because two and a half hours earlier she had awoken and her two-month-old little baby boy was no longer alive right next to her in the bed. I have never in my life seen somebody hurt like that. Ever I mean I have multiple tours in Afghanistan I've seen a lot of pain. I really have and I've had my own traumatic shit happened to me in life but nothing absolutely nothing can hold a candle to the amount of pain that I saw that girl in that day. the song match perfectly describes what she went through is the song called she talks to angels. Specifically the cover version of it by Smith & Myers. Check that one out. I will warn you though if you're in a bad mood or upset I would not suggest watching it because it's it's deep it really is. But you are correct. You are 100% correct whatever it is that causes a trauma response this song can apply to without question without fail. That's the beautiful thing about music... Some of it you know it's obvious what it is that is relating to the song and then you know most of the time we personalize whatever we hear if we can relate somehow based on how vague lyrics might be. It's one of the many beautiful things about music. it's a universal language. And approve this I'm going to type something at the end of this is going to be the name of a band and a very specific song. Humor me and go to the Google search bar type it in and specifically look for the version on the Jason Ellis show. Now these guys they are Mongolian and they do not speak a damn word of English and they don't say anything either. He'll the musical instruments or even a little out there. I was shedding tears 20 seconds after the vocals start and I don't understand Mongolian but I'll tell you right now I could feel it. And then I did the Google translate and listen to it again and followed along in the English translation and oh my God just wow. If you choose to listen to it listen to it and its original Mongolian language... The Hu: Shireg Shireg

Tim Woodward 🙏peace

As it should be! 😎

Drugs or alcohol man you can have addictions to them both I did, it really messed me up something fierce

Sorry for your loss!

cheryl hopper 💕💕

"lost to the streets"? Did she die? As long as she breaths there is hope.

I have not heard from her in months. She has been out there since she was 15. She started at 12.But I finally had to emancipate because they were gonna throw me in jail for neglect and I have 2 other children But because she skipped school, shoplifted. fake check writing, drugs of Everykind, stole cars, stole from my mom, and had four kids but does not have one She is Now 35. I grieve for her every day. Those months that go without hearing even a call when she is high I Cry of what could be! I have sent Angels to carry her. But I look at her oldest daughter who is now 15 and I have raised for those 15 years and I kinda get her back. Yeah, there is always Hope. But My Hope Is Now Focused On My Granddaughters I have 7 of them all together 3 of them are from my other 2 girls who raise them and work hard doing it. That Is Where My Hope IS Focused. Thanks for the positive note tho. Namaste

What was her name?

I was wanting to see you and staind but I can't afford the drive in tickets! I love you! ! Your a awesome guy with and without godsmack! 💯❤️💯💯❤️❤️❤️💯💯❤️💯❤️💯❤️

your sobbing over your ex that you left?

sober - it means 5 years without the use of what ever the person used

Sully has got me through a lot. I lost my brother in Jan 2019. It was the hardest thing in the world. He was my best friend & I could always count on him & I was always there for him no matter what in his good days bad days. No money or money he knew I was always there. He was huffing duster that you clean a keyboard or screen with. He had done this previous the year before & I took him to rehab. My cousin knew he was doing this again but failed to let anyone know. This time it got him. He had a bad heart and a diabetic. It stopped his heart. I always thought I would find him one day dead because I was the only one that checked on him. Some people were only after his money. I hurt everyday & I miss him so much. Everyone says it gets easier & they tell me to get over it. I will never get over it. I will keep his memory alive. Please if you need help or need to talk to someone. I'm always here. If anyone wants to give up please don't! There is Hope! Sending love & hugs. Rip JJ