the affair - booker 

lyrics -
I thought you had a plan
I figured you a fall back
Things been growing all this time
And words become a construct
I didn’t practice the axis
And now I’m seeing fire from miles away
I didn’t teach you how to reach me
But somehow you dug your nails in
Oh lord you held on tight
Now everything I eat just tastes like rain
All good just feel unreal
The pressure meets the product
You came I left
I gorged myself
I cut my tongue
To avoid love
Soft solid hands
The car was a portal
Then I left
You say you know many guys-you’ve seen the worst
But i was born to men who die without making a sound
It’s not the about the ending scene
It’s a slow and painful fall
And I fell
Fuck this shit it feels like a movie
And I know deep down the gods are dead
You came I left
I sold your death
I set aflame
Was isn’t there
I bought a coat
To weigh on me
The way your head
Rested on my chest
Then I left