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I just want to sit and remember memories without doing anything, i don't want to work, marry, love or even do anything but just stare at nothing and remembering memories..
This one is so peaceful. It's like a lullaby that makes me feel like I can make it through another day. It might not be all right, there might be troubles, but those troubles are to be saved for another day. Now is time for rest.
I'm tired of the fact that i think, that someone or something might impair me from succeeding in life and my goals, that constant fear whilst i grind, that constant thought saying "You're not gonna do it", i wrestle with it and i keep going, i suffer with it, but i keep going.
im not tired of everything im just tired of myself like how come people smile at such cruel moments when others are not noticing them or liking them. It mut be fun being yourself and not setting boundaries to what imagination you come up with at peace. Btw im not suicidal just tired of doing nothing and when doing something i always wonder how my mom feels now that shes in the spiritual realm:(. I miss her the most but as of yet i still have my sisters to take care of and my family who cares for us ig.
Life must continue and though its not the best of yet for me ill keep going, i dont want to die a shameful death and want to keep going for my sisters. You see my mother died 2 months ago around the end of march in my arms at a local market and since then my father hasnt been around much and i bet my older sisters have it way harder to take care of us, though im a burden as of yet for not doing much of my life me. Me and my sisters have decided to live our life for now by enjoying ourselves i have the responsibility of taking care of my deaf sister and i enjoy it. It makes me feel much older than her even when she acts like a first grader:)
@@th3rapy_ambient thanks but ill be alright. Keep company to the rest im sure most dont even have anyone at all to turn to and im sure youll be there and as for you i hope to see you around!