You say you're the best for me, but I'm my worst enemy. I fantasize the death of me, I never fear. My mind has been stressing me, ever since I turned seventeen. It just keep on tellin' me, you're not welcome here. I focus on jealousy. Try to ignore through Hennessy. Xanax my remedy, surprised in still here. Understand what you tellin' me. You can change you, keep tellin' me. I been dead, I'm just tellin' me, my life never cared. Why would I think that I could just hold on I don't mean to make you think, that you're wasting your time Smoker but my pain a way I hold on Moonlight shining, I mean thats when I think about my life You say you're the best for me, but I'm my worst enemy. I fantasize the death of me, I never fear. My mind has been stressing me, ever since I turned seventeen. It just keep on tellin' me, you're not welcome here. I focus on jealousy. Try to ignore through Hennessy. Xanax my remedy, surprised in still here. Understand what you tellin' me. You can change you, keep tellin' me. I been dead, I'm just tellin' me, my life never cared.
Songs like this where an artist speaks honestly from their heart are the kind of songs I live to hear and hope to be able to produce one day myself. This song is sad and depressing, but the honesty of it makes it very memorable.