Sending prayers to you. All these feelings are normal. Thank you for sharing your feelings and what you are going through. Many emotions are felt. Sending well wishes and many prayers to you!♥ You will get through this! Geri
All those feelings are so normal, I remember feeling so scared at the beginning of my treatment. I was diagnosed with HER2 positive invasive ductal carcinoma grade 3 stage 1 in October 2020. I couldn’t bring myself to google anything I was just blinkered trying to get through my treatment. 6 months of chemotherapy, surgery and radiotherapy. It’s exhausting dealing with the side effects, I was off work for 18 months while I went through treatment and recovery afterwards. I don’t think anyone can truly understand the physical and emotional effects of a cancer diagnosis until they have been through it, it’s an emotional rollercoaster! You have to just take one day at a time, sending hugs & prayers your way 🩷
Tchp is rough sister. I relate as a person who likes being active and in control it’s so hard for me to slip out of leader role and allow others to help me by letting them take the wheel. I’m going in for round 2 tomorrow. Sending love and prayers sister