Taking The Abortion Pill Was TRAUMATIC For Me | Toni McFadden 

“Inside, I think for a woman, it changes you because we're supposed to give life, not take it. And so this is why I do what I do. Because if I could spare any woman from having to go through this, it's worth it for me to share the pain because I'm sharing it with purpose.” - Toni McFadden Watch our full round table discussion on the chemical abortion pill. ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-nyz2rMOZEz4.html

I became pregnant with my first child at 16. The morning of my abortion appointment, I couldn’t get out of bed. Something kept me there, grounded. When I told my mom, she was pissed. I told her I couldn’t do it. The baby didn’t ask for this. I was irresponsible with birth control. I took responsibility for my actions. Here I am at 31 and she just turned 14. I thank God every day for blessing me with her. Edit: I just want to say thank you to all the positive energy and comments. I’ve never gotten this much acknowledgment as I’ve never told my family or close friends about this. It still scares me to think of the what-if. She is now a wonderful big sister, smart, goofy, is her own self and a freshman in NJROTC. She plans on going to the Marines after high school.

This is so true. I had 1 first trimester abortion and it kills me to this day. The guilt of what could have been wreaks havoc on my soul. I am blessed with two beautiful children and love them so much, but still have a hole in my heart where my first child should be. This isn't talked about enough and for feminists to say abortion is empowering, is so disgusting and evil.

When I was on the phone scheduling my abortion, they told me EXACTLY what was going to happen. And I was thinking “this will traumatize me. I will live with this guilt that I took someone’s whole life before it even began…” I cancelled it one week later. My son is 7 months and very loved.

I had 2 abortions and it never bothered me until I got completely clean and quit numbing my feelings. The pain once it hit me, once I realized that I murdered 2 of my children, was indescribable. Jesus healed me from it. He's the only one that could've and he did❤❤

I was so scared when i became pregnant, but when my parents found out ( severe morning sickness, couldn't hide it) they immediately made an appointment. An obstetrics appointment. I gave her up for adoption to an infertile couple, kept in touch, shes now 21.

Wonder why the mainstream media won’t allow women like this to tell their story

THIS. Everyone acting like it’s nothing makes me sick

I went through that when I was younger I had no clue what was about to happen. Just thought it was the solution. It was so traumatic and within about 2 weeks I was suicidal. I stayed that way for years. I have 4 grown children now. It took me 10 years to forgive myself. There will always be a part of my heart that hurts for my unborn child.

I spent 6 hours on the toilet. The whole night is a blur, all I remember is pain. People just kept telling me it was normal, its just a clump of cells, its healthcare. It was the worst night of my life. I murdered my child and i will never be able to take that back. I look at my 8 year old daughter and I think about that child that is missing. The child that would be cuddling and laughing with us.

I had a miscarriage, but my body would not expel it naturally. I was given the abortion pill and I had the same experience. I really thought I was fine until I woke up on the bathroom floor and my head was bleeding, because I had passed out and bashed my face on our tile. My husband had put our son back to bed and accidentally fallen asleep with him. I had to crawl across my house while trying to stay conscious to get him. We went to the ER and I received an emergency D&C and blood transfusion. The pill is extremely dangerous and should not be handed out so freely especially to young girls hiding a pregnancy from their parents.

I’m 65. And I have something to say to all those women who say they don’t regret their abortion; you’re not dead yet. I have missed my aborted child every day of my life since 1975. You never know when the grief will hit you; for me it’s been a lifetime 💔

This testimony supports my thinking that abortion is violence against women and the pre-born.

I’m literally haunted by the abortion I had when I was 23. I dream of the son I murdered and don’t know if I’ll ever get over what I did, I was on drugs and had no support. But that’s no excuse, I wish I hadn’t done it.

I had a miscarriage at 8 weeks. Seeing the pieces come out of you and flushing parts of your child and rivers of blood and chunks of flesh down the toilet is not something I wish on any woman. I can’t imagine the extra guilt and pain I’d have felt if I CHOSE to do that to my child.

When I was 39, my first daughter, at age 17, told us she was pregnant. 2 weeks later my other daughter told us she was pregnant, also age 17. 2 weeks later my niece told us she was pregnant at age 16. Fast forward 13 years & I’ve got 13 amazing grandkids & wouldn’t trade them for anything. Parents need to be more understanding & not make their kids be afraid to come to them for help. I’m so glad they all trusted us enough to come to us & ask for our help. I’d be devastated if any of them aborted my grandchildren. I’d rather raise the kid than have them aborted. An old friend of mine had an abortion as a teenager & them endometriosis stopped her from having any children. She’s now in her 50s & has & continues to suffer from her choice. It’s been sad to watch over the decades. That was her only chance to be a Mom, only she didn’t know that when she was 17. We didn’t know about endo back then. I’ll raise the kids no one wants. I’ll love them. Bring them here, God will make a way for us.

Every woman who goes through this and realizes the truth later, feels the space where her child should have been. This feeling never goes away. It in fact gets stronger when more children are born because we see the personality that exists, and yearn to know the lost child too. Women don't just count the living children as their beloved offspring, but the aborted and miscarried ones too.

My mother got pregnant with me at 17. She was terrified because she had JUST had my older sister at 16. Yes, she was irresponsible and careless when it came to birth control, but that was because her parents are from Mexico, and very old school. They never spoke about sex and the consequences of it to her. She didn’t even know she could get pregnant when she did. She was extremely naive, but she knew what she was risking when she got pregnant with me. She was so embarrassed she made the same mistake again, and only a year after the first one too. So she hid her pregnancy with me until she was 7 months. When she was 6 months, she called planned parenthood and asked if she could still get an abortion as far along as she was. They told her yes. Many babies have survived out of the womb at six months. But they still were willing to kill me. I’m here today to tell the story, so obviously she couldn’t go through with it. She tells me all the time that I saved her life, and she doesn’t know where she would be today without me and my siblings. This story is heartbreaking, but also so important, so I thought I’d share it. If you’re thinking about getting an abortion, please don’t. I promise you, you can get through this without taking such a painful path that you will inevitably come to regret.

I miscarried at 10 weeks. I didn't really know what to expect as my doc wasn't specific enough with me. I remember the biggest clot coming out when I was in a Chick FilA drive through sitting passenger. I knew I needed to change the pad I was wearing so I went inside. I will NEVER forget the feeling of having to flush huge clots down (my baby) down the restaurant's toilets, and walking back to the car with massively blood stained pants in a crowded ChickFilA. Brings tears to my eyes 20 years later. I pray for consolation for anyone's maternal heart suffering from miscarriage or abortion. The Catholic Church welcomes you with open arms.

About 5 years ago now I was incredibly irresponsible and got pregnant. Back then I was so brainwashed that I thought it was completely normal and okay. I was given pills and had an at-home abortion. Apparently it lasted for 11 hours total; I remember going back and forth to the bathroom to either bleed or vomit. The entire time my "friend", who was there for support, was telling me how disgusting babies are, calling it a parasite and a "crotch goblin." Even though I was "pro-choice," something deep within me wanted to scream at her to not say those things about my baby. A few years went by and I told my therapist about it, because I'd convinced myself that "I must be a psychopath for not feeling badly about it at all." A couple more years go by and I'm diagnosed with multiple personality disorder & discovered a fragmented personality that took and held on to the trauma from the abortion. I wasn't a psychopath -- quite the opposite: it was so traumatic that my mind had to split itself in order to deal with the murdering of my baby. ...and I truly thought I was pro-choice. My experience, and so many others', confirms to me that as women we are *intrinsically designed* to want to care for babies/children. Two years ago I found Christ and repented. I pray I can see my precious baby in the afterlife. All the love to all those who have dealt with this pain. Still, to this day, my brain can't allow me to feel the pain because it's simply too much. Blessings... 💛🫂

My parents tried to force me to abort my baby. I stood strong and said youll never see me nor the baby again if you try to do this. I was ready to run. I was also told i needed to abort my last pregnancy because of my age. I refused. I have a 28 year old an 18 yr old and a 10 year old. My oldest is married with two children. My previous grandbabies. I could not imagine my life without those boys in my world

I got mine when my ex told me 7 weeks into pregnancy, "If you don't get rid of it, I will." Even before then, he was making me feel gross for carrying his child. Kept making me feel bad for not drinking with him or not wanting to come over, saying I "was getting rid of it anyways". Even during fights he would say he didn't think the child was his just to stress me out. He knew I didn't see anyone else at the time. I couldn't. I was living out of my truck for years. Only reason he tolerated me at that point was because suddenly he developed a lactation fetish. Taking those pills will stick with me forever. What gives me the tiniest ounce of comfort is constantly telling myself that at least a child wasn't born out of hate. I can barely even call it comfort. All I know is that I'll never touch those pills again. ...And there's women out there who have had multiple pregnancies and abortions. Repeated trauma like that can make someone lose their mind. Idk how they live with themselves after something like that happening more than once.

For every woman who had an abortion forgiveness is available through repentance and faith in christ. Repent & believe the Gospel.

What courage to tell her story…we need more voices like this!! ❤❤

👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻 Amen sister. This happened to me TWICE, 30 years ago. I fell for the feminazi front…my mothers doing. I got pregnant 2 times after my daughter was born and we swiftly and without a care, chose to murder our children. I didn’t look at it that way then. I was told it was a clump of cells. I didn’t learn the true horror of what I did until my daughter got pregnant with my grand daughter and we put the what to expect app on our phones. Every morning we would look at the app to see the development and when we got to the age my babies were at when I killed them I lost it. I saw a human. I saw little hands and feet and they have a pancreas and lungs and everything…and I KILLED THEM. The best part is…the nurses knew what I was doing and pushed me right thru it. Woman to woman they assisted in my greatest sin. The regret I’ve felt all this time is atrocious. I killed two humans. My uterus was pierced in the second abortion and it gave me endometriosis so bad I had to have a hysterectomy, which I deserved…. And I know when I die I ain’t goin to the happy place. I’ve begged for forgiveness but what I did can’t be forgiven. PLEASE IF YOU ARE PREGNANT AND READING THIS: KEEP YOUR BABY!!!! THINGS WILL ALWAYS WORK OUT!! Our Heavenly Father NEVER gives you more than you can handle!! ITS GOING TO BE OK!! YOU ARENT ALONE EVEN IF IT SEEMS YOU ARE!!

I had not one, but two abortions in my lifetime. The first time I was 17, and scared to death, but had convinced myself “this is okay” because “I’m not ready.” Afterwards I immediately started exhibiting trauma symptoms- not wanting to think about it. Running wild, trying even harder to fit into this world. Nightmares. The flight from one person to the next so I never got too close… The next baby I gave birth to, and his father left us; and yes, we struggled. But we had eachother and my supportive family. The third baby I chose to abort, again- having not learned my lesson the first time and afraid to tell my parents that I had once again failed them. I kept thinking, “everyone says it’s not a baby, so why am I so upset?” I am now happily married, I have my son and my husband and we were blessed with one more child. I look at the two of them daily and wonder who my two lost babies would have been. What it would have been like for them to be here, as they were intended. How that would have helped my son and bridged the giant age gap between him and his sister. I will never forgive myself for what I chose to do. I fell pray to the rhetoric of this world and kept trying to convince myself that these babies I murdered weren’t “real” anyway. I suffered for years over my decision, and still suffer. I know God has forgiven me, but the question that lingers on my mind is will I ever forgive myself? I doubt it, but God’s grace is mighty. I pray that one day my two lost loves will be returned to this world and I’ll have the chance to love them as they deserved to be loved. People claim that abortion is just a “medical procedure,” but it’s not. It’s a choice between good and evil, right and wrong. I am ashamed to say I didn’t always make the right choice. To anyone debating their child’s future, heed my warning: give them life. The only decisions I’ve ever regretted in my entire life are when I let the mindset of the world convince me that the evil I did was justifiable. It wasn’t. Do better than I did. For your baby, and for yourself. ❤

Some women in my family either are fully against it or had it done at some point in their lives ( they were forced either by their husbands or by financial instability). So I grew up I hearing different stories. I just knew it's a thing and women do it. My mom , a biologist, always was agaisnt it and said it was unethical in her eyes. My grandma justified hers by saying that the times were hard and she had to do it. Although, she feels a lot of remorse to this day. My aunt used abortions like birth control. Her husband was abusive and he would just tell her " to fix her female problems on her own" when he would get her pregnant. I don't think she's against it. Having approximately 7 or even more of them, it became normalized to her. It was like going to get your tooth pulled. I would just say that her moral compass is definitely off in general. She did a lot of very messed up stuff in her life. I married to a guy that is pro- life. Him and I had a lot of discussions on the topic and I started to do research on my own. And after looking at both sides of the argument, I realized that pro- choice people have extremely weak points and they also change constantly. There's no solid answers. I look into biology books and it just makes sense. The body of the unborn baby is not a part of the mother's body. Unique set of DNA can prove that. It's not a tumor. It's not a parasite. It's a human being. And it's just so terrible to give that innocent human being a death sentence just because they are inconvenient.

I lost a premie baby6 days after birth. He hass issues when I was pregnant and doctors asked me to abort him twice. I declined. I still get emotional and think of what he would be today had he survived and i even felt guilty, blamed myself when he passed.. I couldn't imagine how I'd feel now if I did do it by choice. I feel for all of the women that have been lied to and forced and will suffer for a long time. I pray you all find peace

It’s so crazy to me that there are these type of people in the world. I used to say all the time I didn’t want a baby, not because my partner doesn’t love me or family supports me. I just felt I wouldn’t be able to do a good job as a mother. Im currently 17 weeks pregnant & I never once thought to kill my baby. It’s a little human being & I love my little one more than anything.

People love to talk about how emotionally difficult and physically painful it is on a woman to give birth and use it as a reason to have an abortion. Everyone always forgets that the baby doesn’t just dissolve and it will have to come out no matter what you choose. There will always be pain, one version is just going to last a life time.

My church had an event with toni and I even got to talk to her and take a picture with her! So glad to see women who are stepping up to fight the madness in this world!

A friend of mine lost the ability to have children after she had an abortion at the age of 17. She’s now 35 years old, no children because she was permanently damaged from that one abortion. She will be adopting.

As someone that did the pill murder. Who left PP, and said no. Then was threatened, berated, and pressured into it. You have blood clots the size of your fist… that’s how it works. I was literally moving all my stuff into a Uhaul truck while going through it, dizzy, with the police there, with a newborn, and my ex getting arrested. Everyday it haunts me and I wish it had been illegal. Because it has been said before, it being illegal would honestly be relieving.

I had a first trimester miscarriage. It ended up being mini labor and way more traumatic. It was only 2 years ago and I still cry about my baby. I've had another baby since, and it was hard because of the loss. I can't imagine being the one who chose to do this to myself and baby. I have nothing but love for women like her who have been through that, that's what they need more than ever.

I was also assured that it is just a small procedure & that I would be in & out. It was the worst pain of my life & I also swept it under the rug for a decade. Today I know what I did & I would never do it again. Women don't talk about this horrific "choice" & the consequences, not just for my poor baby.

That’s how I felt when I had one. Now that it’s being talked about more, I realized that I made bad choices and what I did was horrible. I shouldn’t have gotten pregnant in the 1st place. And I shouldn’t have let my child’s dad convince me to do it. I wish he feels as guilty and ashamed as I do now! Especially for telling me it wasn’t his, when he had no reason to even think the baby wasn’t. I think teens should learn about abortion in sex Ed class , they should know what happens during the procedure. Abortions are not a plan B. 😭 your actually taking your child’s life.

I lost one due to miscarriage and I still think about it 29 years later.

I was 16 when I found out i was pregnant with my son, abortion never crossed my mind..I just know if I did have one id regret it for the rest of my life! My son is now 14 and I’m 31 we’ve grown up together

God Bless this woman.

I got pregnant at 15 at a drunken prom party. I broke my leg and went to the ER , it was there I found out I was pregnant. When we got home my mom said that she could not deal with adoption. Someone else having my baby would destroy me so I would have an abortion instead. I was a 15 year girl with total depravity. I never even heard of an abortion until that day with my mom. In her words , it was an easy fix to this " problem". I didn't grow up in church. The Lord says we can not love him ourselves. It is by the working of the holy Spirit in us. It wasn't until I received Christ as my Savior, that I understood what fully happened that day. A murder took place of a baby. My baby. It wasn't until Christ chose me that the real sorrow and mourning of what happened in that abortion clinic really took place. So this is something that effects you for a very long time. In his sovereignty and much precious mercy and grace, I have 4 kids now and am even a foster mom to 2. I am so thankful for the cross and how Christ blood cleansed me from all of my unrighteousness.

They try to make it like its nothing and I say all the time this should not be celebrated. Its traumatic and sad. Thank you for sharing your story women need to hear this before they "dissolve cells". Its something this woman will never get over. I lost a baby at 34 weeks pregnant and 20 years later I still mourn him.

I just has a medical abortion (first trimester). I was 8 weeks and 1 day. The feeling of loss was one of the hardest things I felt but the severity of my physical pain from the contractions was a pain I've never felt in my life. I thought something had gone wrong and I was dying from the intensity. It was the most terrifying experience of my life and it is something that has changed me forever. I was told mild cramping but no, It was more than I can put into words. I wish someone had prepared me correctly with what to expect because I will never forget how scared, alone, and confused I was. I wish more people would elaborate on the severity of the contractions.

This broke my heart exactly my experience as well and to this day the worst decision I've ever made in my entire life all because I was told and felt like my future would be thrown away and quite honestly at this point in my life I can say that was not true and I wish I could go back and stop myself so bad

The lies told hurt so many innocent lives. God sees, and justice will come. May God bless and heal this woman from her experience...

May the Lord give you complete healing. God bless you and thank you for sharing your story. I pray it will help others.

My heart breaks for this young woman. God bless her. Help her to find peace.

Well abstinence should be brought back. When kids want to do grown up stuff, they need to deal with grown up stuff. The lying to the parents makes it so much worse... nowadays society has no moral values.

This is why it's INSANE to me that a teenage girl can get an abortion without parental knowledge or consent.

Iwent through a similar experience with a miscarriage at 40, i cant imagine having to deal with the pain, bleeding, blood loss, fainting, at 16 or 17. This is horrible. And thinking i did this and i cant tell anyone? My heart goes out to these women

I had a miscarriage of a blighted ovum (there was just a gestational sac with no baby) and it was traumatic and I hemorrhaged. I lost a lot of blood and got severely anemic and was so short of breath my doctor thought I had a blood clot in my lungs. Then I was offered blood transfusions. I can scarcely believe women do this to themselves on purpose to get rid of their child. This is not something we should advocate for women to do to.

As someone who has never been pregnant before, I can't imagine termination. I promised myself that I wouldn't do it alone, but be married to the husband God ordained for my life and we would make the decision together with the blessing of the Lord backing us. That's how family is supposed to be done and even though others don't understand my conviction, God does understand because he created the purpose of family and His original design was under the covenant of marriage and love. In His will, that's how I want my kid(s) to enter this world - conceived in LOVE.

It's so sad how our society has normalized abortion.

I had this pill after a very wanted pregnancy ended with no hb at 11 weeks. The pain and experience went on for days and it was definitely a scarring experience. Trying to normalise this as well as ending a life is beyond evil.

THIS is the kind of conversation that needs to given much bigger platforms

Thank you for being brave and hopefully helping others by your willingness to come forward with the awful truth about "women's rights to choose" and the complete lack of empathy for the babies life who was discarded like piece of trash...

So sad to hear about her story and much respect for her coming out to tell the truth to possibly stop others from murdering their children. There is forgiveness and healing in Jesus Christ.

“I’m gonna bake a cake!” *random person takes pan out of oven and throws onto floor* “why did you destroy my cake?” “It wasn’t a cake yet” “it was going to be!” 😢 -Bill Burr

I'm going through this now. She's absolutely correct.

I have always been Very pro-life. Sadly I have experienced 3 miscarriages and my first one was this exact experience. She literally replayed everything I experienced and it's a nightmare. I don't get why we are forcing woman, specifically underage woman to do this. My heart breaks for this woman, I've been in that pain and the blood loss is unbearable, the loss of the baby is even worse!

Thank you for this and other stories shared regarding abortion in the comments. It really shines a light of the that feutus at any stage of pregnancy is not JUST a clump of cells. Im sorry for the trauma you all have experienced. ❤

I am so sorry hun.....what a horrible thing to go through 😢 Speaking out, and sharing is so vital for others tho....so thank you and God bless ❤

I'm so glad someone is speaking out about their real feelings and experince on this topic.

This breaks my heart. I’ve always thought abortion was wrong, but this takes it to a whole new level of terrible and grievous. I never knew that abortion in the first trimester was just as morbid and gruesome as second and third trimester abortions. My heart is broken for all the women who felt this way after their abortions and still carry the guilt and the memory of the experience with them. And I’m terribly angry and disappointed that probably no one told them the reality of what they were doing when they were given the option of abortion.

Thank you for stepping up and telling the truth. Women need to hear the truth Love support and prayers 🙏

As a feminist, I am so sorry for what happened to this woman. That is not a normal reaction, and if she was hemorrhaging to that degree, she needed to seek immediate medical attention. Regardless of whether our opinions are different now, I'm truly glad she is alright. But that is not how EVERYONE responds to mifepristone. I don't know what the whole story is, so I can't say for certain... but it sounds like either she should not have been given mifepristone if she had any blood clots prior to pregnancy; OR she was not given misoprostol to follow the mifepristone in order to control the effects of mifepristone alone. While I can certainly empathize and understand that her abortion was a traumatic experience for her, for some women bringing a pregnancy to term would be more traumatic than having an abortion. Everyone is different. Everyone's situation is just as unique. Everyone's needs for healthcare should be met without judgment or shame.

For all the women who were gaslit into believing this is a simple, painless, forgettable solution, the truth must be shared. My BF in HS has one, and never fully recovered from the trauma. Adoption is a beautiful option. ❤

Thank you for having the strength to be honest ladies. Our young girls need the truth. They need role models like you instead of Nicki Minaj...

This is all true. I went through the same during first trimester and it is just as she describes physically and emotionally. It scarred me for years, depression, anxiety, guilt, hospitalizations due to mental health issues, and I did not get over it until I had my child 5 years later. Even to this day that my child is 8 it is a memory that is so vivid I can remember every little detail about that moment. What was happening, who was around me, what time, the smells, the weather, EVERYTHING down to the feeling of feeling this pit in your stomach like you’re dying inside.

I had a miscarriage at 10 weeks and given a pill to speed up the process. I suffered more trauma during the process than ever before or after. The amount of blood and tissue expelled with horrible pain... The medication also made me feel like I lost my mind and could not find it. I became severely depressed. I know it was that pill because I only took it 2 days after it was prescribed and within 4 hours after taking it, I couldn't cope with life. There was a distinct switch in my head. I tried to tell my doctor afterwards of the bad reaction, but he just brushed it off.

I had an abortion when I was twenty-four. I've tried to justify what I did by saying, "Humans are not adults until they are twenty-five. I was still a child. Don't hold me responsible." Let's say I was still a child - I still knew it was wrong. I told the father, "If I do this (have the abortion), I will have to live with it every day for the rest of my life." Pretty sophisticated for a "child." The night after I had the abortion, I started passing all of this blood and what I thought were clots. When I looked more closely, I realized the "clots" were parts of my baby. I have never shared that with another person. Not even when I went through grief counseling. I need to tell people. I murdered my baby. I need to scream it from the rooftops! And, I have lived with what I did every day of my life since - and I will live with it until the day Jesus takes me home.

What pains me is hearing how my fellow women speak as if they are so calloused at the idea that it's perfectly fine to let go of the opportunity to deliver life into the world without feeling anything. I'd understand if the means was not a desirable one, but still at the very least, imagine a child's voice crying in the void as cold death approaches. The first person who should have welcomed the little one does not want him/her. All because the mother and father only want the ecstasy of the activity and not accept the responsibility. They choose to hide behind the veils of actual victims, not realizing they're admitting the ugly truth of how they simply want to squirm their way out of actual responsibility to justify their "work smart, not work hard" motto.

This is so true I'm 63 now and clean. The daily thoughts about what could have been never leaves you I do have 2 beautiful children and I Thank God for them. I do miss what could have been. A note to all you do grieve for those you chose to have aborted .

the guilt of abortion will never go away

I'm so sorry you went through that traumatic experience. And I want to commend you for sharing your story/heart.❤

I had an abortion at 7 weeks gestation on March 7, 1999. I did not think so at the time as a woman in my early 20s that this was a traumatic event. I now know different. If it wasn’t traumatic then I would not remember the date and the day so vividly. If having abortion doesn’t effect you at any point in your life, I have to question if you ever possessed a heart or ever loved anyone or anything.

Sorry for your loss and thank you for your openness 😢

I can validate this experience with my own .. took the 2nd pill at home, there was horrific pains in my belly & large chunks of like jello looking stuff. Felt like laying a jello egg. Sorry about the graphic description but just for those who may not know & are considering..

Ive never met a woman who is proud of her abortion... I was traumatized by a MISCARRIAGE.

Yes, it has a big effect on the human body. Pills such as RU-486. Side effects will be heavy bleeding (sometimes too much blood can be lost), diarrhea, painful uterine contractions. It’s definitely painful, messy, and protracted.

When I had my abortion, I felt hopeless and cornered. I thought I had no other choice. At 18 I was forced to choose between having an abortion or becoming homeless. When I left the clinic, I was going through a pad every 20 minutes. I bled through 3 different pairs of pants before calling them and being rushed back in. The "doctor" had left tissue inside of me and I was passing enormous clots. They had to redo the abortion with the assistance of an ultrasound. It was the most traumatic thing I have lived through, and I would never want anyone else to go through what I did.

It is honestly the most traumatic experience

Thank you for posting this. These testimonials need to be heard. ❤

This reminds me of the movie Unplanned. It's a true story and shows what you really have to go through with these abortions. It shows the pain, the regret, and the truth of abortions. At least these babies are going to Heaven, but it still kills me inside, knowing how people are completely okay with killing babies.

My grandmother had an abortion in the seventies. She waited forty-five years to tell someone about it, and she picked me. I don’t know why. My grandfather had been told it was a quick routine procedure, so he didn’t know. My dad and aunt were too young. The doctor told her that she would have died or the baby would have died anyway. She told me that she never knew for sure if it was necessary. She’d felt fine. I remember her crying and telling me that she did her best. She kept telling me that she couldn’t leave my dad and my aunt with just my grandfather. She kept saying that she loved me, and she was so sorry. I just held her because there was nothing I could do.

I had a miscarriage and was advised to take the pill, and the same thing happened to me. I had to rush to the hospital because I could not stop bleeding and popped out blood clots the size of my hand every 30 mins. I ended up having to get a blood transfusion. It was very traumatic, and I was 32.

I'm so sorry. For all of the young women and men who have been giving wrong information for what society has done to us. Thank you for sharing your story. I would like to pray for you. I hope that's ok?

#AbolishAbortion #EndingAllDoubt #SaveOurChildren

Big hugs!!! Thank you for sharing your testimony!!!

I’m glad she spoke out. This is the real issue. Society make abortions sound like a walk in the park and like they are some awesome right that women have. They never talk about the emotional pain and trauma that can come with an abortion. We need to stop making abortion normal. It’s not.

Prayers for this precious sister from Canada.

This story highlights how the trans, pan, etc crapshoot that’s been in the media lately is ridiculous. It’s so disrespectful to women who go through real issues and makes it seem like there’s no struggle or heartbreak when we suffer through things they would never ever understand 😢 You’re a strong beautiful person ❤️

So brave. I'm so sorry you went through this. I'm so sorry society has told us not to have our babies

My mom had to have an abortion. HAD to, because she was abused and the baby would have been dead inside her for the next 6 months. Abortion should be a resource accessible to all, especially those who NEED it.

Thank you for sharing how hard this was for you, a woman, a young woman, a mother.

There is a myriad of issues going into this, but I’ll start from the beginning. How the person gets pregnant in the first place. In the case of teenage pregnancies, it’s due to a lack of sex education or something’s along the lines of sexual assault. Educating kids on the dangers and cultural/romantic meaning behind it helps people make good decision’s about sex. Education leads to smarter decision making, therefore sex education leads to better sexual decision making. Abortion is only the result of an unwanted pregnancy that needs to be ended because the mother does not believe they can sufficiently take care of the child, or they do not believe it’s a good time to take care of the child. Teenaged pregnancies mean that if you abort, there can be cultural backlash and it can lead to being shunned. This forced people to turn to less comfortable or safe methods to terminate the pregnancy, and often have horrible sideffects that can be traumatizing. This leads to issue one: a lack of abortion tolerance leads to people turning towards unsafe abortion methods The other “option” is to keep the baby. You are a teenager, with either a teenaged hormonal boy as a father for your child or, far too commonly, a rapist or pedophile. Sometimes both. This means that if you are outcast, your child and yourself have little support. Your kid is gonna suffer. It can hurt chances of getting into college, can make college diffucult, and will hurt the teenagers overall successfulness in lift. Those are just 4 things I want to ultimately state. 1. If you abort via unsafe ways, it can lead to serious issues. 2. Going through with the pregnancies can be harmful to the mothers future 3. People should have education going into the first place 4. Just so you know, I’m a dude. I have no say in this, I’m not the (eventually) kid, and I’m not the mom. No man should have a say in what women do with their bodies. 5. Prioritizing something only barely half alive as opposed to the happiness of the mother is illogical.

Thank you for sharing your experience/ truth … the world needs more of this

Statistically, this is a very isolated case. That's not mentioned, of course, it would null the impact of the agenda being pushed here, but you are far more likely to haemorrhage on birth control than after an abortion.

I had the unfortunate experience of having an abortion. I was being completely irresponsible and stupid and got pregnant. I already had a 2 year old who my spouse and I were already struggling with to raise because of financial mistakes we made. I had an abortion at 8 weeks and it was the most painful and traumatic experience I've ever had. I forgot the term but it's when they open the cervix and suck the baby out with what looks like a vacuum tube. They doped me up then started the process. The days after I clotted and passed the biggest clots ive ever seen and the cramps I experienced I honestly thought I was going to die because of the pain. Then the psychological pain came. I was put on 51-50s multiple times because the guilt literally almost killed me. Fast forward years later I am no longer able to have kids due to medical reasons and it eats me up inside more than I ever care to admit. Every day I think of that baby and how sorry I am that I had to do that. I understand that things happen and sometimes it's the only option, but the women who have multiple abotions are truly sick individuals. Some women really do look at abortions as a source of birth control. I really feel if you have more than 3 abortions (not because of rape or incest) you should have to undergo sterilization.

Yes, blame "society" for your problems.

May God bless and bring peace of mind to this brave woman for speaking up!