So alt wie die modernen Zivilisation vor 100 Jahren waren, sind viele nebensächlichen Produkte wo toxologisch sind schon in verboten wiederholt verboten und verfolgt worden.
As someone who struggled with sh (I’m 2 years clean), in July, I am getting a tattoo with two blue butterflies turning to dust. It’s a symbol of growth, being a better person, new beginnings, confidence, being clean, and so so many more things.
"ten months sober, i must admit, just because you're clean don't mean you don't miss it; ten months older, i won't give in, now that im clean im never gonna risk it"
I'm about seven months clean of them today exactly. Over halfway to ten months older than the last time I made myself believe they were still my friends. The night I realized this was awful. I must have cried for hours. I felt hopeless and fully alone instead of nearly alone like I had twenty-four hours before, but even just a little time and new experiences made it better. I still have the scars on my heart, and they burn with longing knowing that all three of them are only a text away, but I don't press send or even begin to type. They don't have enough power over my life choices and me. For everyone in a bad relationship, whether it be platonic, romantic, family, etc.- It can get better. p Please note that I don't say "will". It can get better, but it may take some new life choices to be "clean". I left somewhere that had basically raised me to get there. It worked, and I've barely had a bad day in a while. Please don't let life walk all over you. Rise and say, "You think you made me weak, but what you really gave me was a reason to fight." You may not have to do something drastic, but be prepared for change. It can be hard to be clean of anything, but I know it's possible.
I am soooo proud of you and love you💜💜💜I like how you say, it "can" get better but to be clean, it is going to take choices... I hope that you realize how motivational that is without being cliché.
@@mishaljaved8602 Thank you. That's what I was hoping. If even one person could see that and take it to heart, I'll have done something out of something bad.
Stop. Pause the video. Go listen to You All Over Me. Come back. THEY GO TOGETHER ITS AWESOME ITS LIKE A STORY. OHMYGOD WHAT IF TAYLOR PERFORMS A MASHUP OF THEM LIVE OHMYGOD
I never thought I'd relate to this.. friendship-wise. Healing is tough but gonna move forward! Cheers to the hearts tainted with red it doesn't deserve.
I was ready to take my own life 4 years ago after being betrayed by a man i trusted all my love with. I survived and now crying to this song for almost a week now realizing how strong I was to overcome that very dark moment in my life. I'm clean and I'm never ever gonna risk it. Again.
To you who is 1 year clean, 1 month clean, 1 week clean, 1 day clean, 1 hour clean, 1 second clean, I'm proud of you. I'm so so proud of you. Just hang on a little more, don't give up. More power to you.❤
The drought was the very worst (Oh-oh, oh-oh) When the flowers that we'd grown together died of thirst It was months and months of back and forth (Oh-oh, oh-oh) You're still all over me Like a wine-stained dress I can't wear anymore Hung my head as I lost the war And the sky turned black like a perfect storm Rain came pouring down When I was drowning, that's when I could finally breathe And by morning Gone was any trace of you, I think I am finally clean (Oh, oh, oh, oh) There was nothing left to do (Oh-oh, oh-oh) When the butterflies turned to dust that covered my whole room So I punched a hole in the roof (Oh-oh, oh-oh) Let the flood carry away all my pictures of you The water filled my lungs, I screamed so loud But no one heard a thing Rain came pouring down When I was drowning, that's when I could finally breathe And by morning Gone was any trace of you, I think I am finally clean (Oh, oh, oh, oh) I think I am finally clean (Oh, oh) Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh-oh Said, I think I am finally clean (Oh, oh) Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh-oh Ten months sober, I must admit Just because you're clean, don't mean you don't miss it Ten months older, I won't give in Now that I'm clean, I'm never gonna risk it The drought was the very worst (Oh-oh, oh-oh) When the flowers that we'd grown together died of thirst (Oh) Rain came pouring down When I was drowning, that's when I could finally breathe And by morning Gone was any trace of you, I think I am finally clean Rain came pouring down When I was drowning, that's when I could finally breathe And by morning Gone was any trace of you, I think I am finally clean Finally clean Think I'm finally clean (oh, oh) Oh-oh, oh-oh (Oh, oh, oh) Think I'm finally clean
been addicted to cocaine for a long long time, leave me to a point of thinking that it was the "love of my life". it's been almost a year ago that i dropped it and as much i missed it sometimes, i never gonna risk again
My best friend sent me this the morning after the night I chose to end a 3 year relationship. My feelings are lightened and it feels really good realizing I was cleaned and I do not have to suffer anymore
@@samandarsharifjonov1807 I liked every version of TV except for Blank Space and Out of the Woods, especially Out of the Woods. Ugh, the OOTW TV version is just so bad to me.
I really am struggling with my friends. I dont want to be friends with them anymore but Im also scared of being alone because i was at 5th grade. Its just so sad that good friends dont last long but toxic friendships do…
I did it so happy with myself now clean from drugs it feels so good just now me and my PTSD but I will not let it win I am looking forward to hearing from kids I love you kids so much love your mum always Neshar xoxo 😘
I was drowning was when I could finally brewthe. IOW, i died and then I could begin living again. By morning, gone was any trace of you. I thi kk I am finally clean. IOW, just run the f away, as far away as you can and GONE WAS ANY TRACE OF YOU! When they are on the other side of the country, out of sight, out of mind! There was nothing left to do.
If this song had a music video and I could direct it, i would start it off by a mystery man watering a whelping/dying plant with a beer in a bottle and now they are in the kitchen arguing and a Taylor knocks a picture of them on to the ground with her hand. but the camera shows the picture of them broken with glass in between them. she runs to her room slams the door when water rushes through the house taking him, the plants, the pictures and LOTS of beer she is still sitting on her bed, glued to her bed but sitting and the flood of water keeps rushing over her and she is almost dying, but eventually the water leaves. Shes walking around the house, and nothing is there except furniture. she thinks about him and then the camera pans over to him in his house he is all ugly and gross looking, and he has not shaved since the breakup, so his arms are extremely hairy. She misses him for who he was, and even though he is gone which is for the best, she still kind of misses him in the back of her mind we see a few things re appear in the house again. pictures and beer bottles she takes them and throws them away. (This part was when she was saying just bc ur clean don't mean u don't miss it) she screams in her pillow and then we pan back to the scene where she was glued to her bed, then walking around the house. we end the video by standing alne, smiling then she walks out the door bc Hes gone and now she is clean
