This song got me through so much, my parents took me away from my home when covid-19 started. They were worried and packed the whole house and we took off. I was just stuck far far away from my home and up in the middle of nowhere, all I had was music. There very little communication with my boyfriend and friends. I had to finish school up there too, it was so rough because the internet sucked so so bad, I would spend up to 20-30 minutes just waiting for an assignment to load and my parents would give me crap and put stress on me, I was so depressed up there... I didn't even know if I was ever gonna go home. It was terrible, but this song helped me so much. I never wish to feel the way I did in those two months. Thank you
Sorry you went through all of that. This whole pandemic has turned our lives (the people who actually listen) completely upside down. I’m happy to hear this could help you through those times - there’s really nothing that helps the way music does. Hope you’re back home settling in again. Stay safe!
Make sure you are somewhere dead silent, pull up this song and lie down, just relax and really listen... literally felt like time wasn’t even real and I was just chillin in the void.
Like a brutal autumn sun It dawns on me, what have I done? Saying sorry ain't as good as saying why But it buys me a little more time Lost in the moment for a second time Each fucking doubt I make, unleash a cry I'm just pathetic, that's the reason why In desperation, all that you can do is ask me why 'Cause I'm a man, woman Don't always think before I do 'Cause I'm a man, woman It's the only answer I've got for you 'Cause I'm a man, woman Not often proud of what I choose I'm a human, woman A greater force I answer to Once again, as it takes a hold I am aware, I'm not in control (You see) I have a conscience and it's never fooled But it's prone to being overruled You wanna know what I always think I'm bind by You never accept defeat or let it slide But I have no voice if I don't speak my mind My weakness is the source of all my pride I'll tell you why 'Cause I'm a man, woman Don't always think before I do 'Cause I'm a man, woman That's the only answer I've got for you 'Cause I'm a man, woman I'll never be as strong as you I'm a human, human A greater force I answer to
Like the brutal morning sun It dawns on me, what have I done? Saying sorry ain't as good as saying why But it buys me a little more time Lost in the moment for the second time Each fuck up that I make that makes you cry I'm as pathetic, as the reason why In desperation, all that you can do is ask me why 'Cause I'm a man, woman Don't always think before I do 'Cause I'm a man, woman That's the only answer I've got for you (uh) 'Cause I'm a man, woman Not often proud of what I choose I'm a human, woman A greater force I answer to Once again, as it takes a hold I am aware I'm not in control You see, I have a conscience and it's never fooled But it's prone to be overruled You wanna know why I always think I'm right? (Why?) Can never accept defeat and let it slide (Why?) I have no voice if I don't speak my mind (Why?) My weakness is the source of all my pride I'll tell you why 'Cause I'm a man, woman Don't always think before I do 'Cause I'm a man, woman That's the only answer I've got for you (uh) 'Cause I'm a man, woman I'll never be as strong as you I'm a human, human A greater force I answer to (uh)
