@tillthenextlife1983 I'm was childish and insecure Because he congratulated a girl for catching a wave, and I'm just immature and can't surf. And wanted him to teach me, so I threw a hissy fit and didn't continue trying to learn that was 3 years ago. so now, he's doesn't want to hurt my feelings by going anywhere, because I am that weak. I've asked Jesus to help me Not be a weak a**, so this man can live his life . Please pray for. Me to not ruin my husband's life anymore in Jesus name