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I just want to sit and remember memories without doing anything, i don't want to work, marry, love or even do anything but just stare at nothing and remembering memories..
This one is so peaceful. It's like a lullaby that makes me feel like I can make it through another day. It might not be all right, there might be troubles, but those troubles are to be saved for another day. Now is time for rest.
I'm tired of the fact that i think, that someone or something might impair me from succeeding in life and my goals, that constant fear whilst i grind, that constant thought saying "You're not gonna do it", i wrestle with it and i keep going, i suffer with it, but i keep going.
im not tired of everything im just tired of myself like how come people smile at such cruel moments when others are not noticing them or liking them. It mut be fun being yourself and not setting boundaries to what imagination you come up with at peace. Btw im not suicidal just tired of doing nothing and when doing something i always wonder how my mom feels now that shes in the spiritual realm:(. I miss her the most but as of yet i still have my sisters to take care of and my family who cares for us ig.
