that kind of night 

Don't smoke kids, even in nights like this

I remember my then high school girlfriend and I walking though a housing development at night. The lighting was just like the lighting in this picture. We spent hours just talking, laughing, listening to music, walking into the pre-built housing. It was so interesting. She was my first true love. That was back in 2017, wow over 7 years ago. I'm happy to say her and I live together now and got married last year :) The powerful young love we had for each other has never left, we still have so many pleasant nights talking and laughing -- though nowadays in the comfort of our bed watching TV rather than exploring some planned neighborhood lol. Looking back, that was probably pretty dangerous. I remember us always driving in high school getting late dinners, watching a movie at the cinema. Oh man one time she snuck me into her house at 6 am just so we could cuddle 😂 I'm happy her mom didn't catch us then haha. Those were good days, and I'm happy I'm still living them.

This reminds me of my longest relationship, we used to get real real deep together. We got engaged, bought a home, had a child. Then I lost her to cancer, and was left to parent a 2 yr old alone. That was 7 years ago now. It took me many years to heal and stop sabotaging my life after she went. Listening to this it feels like she is sat next to me, this is the kind of music we used to get high together out in nature in our campervan, or on the sofa with food and the projector on. There's my little story, sorry if it's sad, but I can say I have felt the most powerful emotions life can probably offer 🙏

Jealous of these people in the comments who actually felt love before. That's only something I can dream of and these songs capture that perfectly.

The feeling I get from this is like when I left my first ever real love. We had spent about an hour trying to say goodbye, both of us agreeing it was for the best. We hugged, we kissed, and we smiled through tears. It was such a painful afternoon, but looking back, I realize it shaped who I am now. As we finally parted ways, we knew it was for the last time. The ride back home felt surreal; I felt like a part of me had been stripped away. Now, I'm doing okay, but I can't help but reminisce about what we had as a couple. All those happy moments are just memories from a distant past now, and it's hard to believe that someone who once knew all my secrets is now a stranger.

Since I got chronically ill I don't think I'll ever have that kind of night again. At least I have memories... memories of love, of butterflies in my stomach, of passion, of fun, memories that are the perfect mixture of excitement and that curious sadness that somehow makes the joy even more potent.

It reminds me of 10 years ago when I was about 16 or 17, going to school, and my family was still pretty okay. I would sit with my first love and we’d just talk about what we envisioned for the future and how things would unfold. Life was simple, carefree, and we barely thought about the future. Now, 10 years later, I sit alone at the same place where we used to spend summer nights talking. Without someone I love, without friends, though some of those friends are still around. When I meet these friends, it’s often out of nostalgia for the old times. In the meantime, my family has completely fallen apart, as they have turned out to be truly bad people. I’ve gone through many difficulties in recent years, but one thing is clear to me: life in the past few years has been unimaginable. I would have thought everything would be simpler and more carefree 10 years ago. Soon, I’ll be buying my first sports car and wonder if it’s better today than when I was sitting with friends. I think many people who see this music and these images wonder: Were we happier back then? I’d say that for many of us, the world has become duller and we miss that carefree world without the stress of everyday life. Also, friends who are no longer around or who are only a little present contribute to this feeling. I believe that most people hear this and actually just want true friends and to hang out with them more. One of those RU-vid videos, like from that channel, reminds us of this. It brings hope and a little bit of melancholy at the same time.

I'm writing a book to this music. Whoever is reading this, go do the thing you're afraid to do. There's no better feeling.

Kids, Love with a mix of summer nights like this is the best cocktail you'll ever get in your one and only life.

say, it feels weird. When i'm out in public i feel like i never know what to say, but when i kind of have comment sections like these i just kinda think to myself, what if i had the chance to meet all of y'all. How amazing that would be?

Fun nights where you enjoy the party first. The music, the friends, the games and drinks and whatever, but then you step out with someone special and you spend like the next few hours bonding, talking, laughing... Suddenly the vibe is much more tender and serene than the bustling party you just escaped from and it's just way better. It's like something from a movie and both of you wish in the moment that it could just last forever. Then your friends and hers find you and they're like "Hey man, we were looking for you all over!." and you exchange one final eye contact with that special someone. As you both get brought back to the party the squads suddenly realize that they might have interrupted something and they playfully interrogate you about it later before the party resumes. All is fun, all is good. And you and that special someone are both on each other's minds. Those nights are the best.

"Do you remember?", you asked me while basking in the moonlight. "Of course I do", I muttered back and looked at you. "How could I forget?" It was the first time I met you; the first time I realised I may have some chance in this universe to be happy. The first to many nights just like that one...just like today.

This reminds me of the night i had my first makeout session with this girl, it was 3am and it was just so romantic at least in my eyes. I held her in my arms for so long i never wanted to let go, her eyes were so beautiful it was like looking into the stars. I sometimes smell or put on the same cologne i used that night to remind myself how it felt, it almost feels like im back in the moment. Great video thank you.

never had a night like this.

Its 3:00 AM and my anxiety is off the roof, this made me cry instantly

i'm ur first fan, i hope u remember me.

have i ever had a night like that? no. can i imagine it? yes.

I'm 27, never had a girlfriend. It's so moving, when I think how deep they relationship must be, to spend the time together like that... I'm not talking about smoking, just about the situation of a boy and a girl, only 2 of them, so close to each other. I mean, recently, after nearly 4 years of therapy I am beginning to form some basic relationships at workplace and the felling the weight of them is so strong... I dream about spending a time with a girl in similar circumstances, but now I'm starting to understand, how deep I need to develop a relationship with a girl, to ever find myself in this like situation... I wonder if it will ever be possible to me to experience something so advanced... forming a relationship is so hard. I'm now at the level of having one conversation with at least 1 of my female colleagues per day. I don't know any girls outside work. Seeing the pair in the thumbnail I just felt moved, understanding how the bond between them must be strong

The scenery, the vibes, feels like a memory of my own. I love it.

Whoever took the picture captured a moment all lovers have experienced

As I observe these comments in the grim array of the night, I retain an urge to pour reflections of my own onto this section. You see.. it is the case that I am an epitome of a paradox. I have not yet explored the uncharted boundaries of my mind and the convoluted human psyche, which abound in contrasts. I, however, have the peculiar tone of an embrace of human nature as Nietzsche would phrase, yet there is an inherent impediment, obstruction darkening my path. It might be the subconscious mind, the Jung’s archetype of ID if my memory serves me right. Nevertheless, I desire love. I have experienced it once. It was unrequited. I feel betrayed. Trapped and in shambles. Concomitantly, I am aware of my potential, prosperity and a blessed life gifted by God. I am cognizant if certain ideals which I intend to strive for. Yet my mind keeps espousing a melancholic sensation of emptiness. A void. I am detached from the visceral aspects of life. In other words, I feel- I don’t feel. I am emotionless. I have contemplated whether it is a mental disorder, considering I have even lost any fears I had, e.g. anochrophobia. Only instincts and loneliness prevail. There are times however, when I do feel, when I am happy, to be precise, harnessing the joys of my family (as I am currently 16). To conclude, I cannot amend certain aspects of life intertwined with love, and love it was indeed. It turned into resentment, the stark reality. My mind was imbued with her, albeit she is not a concern of mine anymore. I ought to propel forward and re-discover love, and perhaps a more profound sense of emotions, that pertaining to empathy overall, which I am quite destitute of. I truly do crave for love, perhaps it shall be granted as a gift for the amelioration of my person.

I hope to get the type of relationship I see in this picture. I long for human connection. One day I'll have it. I have to fix myself first. One day. One day.

Last year my wife of 5 years cheated on me with another guy, I was devastated. I tried so hard for that relationship to work, i even made her breakfast in bed on the weekends, but she still gave me the cold shoulder, now I cant see my son. I wish... life was as innocent and nice as we were promised it would be as kids. But its not. Pray that we can all have that perfect love some day. Innocent, sweet, caring, beautiful true love....

There's something different/special in this type of music with that type of images... I really can't explain which feeling is it, but it's a mix of them... For me, it's like going back into time, when life was simple and we could be at the sidewalk talking with friends all night long face-to-face, instead of the virtual chats, like this one. Just hearing the cars passing by and the laughs of our friends. A warm climate and a cold breeze... Nowadays everything is so fast-paced...

This reminds me of my first kiss. It was a summer night and we had snuck outside to race barefoot down her road. She lived by the sea and we leaned against the railing as she pointed out the constellations above. I turned to her and kissed her when there was a natural pause in the conversation. I felt hot all over and I felt loved deeply for the first time ever. I will never forget how special it was. She was the first person who made me feel that I was worthy of being loved not because of anything superficial but simply because I was me. And I urge everyone who reads this to throw yourself into life. I have vowed to throw myself into new ways of life, no matter how scared I am of the change. Life is for the living and I will choose embarrassment then having the regret of not even attempting to do something I know I will love. I hope everyone who reads this follows their hearts. Good luck!

this music and picture give me heartache . i am 30 and i never had this kind of simple love..

The night when we talked in a discord voice channel "You know why I keep staying here?" "Why?" While staring at the ceiling "Your voice... You can ramble nonsense but I find it comforting to just hear it from you..." That night where a lady got me teared up... I'll never forget you, Keylie...

помню стоял на лестнице перед ее подъездом, опаздывал на автобус ночью, а она вцепилась меня и не хотела отпускать, до слез прижимаясь к груди обвивала руками мою спину, засовывая их под мою кофту, я в этот момент чувствовал, что время и мир вокруг созданы для нее, что все эти огни, дома, луна, шум ветра здесь и сейчас только для неё, а я лишь счастливчик на которого упала эта звезда. я любил ее так сильно, что не мог представить свою жизнь без всего этого, что создалось между нами, но как и в любой истории здесь тоже есть конец. Прошли годы, а я не могу найти чего то даже хоть на сантиметр близкого к тому, что было между нами. Она в другой стране, а я один в этом мире, преисполненном сожаления. Тогда я хотел чтобы она меня отпустила и мне не пришлось бы идти пешком два часа, сейчас я мечтаю идти пешком хоть месяц, лишь бы она так же обняла меня ночью и сказала: "не уходи".

playing alone in the night with this in the background is fantastic

Idk why I'm writing this, but today is not my day at all. Usually I like to chill with my friends, having fun together, but now I'm feeling broke. Don't feel anything. Smth like a big void in my body. I have a good job, friends, money, but no love. My girl left me almost 3 years ago and now I'm 22 and I don't have any relationships. Idk what is wrong with me, but when we go to the club with my friends I feel rejection to all girls here, but anyway understand that is not right. Wanna feel teen's love one more time and meet my person. Anyway good luck to you guys, u can cope with your shit. Let's just vibe and go to sleep to wake up better person

i'm so amazed reading all the experiences of the peoples in the coments section. It's unbelievable to me that just a style of music make peoples remembers to a particular type of memories, and such beautifull memories for the majority. It's like a synthesis of an entire part of hundreds of peoples.

How can such an "ordinary" image bring back such strong memories? This reminds me of living in Japan in 2013 - especially in the hot months. Sitting on the roof of my apartment building at night with you in the sweltering heat we'd smoke and drink and watch the lights of the town below pulse and flicker. Every now and again we'd stop our long philosophical chatting and listen to the sound of the cicadas hidden out in the gloom. I can still smell the moisture that radiated out from the road and remember the almost constant sense of lonely adventure and eager excitement of being in that alien place. There's not a day goes by where I don't think about Japan and remember my old life there and wonder what it would be like if I had stayed there forever. Thinking of those nights can be bittersweet sometimes. I left a piece of my heart over there and I feel its absence as a kind of pain, but I'll always treasure those memories regardless. I wouldn't be who I am today without those long hazy nights sharing my personal dreamscape with you.

Damn, I'm jealous. I'm never had my teenage love or something like that. Good for you all :'(

Ah yess, the nights that never existed in my life. Here i go thinking again..

One day, she hugged me and i felt all my body becoming warm. Never experienced something like that in my 33 years of life. An amazing and beautiful sensation i will remember for my entire existence. She was the love of my life. Few days later, for a reason i still don't know, she mistreated me in a very disrespectful way. I never spoke to her again. Hardest decision ever but necessary. More than one year later, i still ask myself why she behaved like that and i can't find a good reason. At the end, i am happy i discovered that my heart was still able to love deeply once again, but i also know that i will bring a little bit more sadness forever with me, wherever i will be. Scars never completely fade.

a 1 week love story with this girl, we fell right in love and it was AMAZING and now we pretend like it never happened. something about this playlist captures it so good.

I wrote this a while ago but I think it fits the vibe. it’s about the end of a relationship: I knew it was the end of us, I felt it. For a while now. Maybe it was just the timing. Or the fact that our paths no longer aligned. I grabbed my keys to leave his house knowing I’d never return. I looked up from the counter and he was staring at me. With his beautiful big brown eyes. I couldn’t help but stare back. We gazed at each other for a while. and I began to trace around his brown eyes and the curves among his face, so I’d never forget it. He quickly took me into his arms and embraced me with a hug. I immediately melted into them, For the last time. We hugged each other so tight as if the world was ending. And it felt like it was. When he let me go I felt empty and cold. But I knew it was time. I gazed upon his eyes one last time then headed towards the door. “Wait” he said softly. He walked over to me slowly, “can I kiss you?” He hesitantly asked. My breath hitched. He was gazing in to my eyes and I could tell tears began to flood his but they never escaped. “Just to say goodbye” he whispered. he was inches away from me. I shook my head in agreement. He began to gently trace his hands on my cheek then our lips aligned. The tears I had been holding back finally fell. And as we kissed I began to reminisce our firsts. Our first hug. Our first kiss. Our first…I love you. I whispered to him as we hugged each other, “I’m sorry.” I shook in his arms as I sobbed. “It’s okay.” He softly said into my ear. “I love you” he said. Once the words escaped from his lips I felt a tear fall down his cheek. Something in me inclined me to say it back. Maybe gravity or something else, like a magnet but more. “I love you too.” And with that I kissed him one last time and ran out of the house before I’d be compelled to stay, I’d forget about my dreams and stay with him. Because I loved him, because he loved me. But I couldn’t stay. He knew that. All of our first became our last. Our last hug. Our last kiss. Our last…I love you. The end.

known her for a couple of days. We laughed, talked hours on end, had fun, went to the beach etc. I remember her leaning on my shoulder when I thought "I want her to be my girlfriend". I asked her out and turns out she has a boyfriend and doesn´t want to spend time with me like that. That hurt. Took me 18 years to feel something like that. Don´t know what to do now really.

Those late night talks were awesome. Q__Q . One passed away. The other moved on without a word. Feelsbad.png

Here is my contribution to this wholesome comment section. It's a letter i've wrote to my very close "friends" last month, knowing i wouldn't see her for two months. Context : we're both undergraduate students in Paris, and after the exam we didn't managed to get what we wanted so we had plenty of times to hang around. Don't worry for both of us, we're doing another. Sorry, I translated with ChatGPT and it's far from perfect. Maybe I was a little too lazy to translate it myself. But honestly I would've cried so much if I had to do it; i don't want to cry because she reminds me of so many happy moments spent together. I want to think about these moments when i think about her, i don't want to be down. -------------------- Last night, when we said goodbye and you went back to your room for your last night at the dorm, I went to my room feeling melancholic. But alongside that melancholy is a deep gratitude for having been able to spend time with you. I'm writing these words so you'll never forget how extraordinary you are. These words don't make me cry; instead, they remind me of all the joyous moments we shared, and that joy is stronger. I hope this letter makes you smile and lets you feel the happiness you've brought me. I never imagined what the post-exam period would bring. Not only was the work almost nonexistent, but also, and more importantly, the bonds we built in such a short time. You and I have known each other for over a year, but for reasons I still can't comprehend, this last month brought us much closer. I think it started at the Cannes Festival, when we dared to dance even though neither of us knew how. I'm deeply grateful that you made our post-dinner time a nearly daily rendezvous, where we would sometimes spend almost an hour dancing in the hall, not caring about the stares. Then came the unfortunate results of the eligibility exams. But that disappointment gave us more time to go out and get to know each other better. I'll never forget that impromptu evening at the Trocadéro, that candid photo we took that always brings a smile to my face, no matter how hard I try to hide it (if I even wanted to). But really, every moment we spent together left a similar mark: the Pompidou, the Louvre, the Panthéon; just sitting with you, on the metro benches, on the grass at the Tuileries, or on your bed made me truly happy. How much I cherished those moments in your room, talking about everything and nothing, singing Taylor Swift songs, or watching videos. I'm truly happy to have found someone I get along with so well, with whom I share so many common interests. I loved all our antics: the winks, the "you messed it up, you're stupid." I adored the unhinged [her name]; she made me laugh so much. I still laugh at some of the things you said: "talk to me!", "I'm sure there are germs in the room right now." Thank you for being so kind, so funny, and always up for anything. [her name], keep being the wonderful person you are. Keep shining, brightening the days of those close to you. Live, smile, be beautiful, believe in your dreams; if you ever write that autobiographical novel you mentioned, I hope I’ll be more than just a footnote. If I were to write about my life, you would certainly have a dedicated chapter, for you have left a significant mark on me. You will always be one of my best memories among the hundreds that remind me every day that I had the two craziest years of my life. I'm infinitely grateful to you. Thank you so much, [her name]. I hope to see you again soon.

why does this evoke so many emotions

Crazy how just a picture and some music can make you feel and think about

Dear K, I am sure you also felt this tension, this chemistry between us that night when we were accidentally locked in the park and all we had is 3 cigarettes with barely working lighter. We were talking all night about everything. I will never forget that you liked the songs from my playlist. I can't get rid of those memories about our warm hugs. Your smell, your eyes, your smile. I forgot about everything back then. I forgot that I was fired from work, had no place to live, I forgot about being with you is a mistake, because I never could be in your heart. You were in love with my best friend. I knew that. But I couldn't keep reminding this to myself at that night. I just wanted to enjoy the present of being with you. Of course when you started talking about her, I could not help myself getting into small drop of tears. But 7 hours spent with you worth that pain. Dear K, I will never force you to love me back as much as I love you. Sincerely, A.

My daily schedule is wake up tired af go work whole day, then get home get some money to gwt food and get high alone😎

is this AI picture? cuz the right side looks weird, where does the step theyre sitting on end??? Anyways its a nice vibe, wish I could have ever experienced this.

About to fall asleep to this. Thank you and I can’t wait to see what the future holds for everyone who sees this.

I seem to be the only person listening to this who doesn't have some deep and profound memory of their first kiss and staring into someones eyes.

all the good things come to an end, as they say

I just got out of a relationship with a girl I truly loved. The time, the effort, the feelings, the recollection. I dont know when ill be able to experience something beautiful like that ever again. The world feels silent, like my heart is beating in another time. I just hope ill find someone like you again, you've made me a better person and I truly hope you'll live a happy life. I heard something beautiful a while back, "If you love someone, you will let them go. If it's truly meant to be, they will find their way back to you". So long.

They're sad and lost. But they're sad and lost together. Reminds me of quiet summer nights with my girlfriend when we were 19. We were both kicked out by our parents and were homeless. We were often hungry and had no money. We would just sit there and smoke cigarettes and be with each other.

Nothing lasts forever

Listening to this in my balcony surrounded by tree and cold summer breeze at 1am while thinking thank goodness my last attempt wasn't a success ❤ and I just wanna say thank u for making me happy before, I hope u re living the life u always wanted and happy with her. U have become my greatest what if and I won't forgive myself for letting u go. But I hope there will come a time for me to think that I did the right choice...... I miss you and I missed who I was with you. I just hope to see that version of me again in this life time or even a better version....

I'm ready to let go, its time to let go of an old flame from when I was 14-16. I'm almost 19 and I want to go out there and experience the REAL love you feel at the end of your teens/in your 20s where you don't have to sneak around or dream of a distant but faded future of you two finally getting to be together one day. What was there between us was so silly yet the pain was so real. Everyday it felt like the world was ending, them and the medication I was on made me feel like something was sitting on my chest 24/7. This person was alot different and immature back then and absolutely broke me, time has passed and now him and I will forever just stay friends and for the first time ever I'm okay with that.. I'm gonna be alone until I know I've found that real love,in the real world, not the claustrophobic bubble of the 'teen romance' I thought was there.

Почти все пишут о том, что уже прошло с их партнерами. А у меня все еще происходит. Все стало как-то не так. И все чаще в голову приходят мысли, что, может, стоит все это прекратить. Расстаться? Навсегда или до лучших времен… Я не знаю. Мы реже говорим, чаще входим в склоки. А ведь раньше все было не так. И ведь мы еще можем по-настоящему радоваться друг другу. И я чувствую себя счастливым с тобой. И ты со мной. Но все не так. Я люблю тебя, Калерия. Я знаю, что ты любишь меня. Я не хочу тебя терять. Я не хочу оказаться спустя несколько лет под этим видео одиноким. Без тебя. Пишущим комментарий, но о том, что мы уже не вместе. Я не хочу. Я хочу, чтобы все наладилось. Я верю, что это возможно. Я же мечтатель, помнишь? Я ни с кем не испытывал таких чувств. Никогда. И ты такая одна. Я не верю, что я смогу обрести такую связь с кем-либо еще. Я тебя люблю. Я очень хочу встретиться с тобой. Погулять. И выполнить тот самый список дел, который мы составили. Сделать его и много-много всего другого. Просто иметь эту возможность ощущать близость на новом, прежде неведанном для нас уровне. Я тебе сейчас напишу :: Спасибо всем тем, кто излил здесь свои истории. Я выражаю искреннее сочувствие каждому из вас и также я выражаю благодарность. Вы дали мне понять, что мне нужно ценить, пока я это имею. Спасибо.

These type of days were almost 20 years ago now... Music like this makes it feel like yesterday.

I wish I could be friends with everyone here

You know the feeling when you want to cry but literally, like **LITERALLY** you can't. Pent up feelings bottled up inside you, when you don't have anyone to rely on. You have few best friends but cannot lean on them always. You don't even have a girlfriend to comfort from. You are slowly starting your journey towards a career, a life. You just turned 19, entering college with a hope. But your parents always curse you and take out their daily frustration on you, when you already feel so down. They tell you to earn money somehow when it is literally not possible without the right resources, you have just stepped towards adulthood. Music like these feels like a drug, giving you temporary happiness, but again, next day or after few days, you are back to being depressed. Nighttime is your best friend that watches over your gloominess, comforts you with a gentle somberness. Personally, being 19, it is really hard honestly.. feels like i am gonna burst from inside but then again, i want to live. I want to be happy. I want to love. I want to be comforted when i feel like a slump. I want to be at peace. I want to break free from this stupid darkness that haunts me everyday. I want to feel emotions again. I want to be free from feeling numb from inside. I want to be alone but not lonely. I want to lean on someone's shoulder. I want to rely on someone and myself. I want to...live again. I want to feel what it feels like to be loved and to love someone. I JUST WANTED TO VENT OUT MY FEELINGS. IF SOMEBODY, DOESN'T READ THIS, IT'S FINE. BUT I WISH OTHERS TO NOT HAVE THE SAME FATE AS ME. I WISH EVERYONE THE HAPPINESS THEY DESERVE. PLEASE, IF YOU FEEL DOWN, JUST VENT IT OUT HERE, KIND STRANGER :) JUST REMEMBER, IN THIS WORLD FULL OF SORROW AND DESPAIR, THERE STILL LIVES A SOUL. JUST LIKE YOU :)

I had a strong crush on a girl when i was 16 years old. I asked the Universe to help me get her. Just after 2 years from then, she proposed me out of the blue. I couldnt believe it. Then we stayed together in a relationship for 2 years, it was a long distance relationship where we used to meet once a month. Those meetings were so special. I couldnt put it in words. During festive times, we used to give gifts to each others. I cant express in words what that time meant for me. During festive seasons, there was a different ambience in the environment, i could still feel it if i close my eyes. I can still feel that smell. But fast forward to 6 years later in 2024, i have lost everything in my life. Things have turned upside down in my life, lost my father in covid, lost my best cousin this year, failing competitive exams by just margins and here i stand looking back at my life thinking how could it all go this way. Life was so perfect . And now its all empty. Even if i make it in my dream career, those people, those beautiful people have gone. Nobody can take their place. Yet I say cherish life to the fullest. You never know when you are spending the last moments with someone.

This makes me miss my ex-partner. We did a lot of things together and went through a lot. Some good, some bad. But for me, the most significant thing was he was that person in my life I could actually BE MYSELF. I didn't have to pretend as I did with others. I could spill my guts and discuss my deepest feelings and there was never any judgement. We could just sit and talk, sometimes, sit and not talk and simply enjoy silence. Unfortunately, circumstances changed and we are apart no longer together. I've moved on in a way but there are still those times I dream and think of what was, what could of been today, how life would be different. Overall, I'm glad I had that experience. I miss it though. If you're reading this, cherish your loved ones because you never know when they will be gone from your life. It could be in the next hour, the next day, the next week. You will not know but you will definitely realize it when it happens. Nostalgia - A sentimental longing or wistful affection for the past, typically for a period or place with happy personal associations. Love you all.

I remeber the time when i was so down... i wasnt able to do anything anymore and i was about to do smth really bad. In this night i got a text message randomly from one girl. I responded and told her my story. She started listen to me and helped me to get a better human again. She gave me the feeling of being loved and my world wasnt so empty anymore. From this day we called everyday and basically hanged out every single minute. We are toghter for few month now and i finally found back to life :) thank you

going to leave this city in 2 days.. knowing that this was my comfort zone

That first night, we walked all around our campus. We look at all the fountains and just talked, even as it began to lightly rain. A car drove by, a 2020 Suburban RST, and I wanted one. She asked and I explained, every little detail about it. It felt like she listened intently but come to find out, it was like I was never listened to but I didn’t know at this point. We found a dry bench under the sprinkling rain and played chess. She didn’t know how and I knew a hundred plays like the back of my hand. She said she’d try to learn but never did. But I didn’t know it then. It was 3am by the time we walked back, saying our goodbyes for the night. If I knew what I knew now, I wouldn’t have gone to that event, I wouldn’t have walked with her afterwards. I wouldn’t have asked for her number. But I don’t regret it. But by the gods, I miss the girl I fell in love with.

The music reminds me of the wonderful love I have felt with one girl that I had in my life. It was like a soulmate to me, we talked every night about each others things, about future, going forward in life together, each others flaws and more. Under the stars at night, feeling her hand on my face and skin. Her feminine face, the nose and eyes. The beautiful body and black hair. I can remember one night were we lying in bed…we looked into our eyes and we both cried because we felt so much gratitude, to be here in that moment of life, this moment…she sung a good night song for me(think of something like evenstar from lord of the rings, exactly like that) She was the girl I ever wanted and I believe everything has a reason, I developed myself, had a good physique and worked hard on my personality. It was when I was around 17 years old, now I’m 23. That’s why I think I attracted her to me because before I had all these things I was a nobody to her (not in a bad way, I just was have not spoken to her because introvert and so on) Now I’m stronger then ever, have a godlike physique, great personality, good future with many high earning friends and so on. But I’m bitter, hard to people, feeling no love anymore and no woman can give me what I have lost. Grown beard, deep voice and tall. I’m like Kratos from God of War so you can grasp what I mean. What I wanna say is, I always go back in time, remember these memories and just want to go back. Laying in bed with her forever…just forever. I’m aware that I have so much more and I’m thankful for everything. For my family, friends and everything is how it should be. But it’s always in your head, every night. God bless you, who ever reads this. You can feel it, I know.

I remember the time when I would look at these comments and wish i had a love similar to this. Now i can say that i have experienced it, and it is the purest thing in existence. From the moment I looked into his sparkling eyes, I felt a sense of security I've never known before. He made me laugh in the dark of night as we waited to go home, both of us exhausted, yet he still made sure I was safe. We had many nights like this, sitting and talking about our life in the future and family and dreams. I hope he knows i love him just as endlessly as the stars in the night sky. To those who are yet to experience love and are losing hope, better days are yet to come. You are deserving of love. Thank you for this playlist ♡

In the beginning you said you were going to be alright I remember coming home after a long day of speaking to doctors and nurses about when you might come home As soon as I went upstairs I got a call, the nurse said you didnt have much time left So i went back and it was the last time I ever saw you It's been 3 years and im still waiting to see myself in the mirror again... Death can be scary but so can life, we just do the best we can with what we have and hope for the best.

Im going for a walk tonight in the city with this music. Glad i found this, helps me reflect

aw, I used to have nights like this some years ago, such good old days.

It's amazing how those are the nights that remind us vividly that we are alive.

I know a lot of people in the comments are talking about their first loves, but this music reminds me of walking through a field on a cloudy/breezy day, being completely and utterly alone. Alone physically and in your thoughts, being at peace and not worrying about the past or future in that moment. I love times like that: it just gives me clarity, knowing that as long as I'm connected with myself things around me will make sense. It's that moment where you're not lonely, you are just alone - temporarily stepping aside from the stress of day-to-day life.

I feel nostalgic by looking at this photo. I don't even smoke, is just the situation, I'm no longer young 😞

I'm in my 40s. I have a good life -- married, kids, decent career. But I would do ANYTHING to go back to being a teen in 1996 and hanging out with my friends or girlfriend late at night in the city. Life was so different back then.

why am i listening to this, looking at this pic while I'm lonely as shit and will never deserve or get the love i see all around me

Its 3am i think about killing myself every night but music like this gets me thinking about all the people that would be affected by that... Which is only a few...

A month old video but the comments are 1 day ago I am in "that" kind of RU-vid's side again

reminds me of 2020 😢all the good friends i had back then

i love just listen to some dope music and at the same time reaíd comments about other people's life :D

Never happened to me or most people.

falling in love is the most wonderful feeling if it last once you been broken its hard to fix yourself i still think about here everynight alone

i remember that she kissed me at the first time. that feeling i can't express you. I m soo lucky that i have that kind of girl. I can't forget that i hugged her first time. every time i listen music that reminds me about her. i love her so much but i can't express her what I feel.

i never experienced hanging out with a girl at late night

Sucks how short-lived moments like these are

Reminded of nothing, the past isn't what keeps me going. I've got a chill down my spine that can't get shaken away. All I want to do is drop everything and run to wherever I end up. There's no specific end goal but I've got a fire in me that wants to chase it, whatever that is.

Çok kısa süre önce hayatımda benzerine rastlamadığım bir kadınla tanıştım; Size biraz kendimden bahsetmek istiyorum. Çok küçük yaşlardan beri farklı farklı band gruplarında sahne aldım, müzik adına imkanlarımla kendimi geliştirebildiğim kadar geliştirdim, bu kültürde büyüdüğüm süreçte, ağız kokusunu çektiğim insanlar, fahişe gibi davranan kadınlar ve berbat bir eğlence rezilliğinin ortasında buldum kendimi diyebilirim. Kendisi ile çok kısa bir süredir sohbet ediyorum ve uzun süredir duyamadığım heyecanı & hüznü & mutluluğu kendisinde bulduğuma eminim ( kendisi buna sevgi patlaması olarak söylese de işler benim için öyle değil ) Seçtiği cümleler, kelimeler büyüleyici seviyedeydi, bana anlattığı konular, sevmediği özellikler, insanlarda aradığı başlıca nitelikler hepsi farklıydı ( sanki hayallerimde gördüğüm ve silueti belli olmayan kadın kendisiydi ) Zaman geldi aslında ve bugün benimle konuşmak istemediğini çünkü şuan ilişki sorumluluğunu kaldırabilecek mentalde olmadığını belirtti. Kısa ömrüm onu ne kadar hafızamda tutarsa onu bekleyeceğim, her dokunuş olay yerinde iz bırakır çocuklar...

Very beautiful! Have my headphones playing my video game just relaxed. 2:22 in the morning.

as i get older, life gets busier and more hectic. I miss those nights where i could just chill with a girl or my friends and enjoy the stillness.

I love it and I hate it. These vibes always make me feel physically sick, not sure why. Guess that makes this video legit, at least to me.

College, work, gym-that's literally all my life is now, and I can’t stand it. I hate that queasy feeling I get in the morning before heading to class. I hate when I start work in the afternoon, look at the clock, and realize I’ve still got 6 more hours to go. And I especially hate that lonely feeling when I leave the gym at 11 pm, knowing I’ve gotta do it all over again tomorrow

i never want to be attached to anyone, because if i do, it means someday i'll cry real bad. nightmares arent the worst, its when you wake up from one and theres no one you can turn to; knowing you have friends.

Just found my lover with another. I reacted, "I'm broken. This will be a long recovery.

thank you.

"People are peculiar creatures. All their actions are driven by desire, their characters forged through pain. As much as they try to suppress the pain, to repress desire, they cannot liberate themselves to the eternal servitude of their feelings. As long as the storm rages within them they can find no peace. Not in life, not in death. And so, day after day, they will do all that must be done; Pain is their ship, and desire their compass. It is all mankind is capable of." "In the end, everyone gets what they deserve."

I remember how I broke my ex's heart but I also remember how she broke mine as well. Nonetheless, a part of me longs for her even after 2 years. I told myself she was the one despite how much I would've had to sacrifice and let's just say she couldn't wait until the day I was going to do for it *for her* and not anyone else and started pressuring me indirectly and directly. Since I broke up with her, I've had one or two hook-ups but it was just empty. No emotions. No connectivity. No chemistry. No interest. I've kinda lost interest in life as a whole but i'm still going...still trying to find something worth it all. This is highly unlikely but I'm just gonna write my heartfelt thoughts here. Ida, if you find this channel and message, I want you to know despite everything that happened between us to-date I have never stopped thinking and loving you in my heart. Yes, our differences were too big and especially at the end when you found out what you did but there are reasons why I could not ever communicate those to you...simply because your reaction would've been just like that...that night at the lobby..full of hate full of disgust full of distrust..full of disbelief that this man right here that you loved and had beside you every night had those inner thoughts...Perhaps we were too young and in no way were we prepared for such deep and sensitive topic to come so soon in our relationship. Maybe this is something we'll both look back at in 20 years and laugh at how dumb we were or I was. Nonetheless, I want to thank you because despite the downs you actually gave me more ups than downs in the relationship and that is something I will hold dear and treasure until the day I can no longer remember. I still remember you telling me that in 10 years if we're both still single, we'll get back together. Though I did not agree nor say anything back, I actually felt what you said and I think you meant that we probably both needed space to grow and mature further and if we're truly meant to be, in 10 or 5 years we'll meet again and the fire between us will still be like how it was. I'll forever long for this day to come because I am unable to look at someone else without having to think of you. All the stupid things we did. The stupid things we got caught for. How you broke me down to open up. How I did the same to you. How we actually managed to learn to speak our thoughts and not hold back and swallow things as it was. Times I spent with you helping your family or spending time with them. I enjoyed our relationship the most out of all the relationships I've had and you were actually the one. Still the one....but now it has become the one that got away. From the bottom of my heart, I sincerely wish you find a guy that is so so much better than me in every way possible and will love and treasure you like gold. Please please find happiness and when you do, you do not stop fighting to keep that happiness because you deserve a load ton of happiness for the second half of your life.

I've always wanted to get older as fast as possible when i used to be younger because i hated school and wanted to move out and live by myself but now the only thing i wish for is to be young and stay by my parent's side forever I know that being 15 years old isn't old at all but im kinda afraid to grow older.

I remember young love like this.

Reading these comments… reminds me of how lonely I am. I want to feel loved and comfort them in my presence. Should I make the effort? Is love even real? I can’t answer that question if I don’t even look for it. Should I try? Sounds like too much of a commitment. How do I open my heart? She’d probably get over me quick. Where would I find them? I probably can’t even compete. I don’t think I’m fit for love

I'm a 17 years old boy and i'm listening to this in the afternoon. In night it hits different and it's another feeling❤ anyway yet any girl gave me attention or something but i'm confident that someday i will get a one like the other people but if i won't????? It will be a failure. I know that i'm not the best type of boys i'm not even too ugly beside of that i'm a shy and introvert person as well but now i'm becoming less and i'm getting confident on myself, confidence is something that usually i don't have

Never had something like this. All i wanted from life is a wife. Since i was 10, my biggest wish was having a girlfriend. 30 year old loser now. Probably never gonna happen...

how long does it take to get your heart unbroken?

I look at this photo and listen to this music, which on the one hand relaxes me and on the other induces tears.... I am 22 years old, I have been with one and only woman since I was 17. At the age of 18, I found that we had to live together because our relationship would not work out (Tough situation at her house). As I am a religious person, I don't want to ever have another woman and because of that I also proposed after two years because I believed and believe in the only love. We are slowly reaching our 5th anniversary and I feel an inner emptiness, too much weight on my shoulders supporting us only with my funds.... My fiancée tries to support me but I feel at a loss, as if I have lost everything and I have lost nothing. We love each other for life, we plan to get married, children but.... But I feel as if something is suddenly wrong, in a word anxiety.... A longing for those old times like in the picture.... I don't know. I have read a lot of your stories and I know that I am a lucky man whereas there is always this other side of the coin (Worse or worst) Maybe someday I'll get here again and tell you what's next, as long as no one calls me up yet, go in peace brothers

the picture and the music makes me remember a specific moment with my ex