I know that lately I have not been very active or responding to many of your requests, and I must apologize in the most sincere way I can, I really am not having a very good time right now and nothing in life will be permanent, from the bottom of my heart. My heart wishes everyone the best and I'm sorry for not being able to please you properly, I feel guilty in a way. University, being unemployed, health problems... everything is slowly and painfully eating away at me. I'm not going to promise anything because I don't know if I'll keep it, I just hope I've made you happy even if it's just a little. 🦋⏳️
Hope you get better! Life is full of up and downs but eventually everything will show itself and hopefully, "whatever" it is you are looking for, presents itself. Stay strong brother and take it easy! We will all still be here for you through it all.
My friend may you know Jesus the best friend who take upon the punishment of our wrong doings. He said his yoke is easy and his burden is light. My church just went on a mission to India and many miracles are performed in Jesus' name. The Messiah is our living God.