Never have been a Taylor fan. But for some reason been binging on her interviews and i am reluctantly becoming a fan. She's an impressive young lady. Still not that crazy about her voice or music, but major respect for her drive, determination, intelligence and her way with words.
My abusive narcissist baby daddy asked for me back after 6mnths and I said no and he asked again and then I sent him this song and said this is ur answer one of the best hardest hurtful thing i ever did
After a long time only the memory of woods existed in my mind, what is fabricated I don't know, your graceful appearance existed deeply in my thoughts,take care yourself descent person God is above all 🐘.
I sit and watch you reading with your Head low I wake and watch you breathing with your Eyes closed I sit and watch you And notice everything you do or don't do You're so much older and wiser and I I wait by the door like I'm just a kid Use my best colors for your portrait Lay the table with the fancy shit And watch you tolerate it If it's all in my head tell me now Tell me I've got it wrong somehow I know my love should be celebrated But you tolerate it I greet you with a battle hero's welcome I take your indiscretions all in good fun I sit and listen I polish plates until they gleam and glisten You're so much older and wiser and I I wait by the door like I'm just a kid Use my best colors for your portrait Lay the table with the fancy shit And watch you tolerate it If it's all in my head tell me now Tell me I've got it wrong somehow I know my love should be celebrated But you tolerate it While you were out building other worlds, where was I? Where's that man who'd throw blankets over my barbed wire? I made you my temple, my mural, my sky Now I'm begging for footnotes in the story of your life Drawing hearts in the byline Always taking up too much space or time You assume I'm fine But what would you do if I, I Break free and leave us in ruins Took this dagger in me and removed it Gain the weight of you then lose it Believe me, I could do it If it's all in my head tell me now Tell me I've got it wrong somehow I know my love should be celebrated But you tolerate it I sit and watch you
You think i'm older wiser I'm the young heart and soul try me you Will feel inside you the bottom of you Will call me and you Togetherness our futur life Ksikas Abdelhak forever
Believe me, I could do it I feel that on so many levels, like I know it is near impossible but I just want, no, fucking need to believe I can do it and then maybe I might do it. I've been there. And I fucking did it.
If we meet get in contact with me but don't tell me membreship card registration card fan card Meet me as husband to be with you As boyfriend to meet you As Friend to be together As humaine being to love u forever Now you knows me and you I'm strong young perfect Ksikas forever