Thank You For Everything | Health Update 

If you have any questions, feel free to ask, I might do a Q and A video to catch you up on who the hecky I am anymore!

Jess, I love you and appreciate you, take care of yourself and thank you for being a blessing in my lil life. Please chill out and I'll keep patiently waiting like the rest of your followers. We love you and I'm here to love and support you!

The first video I've watched was the soul eater teeth video and i am happy your doing much better, because you're very inspiring to me, being almost the same age and still going strong, and doing you.

Oh my god you're back! Also when I cosplay as death the kid, I'll be using your pistol tutorial if that's okay with you.

ive been watching you since i was around the age of 15 and i just turned 20 recently. watching you and your channel grow has been such a pleasant experience and im so glad you're doing better now. you're absolutely amazing Jess, and don't ever forget that

Ive really missed seeing your many anime, cosplay, and soul eater sims videos!! It's good to know that you're doing alot better regarding your health and current physical state. Hoping to look forward to your future videos and content !! Much love~~

I have been watching since your anime teeth video. I'm glad you are getting better and figuring your wellness out!! Love you!

I remember watching your sharp cosplay teeth for $10 tutorial years ago as the first video I saw from this channel. Then I got more into watching your other Soul Eater tutorials and loving the energy you put into every upload. Even though I've been subbed for a while, I just didn't see your newer uploads popping up in my recommended. So I was worried when I saw this video title when looking through your uploads today. Even though I'm nearly 11 months late to the party... holy fuck. The symptoms you described with icy/cold sensations, muscle weakness, fatigue, spasms, depression, and loss of control of your left arm all sounded like Multiple Sclerosis or ALS to me. I'm not a qualified medical professional capable of giving that diagnosis, so take it with a grain of salt. I'm just glad to hear that you're feeling better now even if your doctor hasn't been much help. Forgetting about RU-vid while you were focusing on your own recovery was the best choice you could have made in that situation. And I'm glad to hear that you were able to reach a point where you feel confident in yourself and your uploads again after getting out of that relationship. No matter how bad things look or how alone you feel, just remember we're all rooting for you. When I've got a steady income again, I'll even become a patron. P.S. Aren't you also the owner of the UltimateAvatarFreak channel that used to upload AMVs 5 years ago? I can't tell you how many times I've returned to see those AMVs just because of how well edited they all are. I ended up finding this video today because I was in the mood to watch that _Take a Breath_ Avatar the Last Airbender AMV and thought I'd check up on you here.

I have herniated discs in my lower back so this past week i've been getting all these pains in my back/legs. Shooting pains wake me up in the middle of the night and a couple of days ago I couldn't even stand up. But I have never felt like loss of control of limbs that sounds scary as hell! A lot of stuff you said sounded crazy glad you're better. Healthcare in the USA is fucking ass. It's so unfortunate that we as a nation aren't universally covered by health insurance. We need to take some tips from our neighbors up North and you know like Europe. I can also 100% relate to doctors being like "I don't think there's anything wrong with you..." and i'm like dude I came to you because something is wrong. I cannot accept your half-assed diagnosis! lol

I’ve stayed subscribed to you for numerous years because you always make me smile, I also remember our little chat on you now when I told you I have depression and you make me smile and laugh, also I remember you laughing at the fact i said “bloody” a-lot because mentioned i was from the United Kingdom.

Holy bananas you have gotten big recently! Feel better. I hope the big move from awhile back didn’t take too much out of you!!! Where is the patron pAge? EDIT:”I’m feeling better” is amazing to hear after that roller coaster of a story!

I've been a loyal subscriber for 4 years. I'm 20 now and I still fall back on your videos when I need a laugh. I'm glad you're okay and I can't wait until you come back full force. Take it at your own pace but we'll enjoy it either way. Much love 💜

Omg I am so glad you are better! I wish I found this channel sooner because I love this channel I would check every day to see if there was a new video and this finally happened and I am so happy! Lots of love ❤️!

I was literally thinking about you today, as in oh yeah, haven't heard from them in a while.

Been going through something kinda similar. I have depression and anxiety, constantly feel sick, constant migraines and dizziness. Wanted to get an MRI, but even after asking 5 or 6 times, my doctor still denied me because she doesn't think anything is wrong and that I'm exaggerating my symptoms. I also need a new doctor. Most days are rough, but I'm trying to hang in there. It's good to see you're feeling better and making videos again, even if it might be occasional. I've been subbed to you for a few years now, and I enjoy your videos very much. Thank you for taking the time to make and upload them.

I’m glad your okay! Me and my twin sister love watching your videos ever since we got into cosplay, and I know how it feels to have depression and a illness that you don’t know what’s wrong... I then eventually found out a year later ;-; and they still can’t figure out why it’s happening, But hey we can get through this!!

Jess I’m so unbelievably happy that you are getting better! I have been missing you so much and am so excited to see you have fun on camera again! I have grown up with you never apart boo! We are in this together!💕

I'm so glad things have gotten better for you! You're such a role model for so many people and your positivity is just INCREDIBLE. I've been subscribed for a few years and your videos are so well done and you're just such an amazing person to see! Wishing you good luck for the future as well!!

My goodness, that sounds terrifying. I’m so sorry you had to deal with all of that, you didn’t deserve that kind of suffering, or that shithole of a doctor (Idc how “professional” or “high ranking” the job is, there can be good ones and bad ones). I really hope you’ll be able to get to saving money and living a little more comfortably so you’re not so stressed. I can’t wait to see your new content, I’m looking forward to seeing where you’re going next!

SHE LIVES!!! And she looks GREAT!

JESS!!!! Im so thrilled that you're doing better, health will always come first and im glad you're on the road to recovery 💖 ive been watching you since i was 15 and im almost 21! Seeing you upload on RU-vid or Instagram always made my day a little better, like how you said other RU-vid's would make your day! For the question: what would be your dream cosplay prop to build?

I'm glad to hear you're feeling a lot better! I've missed you and your content, and I hope to see you more in the near future, if you're ready for it. You're probably the first person I subscribed to on youtube, and I'm so glad that for the past 3-4 years I'd always get excited to see that you posted a new video. It's good that you took a break from youtube if it was putting you in a more stressful/painful situation than it already was, but I'm glad to see that you'll be coming back and that you'll be doing it in a healthier, happier state. Stay awesome!

I know you don't know me but I've been watching your videos for a couple years now and you remind me of myself in some ways lol. I know what it feels like to be sick and wonder if you'll ever get better. It's such a horrible feeling and I had gone to a dark place, but this was a few years ago. I'm happy you are feeling better and if you ever need someone to vent to or just simply talk I'm here for you! So glad to see you on here(: can't wait for new uploads ❤

I’m glad your back and feeling better. You said you weren’t sure if we would want to stay following you. I don’t know about the others, but I know I’ve been here since 1k subs. I will be here in the fast coming future. Much love and stay positive!!

I’m honestly always ready for an update. I’m glad you are doing better. Hopefully you come back one day “full time”. Also tbh I always say your outtro with you since I been watching for a good while lol

I am so glad that you are doing well. It's good news knowing that you are getting stronger and stronger everyday. You are quite a brave person enduring those strange problems that were happening to you. You are also such a positive influence in my life. And it's okay to not feel okay sometimes but just remember that you arent alone and we are here for you. Love you Jess.🌺👌😎

I'm so happy to see you again and so happy you are doing a lot better.

Cheezits it's good to hear from you, it's been so sad without our jess around. Love your channel so much big appreciate someone to relate to. Love your cooking videos and all the cosplay videos forever and always.

I've missed seeing you and your videos. It's so nice to know you're doing better! Don't overdo yourself, but I'll be waiting for your new videos. :)

OMG your literally my favourite cosplayer I’m so happy you’re getting better 😸😆

Your cosplay vids really helped me when I needed ideas

I think I was here for the Soul Eater teeth, but i remember subscribing when you did your Grell cosplay. Cuz I’m like oh it’s the same person who did the soul teeth haha. I was just getting into cosplay

I’m here for the long haul, can’t wait to see more videos.

I'm sorry to hear that your doctor was such a dick. I know how difficult that can make things, especially when you're just trying to feel better. But I'm glad to hear that you're feeling better now, and I hope that you find a better doctor!

Welcome back!!! Glad you're feeling better!

i honestly always watch you because i love how real you are always no matter how boring it is i still want to see you and listen to what you have to say and any time you upload a video with such long gaps it makes me so happy, i absolutely would love to move in with you and motivate you and support you and honestly really want to. my question is how many places you have moved to and anything you miss about old places you lived in that you wish you had now ??

I'm so glad you're feeling better ❤❤❤💞💞💗💗💗

Yaaaa your back!!! 💜💜 also if u start your own merch or something on Etsy I'm sure your subscribers will buy it or at least I will. Just something to help make a little extra cash.

Ive been here since the begining and its always a pleasant surprise when i see you upload❤ glad your doing well again ☺

So glad you're feeling better!

I've always loved your videos and I cant wait to see what you put out now

Glad to hear you're better Welcome back

I'm glad you're back 😊

TE AMO JESS, te apoyaría en Patron, pero soy pobre... después de tanto al fin se tiene noticias de ti. eres chingona, ojala salgas finalmente de tu enfermedad toda rara y rancia. YOU'RE A REALLY GOOD GIRL, REALLY GOOD, MAYBE THE BEST

I know your entire struggles and if you ever need to talk to someone, you could always reach out to someone like me

Good to see you back girl

Aww Jess I’m so happy that your back. This week for me wasn’t really that happy of a week for me. But once I saw you name pop up I was so happy to see that your back and I can’t wait to see what’s next in your life. Love you Jess😊😊

I don't exactly remember how or when I found your channel(I know it was at least 3 or 4 years ago), and admittedly soaking I don't watch all your vids, but I genuinely enjoy everything I've seen you post and look forward to what you do from now on.

I found your channel this year and I liked the content of your videos. You are very funny and when I saw your videos, you always made me laugh. I also liked your tips. I'm glad to know your come back and that you're in better health, keep recovering. I hope everything goes well. Welcome Back Jess

man i’m so glad to see you again!! you may be a mess but you’re an extremely strong mess to be here!!! keep goin my man u GOT this

glad ya okays. welcomes back Jess. my q&a question is what's ya fave anime?" i feel ya pain, i got mild scoliosis. plus mild R.A

I missed you! I’m so happy to see you back, and so happy! You deserve this happiness!

Omg I’ve missed you and your videos so much!! I’m happy that you’re okay and I’m sorry you had to deal with all of that (btw I’m sorry I have no clue if you have seen my hero academia yet but every time you said IcyHot I imagined Todoroki lol love you Jess)

Hope you are okay Jess ✊♥️

I love you so much and I love all your content. I’m really glad you’re taking care of yourself.

I wish u the best of luck

luv ya

Scared me, "Thank you for everything" combined with "health update" combined with that really pensive look had me SCURRED. Here's to good news and getting healthy! Also, you're precious. Love from Indiana!

Gurl, if you needed to for get about RU-vid for 4 years, I promise, almost all of us would still be here. If you need time off go and give your self a month, a year if needed. Because the best way to make us happy, is when your happy. So if you worry that “we don’t have new videos” think first “am I feeling up to making a video?” “What’s my mood/state of mind right now?” And so on. You don’t need to make us happy if your depressed. We care about you, just as much as you care about us. 🤗😊 feel better.

💞💞

I've missed your videos, nice to see you back

0:55 he's on one too

What do you do for a living?? Do you still live with your mom??

Long time no see

Also, weirdos are the best people!

First