April 19, 2000, my grandma left this earth. She was recently diagnosed with lung cancer and so I quit my job and moved back in with her to care for her, as she did for me as a child. I gave her all the love I had in my soul as she gave to my much needed little body. She saved me, she loved me and gave me everything a child needed..so on April 19th 2000 she looked in the corner of the room, as I was taking her back to bed, and said to a spirit" I'm not ready to go, I still have things to do" But it was her time, and as I laid her down, she had a massive heart attack and as she looked me in the eyes, her soul left her earthly body. That was the most difficult time in my life and my world. It took me months to understand when our earthly bodies die, our souls live on. She came to me in a dream and showed me she was healthy and happy. She came to me many many many times in my dreams since that day, I know she's still with me, looking over me. My mom passed away March 26th 2009, and that was it, I had no more family. She banged on my bedroom door and yelled call 911, the paramedics took her to the hospital and they said that they were going to take her back and do a cat scan... about an hour later I asked where she was, they told me she had a heart attack and died, but had revived her. She was gone for 45 minutes, I had taken pre- med in college so I kinda had a bit of knowledge that when the brain doesn't have oxygen it no longer functions properly. They let me go back in the er and a nurse was pumping air Into her lungs. They had put a pace maker above her heart to keep it pumping. The Dr came out to talk to me, and he basically explained to me 2 options, 1: to let her live, on machines for the rest of her life or 2: to let her go. 😔🥺😥😭 I thought for just a moment, I knew my mom would not have wanted to be kept "alive" by machines..machines... she loved life and people, So, I made the hardest decision of my life. I said let her go. I was heart broken. I stayed with her for a few hours and walked home. I asked my mom the day after she passed away, mom if you're still here, give me a sign.. we lived in San Francisco at the time, and her sign was a quick jolt of the earth, and I said OK, OK, OK you're still here with me. Days after her passing, she came to me in my dreams, for the first 3 dreams, I told her she was gone, she'd tell me no, I'm still here. 3 times, 3 dreams, 3 nights, I told her this, and each time she'd say she wasn't dead. On that third night, the 3rd dream, finally said OK, you're not gone, she said all my things are still here, my things are down in the garage, we were getting ready to move. She lived there for over 30 . It was her home. So from then on, she'd come to me all the time in my dreams. I'm very fortunate that my grandma and mom came to me in my dreams. They still do. It gave me comfort knowing that their spirits were still alive and thriving. This is why I started my RU-vid channel, I live in the middle of the desert in Arizona and my house is in the path of a portal. I Have spirits coming and going all the time. I know when they're here, I feel them and my cat Tigger knows they're here as well. I'm a sensitive empath with physic abilities. I just wanted to assist the spirits that are lost or just need help moving on. Yes, I'm very lonely, I miss my grandma and mom very much( in the flesh) but I know they're still with Me. Dear Sweet Sandy, I know your daddy is still with you, and I pray he comes to you in your dreams. Blessings and prayers to you and your, and to Everyone 💜✨️🙏🕊🙏✨️💜
Tried a English translation that can be basically sung, I hope someone can help improve this. You've been away for years ago. Yet you're by my side still. Your smiling face in that day, It remains vivid when I close my eyes. The breeze through the wild, please go slow. With my silence I show, I'm drunk a little. Ulaanbaatar at night, so quiet, so gentle. Even the wind can't hear, wind can't hear. Clouds floating north, please go slow. I'm running to show, I won't turn back. Ulaanbaatar at night, so quiet, so gentle. Even clouds don't know, clouds don't know. Ulaanbaatar at night, whooooo Hey, you're here, You're long living in this world, every corner everywhere. Hey, you're here, You'll go through the wind, go through clouds, go through all things, Come back. Ulaanbaatar at night, so quiet, so gentle. Even the wind can't hear, wind can't hear. Ulaanbaatar at night, so quiet, so gentle. Even the cloud don't know, cloud don't know. What had ever changed in our world? What are we expecting for in our world? What finally remains in our world? Only deserts remains, in this wild world. The breeze through the wild, please go slow. The one who sings can't hold tears.
I miss daddy 2.He died when I was 19years old.This thing influences my life everyday.I always wet my pillow,then I sleep without it.'cause I think pillow softens people.
Thanks for your sincere reaction!!! Please note that the band playing with Tan Wei Wei is called Hanggai, I recommend to listen to them, they play a nice mix of Mongolian traditional music with some rock and pop.
Oh my God ! I do'nt know who, you Sandy or Tan Weiwei's sublime song, was the most moving. This "Night in Ulaanbaatar" and "Silent sky" by Daiqing Tana are the two most beautiful Mongolian songs I know. There is, in a bubble of serenity and immensity, a gigantic emotion. How much power their country should bring to inspire such music ! As a great-grandfather myself - still young but you know 😊 - I thank you for everything you said here and felt. 💖💖💖
I very recently lost my dad also. My first father's day without him. I absolutely love this song. How can you listen to it and not cry? Some of the guys on stage with her are from the band Hanggai. You've reacted to them once or twice. Their presence added a lot to this song.
I'm sorry to hear about your dad. This is one club no one wants to join. 😢 I don't know how anyone could watch this and not cry. Maybe if they have never felt that pain before they wouldn't understand? I thought those guys looked like the Hanggai Band but wasn't sure. That's so cool. Did they also perform with Dimash and Tengri in "Swan Goose?" I thought that looked like them too.
So sorry for your pain. I lost my father last year and my premature daughter passed the night before Father's Day in 1993 so this time of year is pretty much a given that tears Will follow m
Oh no! 😭 I am sorry for your pain as well. Holidays and anniversaries are difficult because there are empty chairs where loved ones once sat. Bittersweet memories. 😢💕
I suppose you already know Tan Weiwei (SITAR TAN) is Ethnic Tibetan Chinese is is From Kangding Tibet!! This Competition she sings it too!! Just a big showcase of Excellent singers!!
Guy in brown plaid and the other two on her other side are from the ("HANG GAI") Band yes out of Ulaanbaatar. Excellent to watch them is a song called (Reincarnation!!!)
O Kay couple other her songs are Lighthouse and Kangding Love Song that song is her fun side. Interesting the guy singing on her right side and the guy who helped her walk off are part of a beautiful Mongolian band called Hang Gai with that add Reincarnation and you'll see how they got going, yeah famous in Mongolia but entered a Chinese contest. Now pretty good is or was at the time is an 11 year old from Malaysia, any song this girl sings is gold. Naturally the song is The Night of Ulaanbaatar sung by Tang Jing jin!!! Not bad spelling foreign language!! Put in Steve Tam I Want to Have a Home reaction. He calls her Zoey Her name is Tiu Shi han or some times it is Qiu Shi han. Tang won the contest and this was second. Chinese talent show was Let's Sing Kids. I wholeheartedly suggest you watch these for your enjoyment!!! By the way Steve Tam is "Celine Tam's" father one of the best voice coaches in China, based Hong Kong. I hope you know who Celine Tam is!!!!
I know it's very late but this is Competition in China (Beijing) by Professionals only called I AM A SINGER. They did 1 2 and 3 before they changed it to SINGER. This is I AM A SINGER number 3. It is full of excellent singers. If you're ever interested put in I Am a Singer 3 and a bunch will show up. Han Hong, Tan Weiwei, A-Lin, Jess Lee (Li Jiawei) that was during this song the beautiful red head in the beautiful light blue top. I that light blue to she sings Mr. Lonely!! she also sings (SUFFERING) for which she is famous for!! She changed her style about 3 years later, came to America and sang a song called "CALLING HAPPINESS"!! Yes I love that woman!! She is from Malaysia, but now lives in Tiawan!! If you are familiar with Dimash singing Daybreak, Han Hong sings it in this Competition. She sings some fantastic songs too, like Clouds of Hometown, Olive Tree.
