On December 13 th 1975 at the age of 5 while I slept in the next room my mother took her life by hanging, my heart goes out to you, thank you for sharing.
Thank you so much. It is a hard topic, but it is more common than people think and needs to be talked about. Thank you for sharing your story with me. -Ash.
I’m going through so much in life right now. I have been suicidal these past two years because I have autism, anxiety and depression and I have a seizure disorder that resulted me into not driving for six months and the first time changed my life completely because the first time I had a seizure behind the wheel. I started self-harming and keeping all my emotions in because I couldn’t get over it and I had nonstop thought about attempting but these videos prevent me from doing it because I know people would be devastated.
I also suffer with dipresseion and anxiety and some time I really tryed to suside hanging myself but I failed I have no hope on life but I want to talk with others because I m trying to get over from it So I want to talk with you and if you don't mind let's be friends share some thoughts and support ❤❤
I struggle with depression and tried to off myself a couple times when I was younger, "I feel numb" or "I don't feel anything" or "I haven't felt anything for awhile" "I feel dead inside" are major red flags for suicide. Also super dark jokes about death are a red flag, stuff that has a punchline of "this won't matter when I'm dead" or any other dark joke That's about death, That's a person crying out for help, that person is hoping someone will reach out and ask what's wrong.That person might try to play it off like it's okay and they're joking but keep prying, keep asking serious questions, humor is depressed people's shields, their armor, we use that to brush off serious questions. I'm a depressed person and I am a master about turning everything into a joke. Luckily I had good friends and family around me that helped me through my dark times. I also got a puppy a few years ago and he is the best thing that's happened to me, being responsible for another life helps, unconditional love, plus I can't exit this world because my dog would be alone, I gotta stick around for him.
Lost my father to suicide when I was two and a half years old he was 36. Feels like he never existed because my family never talk about him so I've put pictures of him up in my office and morbidly got a copy of his death certificate. Suicide is beyond tragic for everyone concerned. Don't do it you can't undo it. Reach out and speak up.
I am contemplating it now. And before I do or do not, I will tell you what I am feeling now and what all these suicide victims might have been going through that made them decide to do it. I desperately want to grasp for life. But it is life that takes its hand away from me. Contrary to belief, suicide attempters are the biggest champions of wanting to live. But circumstances in our lives make that IMPOSSIBLE. And we are trapped in a cycle of pain, disappointment, and hopelessness. Where going on a perpetual sleep is the most decent way to proceed. In my case I loved a man who gave himself to somebody else. At the same time I lost my job. I dont know how to piece the puzzle back together again. And I feel taking this route is the best way to end my pain. To go to a better place. I would probably not be around when you read this. A word of advice I can share to you is never waste a second of your life. Dont ever be idle. Live life to the fullest when you are still capable of it.
The pain never ends, you only pass it onto others. Please hold on. Sending you love and light and hope.. ✨✨✨YOU WILL GET THROUGH THIS, nothing is larger than your life. Nothing/no one is worth giving up your life for, pls remember. Someone needs you!
If you know why you're unhappy, and what was making you happy before, it means you can have all that AGAIN. It's not too late. I know you can't feel this right now but don't do it, wait, it's just logic, please don't do it
I enjoy being idle. Im a lazy person and I think sleeping and waking up feeling the beedsheets and sleeping again is a very satisfying feeling. These are the little things that I love about life.
3000 people watched this video but only 3 people (before me) commented something... Just shows how people don't even wanna talk about this... I am so tired of substance abuse that I kinda don't know what to do... I dont wanna hurt anyone but everyone around me is dead inside & ive tried but I cant get help... Not even from my family... All i wanna do is go to a park or nature reserve.. Or even the zoo... But I have no-one to do that with... All my friends are drug addicts or worse... I dont know what to do... Im so tired...
@@dakotacaldwell7243 thank you so much I love you too Dakota, I can't believe it but after drinking myself into a coma a few weeks ago and spending 6 days in a holding cell almost going to jail for assult I have finally managed to convince my family to get me the help I deserve 😇 I am currently in a mental health facility getting treatment and seeing a phycologyst on a daily basis and getting the right medication I need 😭, It feels so unreal.. 🙏 Just thought I should share this with you so others know that even though I felt so hopeless and like ending it all when I typed this above comment, I know feel that I can get through this ❤️ and we all can 🙏 we should never give up 😥 much love Dakota & I will pray for strength for you to endure until the day your help arrives ❤️❤️❤️
One of the most painful but beneficial things is finding people who encourage your best health, even if it’s annoying. It’s not easy, and it won’t get easier until more and more time pass. I’ve cried many nights over being trapped in a cycle. Just know any progress is progress, and love yourself. Easier said than done, but nothing is done overnight. More than anything just know you’re truly not alone, and those who listen, rather than judge, are the people you need to be around. Good luck on your journey. You’re loved.
I thought this was gonna be about someone that survived suicide. Like I did twice. With a gun. To my head. But I can't seem to find anybody. that can relate to that. I guess because they're not alive..
My brother survived suicide 2 days ago. With a gun to his head… I wanted to find someone in the comments who went through the same. I’m sending you love ♥️
I lost my partner two weeks ago,she took an overdose of pills. I blame myself,the week before this happened we were not on good terms. I got this letter from her saying things like I dont make an effort,or pay attention to her. She also tried 2 months before and I managed to get her to the hospital on time and the week before she succeeded she told me that I should not have saved her. I really thought that we will get through all this and I also told her this. I dont know if I was not paying enough attention but I do know that I was sad that she had these thoughts after I have told her many times that we will be fine we must just not give up. I dont know how I will go on after this
I truly do HATE myself, because I feel so HATED....doesn't matter how nice of a person I try to be....I feel SO HATED....I AM WORTHLESS AND NOBODY AND IGNORED
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00:05 Surviving the aftermath of a mother's suicide at a young age 01:22 Providing resources to youth for suicide prevention 02:32 Schools must provide mental health services for youth 03:38 Creating targeted supports for students struggling with suicide or loss 04:48 Promote visibility and accessibility of suicide prevention resources 05:53 Key to preventing suicide: Understanding, Acknowledging, Listening, Using Supportive Language 07:00 Rephrasing questions can make a significant difference in supporting individuals struggling with mental health 08:05 Importance of continuing conversations about suicide
