The Biggest Lie of All: You Can Live Forever on a Paradise Earth 

My dad used to fall asleep when studying that book with me 😂😂😂. I was such a good little jw that I carried on the study by myself as he snored.

Just have to say, I left the organization a few months ago after being in it for my whole life (21 years) and I wanna just thank you for covering this topic and many other important things but in a way that can make us all laugh. So many moments you had me absolutely dying of laughter. You made this difficult transition a little bit easier:) thanks again

I can’t even count how many times I shook my head during this episode. So much time, so much damn time wasted. What’s even more disturbing is that the literature was right under my nose, all I had to do was read and understand it for myself. Damn shame… Thanks for another sobering but truly insightful episode Stacey.

Thank you, Stacey, for exposing another lie of the Watchtower Society. It is astounding how that cult uses the promise of paradise on earth to raise the hopes of their followers. Imagine how many people put their dreams on hold to serve in that so-called religion.

For me...I can get over the fact that I wont live forever. Im not that important. I can see the natural circle of life going on around me...& sadly, it includes death. (I am plagued by the fact that I think getting old & death itself is BARBARIC! I challenge everyone to visit an old folks "home".) What gets me the most is seeing the horrific wastage of life! Mine...& so many others! Entire lifetimes. Not living. Waiting. For...nothing. Human sacrifices! Epic tragedy. If a believer were to live a normal life, being a decent human, doing work that benefits all, work that fulfills their personal talents & vision, I could live with it. What damaging lies.

Thank you so much for this!! Love how you broke this down! I wish my jw family would listen to this! Would save them years of heartbreak. I’m 8 yrs out and you described so accurately what it feels like waking up to this lie. This is the one thing that I’m still hung up on-my mortality. I remember as a child and even as an adult, our family would see cemeteries and I would feel so relieved to know that that was something that didn’t apply to us, a place we’d never be, as we were never going to die! Recovery from such a horrific lie is slow and painful. In fact, in seeking help to recover from the cult, they diagnosed me with PTSD. Yeah, brutal doesn’t even begin to describe the impact of their lie. But like you said, while some may not completely recover, the blow does seem to lessen with time.

This is the only time in my life I can remember looking forward to Monday morning. Great episode per usual.

Your podcast is a one-word, classic 👌. Keep them coming. From Nairobi, Kenya. Kind regards. Thank you, Stacey

Stacey, this 1935 convention was when they decided that only the 144,000 could partake of the memorial emblems. Such a disgrace. For professing Christians this unique rite is what makes them CHRISTIAN!

Great exposition on this topic, this is certainly information that many need to hear and come to understand. It's certainly one of the many topics that can be difficult for many to swallow.

Another superb expose into Watchtowers teachings of living forever on a paradise earth, which falls apart like a cheap suit under the slightest examination. Love all your podcasts, and your reasoning ability!

Long comment incoming. I had to stop this video about 16 min in because I knew I wasn’t emotionally ready to hear it yet. Now that I’ve been able to come back to it I appreciate this so much that I sent it to my therapist as this is something we’ve worked thru extensively. The concept of lost time is something I struggled with even as a true believer and the message of “this is only temporary” weaved it’s way into my psyche so deep that it’s grip has been the hardest concept to pry off of my subconscious mind. We have never been taught what it is to TRULY live because it was discouraged to do so. Everything being dictated by some distant future outcome. I can’t remember a time without worry that anything I love, anything I enjoy will be gone one day and now that I’m out, I feel like I started life in the middle of the game with half the materials and instructions of everyone else and I have half the time to finish playing it. Sometimes I would look at my boyfriend and think about how much I love him and I would start tearing up out of nowhere at the thought that one day he will be gone, to the point that I would get severe anxiety if he joked about getting old and his knees being bad lol. It sounds so silly but it makes sense when you look at the message that’s been drilled into a lot of us since birth. Once we wake up and heal from the more surface levels of our trauma it’s important that we work to uproot those “beliefs” we know intellectually are false but that are so ingrained in us from years of programming that we may not realize where they are affecting us psychologically. Look objectively at your behaviors and relationships and look for ways that trauma may be manifesting that you may not even be aware of. A high control group doesn’t survive this long without being VERY good at what they do, don’t underestimate the level of programming that we have experienced. I can’t recommend EMDR enough for working thru this. I am still a work in progress but so much lighter mentally and emotionally. It’s unfair that we are all little wobbly baby deer legged adults trying to figure out this life with half the support and preparation most others get. But the truth is that “Paradise” is right here right now, wherever you are. Your life starts now, don’t waste another moment waiting for forever! ❤

My mom died when i was young & my dad used her resurrection as leverage to keep me as a Jehovah's Witness almost all my life 😑

The whole of the new testament was meant for the 144,000 when you think of it. It was a closed book to us 😢 I guess that's why they quote from the old testament so much. I'm glad you bring up Isa 65 and get it into the context. Good video Stacey 😊

khakis, jehovah approved!!!!

Right. We have to pay for the time we spent propagating lies, even as children, because for every action there is an equal and opposite reaction. Some call it karma or the law of cause and effect. That's why it's so good to spend as much time, exposing and proving what the watchtower owners, truly are, as we spent as children/youth/adults so we have the good effects sooner.

How did we ever fall for this paradise business.

Even though I was born in I really always had questions about this doctrine and the fact they called other Christian religion false and wicked but even as a child I just didn't see all worldly people as being evil .

I’ve never actually been a JW myself but I used to go to the public Sunday meeting with my JW relatives occasionally, mostly just to placate them, and because, ya know, family. I’ll never forget the time I was sitting near my great aunt and cousins in the Kingdom Hall before the meeting started and my six year-old little cousin was kind of bouncing around excitedly talking about how she was gonna be an elder in paradise, kinda just being a little kid. My great aunt kind of touched her and stopped her from bouncing and told her, “No no honey girls can’t be elders, not even in paradise.” This was her grandmother! When my cousin asked her why not, my great aunt told her because Jehovah made boys to be leaders and he made girls to listen to boys. Yeah some fuckin paradise. 🤬

I watched a car group show up in our neighborhood last month. Three elderly people got out - anywhere from 55 to 70. As they SLOWLY went down the line of residents, the feeling that engulfed me was heartfelt sadness. I mean, how can you not feel sadness after learning the truth about the so-called "Truth"? These JWs may have been doing this for decades, still waiting for a paradise that will never come. Can you see why I felt so much sadness???

Love your delivery, your voice,your truth! Peace be with you!💖

When I awoke, here's how I thought of the paradise promise. First of all, I was devastated that this teaching wasn't true. I was like most JWs, who put life on hold, after all the new system was right around the corner. The most disturbing thing about this to me, was holding out a "hope" that was totally baseless based on the scriptures. I could not get over how cruel that truly was and is!

"it's brutal" well said 😥

You have brilliantly explained why JWs are inconsistent with the Bible which does not speak of life in paradise on earth. One of their most important doctrines is based on a lie. I had no idea JW's were applying the vision from 2 Cor 12:4 to a "spiritual paradise" of organization from the 20th and 21st centuries, this is crazy 🤣 And interpretation of Mt 5:5 is also new to me :O The worst thing is that JWs wait passively for this paradise all their lives, not trying to make life on earth better for people and animals by fighting inequalities, poverty, discri mination, exploitation of nature, etc. If reformers and revolutionaries had the same point of view as JWs, the world would be in a worse state than it is now, because nobody would fight for changes. Working hours would still be 10 to even 16 hours, there would still be racial segregation, etc.

The biggest lie shall continue on forever as it’s most profitable…🙄

Here we go!!!!!

Another point I picked up over the years. The word in the Old Testament was ‘land’ not ‘earth’ thus lending more weight to the narrative being about Israel only . Eg the meek will inherit the land

Another great epp Stacy! Thanks for your work.

I don’t hurt . I never believed . I dodged the bullet as they say . Nice people ( not talking about the governing body ) , maybe some are , but gullible for sure . How sad that people’s brain can end up so closed to reality !

Heartbreaking truth.

I do believe we are created.... and that there's something else beyond this... but organized religion certainly isn't the way

Excellent podcast, per usual. We have eerily similar stories, & made similar sacrifices for the org. I remember I asked my devout mother in one of my last conversations w/ her, as an Elder mind u, did she truly believe in the Bible. Of course she said yes. What I quickly discovered, or should I say knew but dismissed, was that many JWs think they know the Bible, but In actuality only know what’s been taught; and, as we discussed before, are unfamiliar with their own publications. I asked her to find me a scripture where the terms “great crowd of other sheep” is discussed and “Paradise Earth.” She couldn’t b/c it doesn’t exist. I asked her what does Matt. 5:5 mean, & she immediately said a future promise for Jehovah’s ppl. I asked which ones, the heavenly folks or earthly folks? She said earthly, of course. I showed her that IT-1 reference u mentioned. I asked her who her mediator was according to scripture; she said Jesus. I showed her various WT & The IT-2 reference stating otherwise. All of it flew over her head, & I was labeled as the crazy one. Lol. U have to laugh at it, in order not to go madly insane. WT is notorious for spinning a couple of scriptures, but all one has to do is keep reading. No different that the interpretation of Nebuchadnezzar’s dream that they hinge their 1914 teaching upon; all u have to do is keep reading & it literally said the dream was fulfilled! Lol. I mean, all of it! Lol. Hence, this is y the org says u can’t understand the Bible w/o them; they convinced these honest hearted (most of them) ppl, that they are the channel, so therefore forget what Jesus, His Apostles, or even Jehovah says…this is what it actually means according to them. Lol.

I thought it was Cedar Point Ohio where Rutherford said. "Behold the great multitude."

there is a scripture we used. The life of my people will be like that of trees. This scripture was used to support the New World. Yet trees don't live forever

I do believe a loving god would fix our worlds problems by getting rid of those ruining this earth. Perhaps he will. " A new Earth and Heaven" Perhaps people will live on the earth for a long time in peace and eventually will be with God and Jesus in Heaven. Lets Hope

Loved your covering of this topic. One thing that I absolutely love about the illustrations of this video are the JW depictions of what paradise "evidently" will look like. Never mind about all of the men will be clean shaven(no beards remember), short hair above the ears, shirts, pants, dresses, shoes, gazebos, fences, cut grass, farming instruments, etc. etc. etc, which will all need to be manufactured! By the way, did anyone notice the "evident" Bible the man was reading? Hmmmm, I wonder how that Bible was manufactured? Then there's the approximately 8 billion people who will be resurrected! The list goes on & on! Keep up the great work Stacy. Hopefully others will be woken up by your podcasts.

Great talk Stacey! Thank you.

My Dad said they play A Mind GAME on us.We have to learn how to play the GAME.Then we will never be fooled or come under their Control 100 per cent.Everythong start with the MIND.😮

Thank for a wonderful and truthful video I am a ex JW doesn’t say that the meek shall inherit the earth and reside on it. Just a thought

At first it just sounded like he was making fun of mr russel, but it was so necessary. All we were taught was what a revalation the paradise earth was. Really good 👍

Once you realize the whole religion is a lie..you start looking at the people who have been living this lie. Some of whom you've trusted with your deepest secrets. 😮

😢I feel the same way!! How can I didn’t see it!! I can’t believe I was played!!

millions now living will never die

I guess I'll have to cancel my order of 1 koala, 1 lion and 1 giraffe.

With all the videos I have seen with different channels, this one hits home the most.I appreciate the time you took in hitting all of these great points!! I will be listening again 🥰

Thank you! Even though for all of us awaken, learning this is heartbreaking and really difficult to deal with every day, but seeing those believing and destroying their lives and their loving ones; is just terrific.

They promise paradise, but the one that really drew me in was "we was the generation that the bible said we would enter into paradise and would never have to experience death.

Excellent point! 1935 for Bible(book)holding JW to be fascinated about paradise on earth. So did this Bible God wait for another century with new technology for selling his hope by NETWORK, iPads?😅.What next needed till paradise come😂Oh, Ramapo😮My super indoctrinated family is donating for this😢

Hi, this was the theme that I struggled with. I always thought it was so stupid. I heard about the “truth “ at the age of 16, studied, baptized, and left by the age of 21. Brainwashed myself for preaching, hated it. My parents would go gambling all weekend long, and I was home with grandparents and siblings. This was a way to go out and socialize with neighbors’ teens. The funny thing it’s I don’t remember when or where I was baptized. I don’t remember a thing about the Bible, it’s like a lapse or brain fog of the time in my life. Left in 1980 that’s when the rules changed 1981, the JW that left was to be treated the same as the disfellowshipped. Went back when I thought I needed God in our lives to raise our children, only 2 or 3 times, instead of love I was told to sit in the back and not to speak to anyone. I thought “what the hell am I doing here” got up and never returned. My kids turned out to be just two great people, hard working, decent people without putting them through the hell the cult is. Thank you so much.

I remember when my mom died in December 2021 of cancer my uncle who is jw kept telling me oh your gonna see your mom again in the new world I knew he was full of shit

Mathew 24:4&5 4 In answer Jesus said to them: “Look out that nobody misleads you, 5 for many will come on the basis of my name, saying, ‘I am the Christ,’ and will mislead many This warning is about the Governing Body Jehovah's Witnesses! How do they mislead? By replacing Jesus with Organisation, Governing Body rule! That's all I have to comment on. I was there even before 1975, I'm surprised I am still alive and fairly healthy 😅 but I was only stupid for most of my life. Back when Moses delivered the Isrealites, not everyone was a Levite Priests. Most were just normal relatives of Abrahamic Covenant. Just normal Jews trying to be obedient like me. Even though imperfect making mistakes!

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Do they REALLY think after all the war and guts and blood and fireballs and explosions they show in their own magazines that they’ll walk immediately right into a Paradise Earth? How? Will the Governing Body be cleaning up the mess!?

Small lies aren't acceptable either. Because what a small lie is to one person may be a massive lie to another, is subjective to the liar. Depending on their moral compass. Then again imagine if every time someone believes the paradise lie that counts as a separate lie. Millions of lies in that case...

Thank you so much! This information is just what I needed. This has been one of my biggest hang ups and feel relief understanding those scriptures better.

What separates you from the rest is how honest and personable/likeable you are... I find it funny yet now, how those well trained by the Organization still show fantastic teaching skills, vocabulary, use of questions and illustrations, emphatic speaking ability. You are one such. Thank God you are using these skills now to enlighten the masses. You are appreciated!

Jesus be like “Hey guys take care of my mom while I’m gone k” But when it comes to the “Paradise Earth™️” “I forgor 💀”

The GB does not realize how much shame and reproach they bring upon the name of Jehovah and Jesus with their over the counter doctrines, and 2 witness rule with CSA. Had to put this 1 in here.

You’re the real deal. Appreciate all your content.👍♥️

Mathew 5:5 was a surprise. I laughed about paradise earth but the mild temper ones that kind of sad! We grew up believing that was for the great crowd who inherit the earth!

And the fact we now know that we got duped… it’s actually something we can take as a win- we figured it out and got out- however it happened!

Good video. Have you understood how the JW org explains the Bible stating Jesus giving his life for all people, past and present, and still they find it necessary to have an organization that preaches people must pledge allegiange to them or otherwise they face annihilation?

Always a great pleasure listening to each of your videos completely. Thanks a lot. 👍

"Not cool enough to be in heaven"!? You made me spit out my coffee!

During the time I was waking up from my indoctrination, I would learn of another factor that would influence my belief in this religion. At work, we would time-to-time have interesting seminars on group behaviors. I would learn of a term that I should have know, but I certainly would never learn this at the KH. It's call group-think. The challenger explosion was examined and played out to show all in attendance the serious and deadly outcome of group-think. I invite all to look this up this behavioral practice and see if you can see how this plays into your fellow members at the KH.

My mom has schizophrenia 😪. Just realized that coming home as an adult. Not sure if it is because of the religion or if she is drawn to it for that reason. Not uncommon for witnesses to recieve that diagnoses

Thank you and -as always- it was great! You make me laugh…..

As a believing JW years ago, it would baffle me that this paradise promise wasn't accepted by people. I know that it drew me to the religion!

I think they also gaslight people by saying that the New Testament and Jesus' teaching about heaven was primarily written to the anointed. I remember feeling so confused when I would read those scriptures about heaven and trying to convince myself of the earthly "hope" by reminding myself that these comments were for the anointed but that also makes u feel less as well because they make u feel like the anointed are more important and you can benefit from the scraps left over. God awful organization.

Great job Stacy!!!!! 💯

Hey Stacey that was an amazing synopsis of this big LIE. Any well versed theology expert can easily dismantle their claims, but it usually appeals to people's emotions in a vulnerable state. I never got to be an elder because it started to unravel for me when I became a ministerial servant and began to really delve into the bible. I had to give a talk on the book of Hebrews and that was a game changer. The writer never ever expressed any different hope for the faithful of old than for the anointed first century christians. He even said that Abraham was a temporary resident living in tents waiting for the real city in HEAVEN! Hebrews 11:16. Another interesting note is how Revelation 19:1 speaks of the great crowd in heaven. The JW explanations were so bad it was shocking! But as time goes on, science is showing us how long human beings have been here on earth, so let's make the most of the little time we have left! Keep up the great work!

Son of a bitch. You got me at the end. I may have had a tear or two.

Thank you Stacey. It fascinates me that the vast majority of practicing JW's never look into the history of their organization, they don't even want to. Quite a while ago, I typed into Google, "Origin of Jehovah's Witnesses" I was shocked, and I know that I turned pale with what I found out, literally. I looked deeper, thinking this can't be right. The more I researched, the more I found that my conscience would not permit me to stay in this organization any longer. I wrote a letter stating that I could no longer be a JW, and why, with documentation. I sent the letter to Bethel, Ha Ha, never herd a word back. At least my life has been free from that time on. This is from a girl who pioneered, all in etc. Never again.

I still have this book. It plays on your mind.

Very interesting, I used to take it for granted that Jesus believed in a paradise earth as that was what was impressed upon my mind as a child. I have never understood how God could expect Adam and Eve to be happy prancing around in the Garden of Eden forever and ever. I much prefer the Gnostic Christian texts which were banned by the upcoming orthodox church. They portray the God of the Old testament as cruel wanting to keep humanity bound to the earthly realm so he could have power over them; reminds me of the Govering Body. The snake is even seen as the good guy and represents Jesus for in fact the snake did not lie, for Adam and Eve's eyes were opened and they became as Gods (A subject for another podcast perhaps.....Hint! )

Yes it's the biggest lie and without it practically all slaves would leave

Thank you..well done.

Thanks for sharing. In Isaias 65: 17-25 it say we are to look for this new heaven and new earth. The former confusions, sins and miseries of the human race, shall be no more remembered or renewed. My opinion is the scriptures are talking about the future 🤔

Hello Stacey, I have listened to this episode 3 times, as I think it's one of your most important, really mind blowing. I just wondered how you would answer a JW who refers to at the end of the 1000 years, New Jerusalem descends from heaven to earth in Revelation. I think some adventist religions believe that the earth is desolate for a 1000 years, and at the end of 1000 years God's Kingdom comes down to restore the earth. Be interested in your thoughts, or maybe a subject for a podcast? BTW is there anyway to DM you? Kind regards Denis

Well done. Well done ....

After leaving and not investigating the teachings, practically POMI (while recently I also came to the realisation that I actually never believed...), I mostly felt guilty I was letting my parents go to paradise without their youngest daughter. So I got to accept already I’d not go there after dying (aparently I didn’t really think Armageddon was near, besides wondering about it 2 specific moments (shootings in Paris and start of the war in Ukraine where on the news I saw a br at the trainstation with their logo)). Learning that it’s a false teaching, for me, goes into the bucket ”not very surprising”. Though if you strongly believed and hoped for this and then learn it’s false... I can imagine it’s very tough and has a big impact, also on how you look at life and the future 😥

Jesus said in John 14:3 2In My Father’s house are many rooms. If it were not so, would I have told you that I am going there to prepare a place for you? 3And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come back and welcome you into My presence, so that you also may be where I am. 4You know the way to the place where I am going.

Isaiah 65:17-25 to Isaiah 66:1 is what I used to sell to people at the door about the “paradise on Earth” using that little tract with the child petting the panda. Can’t recall the title 😂 Edit: It’s clear it was about Jewish expectations when I read it in context. The Jews/Israelites had no heavenly aspirations EVER!

Lies on top of lies. 😂

There was a lot Jesus didn’t reveal to his disciples at that time. He didn’t reveal Armageddon coming. He didn’t reveal king of north or south. He came to earth to die and preach of a heavenly hope for mankind at that time. Having said that, I do wonder why in revelation it mentions 24 elders being around the throne of God ( meant to picture all 144000 together before thrown) and the 144000 is then understood by jws as being literal.? If 24 elders not taken as a literal number then why is 144000 taken as literal?

Very interesting Paradise Stuff !

I red some comments on Isaias prophecy and what it means for us. Something that helped me understand that, is mention in Hebrews 1:1-2. long ago God spoke to our forefathers, (jews ancestors, not to us) by means of the prophets (Isaias included), but now ( first century) he (God) has spoken to us ( Paul and christians) by means of his son. So, according to Paul, what Isaias wrote is not for us. 1:18:03

Oh dear, i have only read a few comments and although i studied, was never baptised, something always held me back at the last minute. BUT...... i am a Christian with no congregation, and i totally 100 per cent. Believe in Jeshua ( Jesus) and all he promised and all he did. Of course we can live forever.......i cant remember the exact scientist who said this, but before my LORD i promise you its true, an eminent scientist from a topfacility said the following, and put it in print : " thing is, we dont know WHY DEATH OCCURS, OR WHY THE AGING PROCESS BEGINS, the human cell has everything it needs to keep regenerating.....to go on forever, its as though something stepped in and tweaked or reprogrammed it ......we simply cannot understand WHY DEATH OCCURS". And folks i believe that we can indeed keep going, because it is SCIENTIFICALLY VIABLE, indeed theres more to support eternal life than there is death!. I am a university educated person, people often comment on my "intelligence".....which is strange to me but i do find most people to be insufferably stupid......mjusst in case you presume me to be a moron. I am a retired psychologist. We can indeed live forever, as Christ promised, try not to throw away the Creators entire manual just because jws got it so wrong. Jesus came to show us how to live and to tell us what was going to happen and to prove it, all of which He did.

Great job. Thank you.

Why would JW want to live in a paradise earth? Didn't anyone ever think that after a billion/trillion years you may have had enough? You couldn't ask god to end it so you live an infinite life with a limited amount to do. It would turn into hell on earth.

Love the picture of the tower on the cover

What about all the scriptures at the beginning of the book that promise everlasting life? 8 Although the first human couple disobeyed God, thus proving to be unfit to live forever, God’s original purpose did not change. It must be fulfilled! (Isaiah 55:11) The Bible promises: “The righteous themselves will possess the earth, and they will reside forever upon it.” (Psalm 37:29) Often the Bible tells of God’s arrangement to give humans who serve him everlasting life.-John 3:14-16, 36; Isaiah 25:8; Revelation 21:3, 4.

In reality, no one can say what actually happens to us after death. You say we will never see our dead loved ones again. NO ONE KNOWS THAT. We agree that most of WATCHTOWER teaches is untrue. But the Bible is very questionable from Genesis forward. If you scrutinize the first four chapters of Genesis, reading word for word very slowly, NOTHING is answered, but everything stated, does not make sense in any way. So if Genesis is unexplainable and makes no sense, how can anything else make sense in the rest of the Bible. The God of the Bible is NOT a nice person. I would not have a fleshly human friend if he was like God. Humans have no true answers of what happens to anyone after death. There are no referrals from someone that came back to tell everyone. So anyone claiming they know, is just guessing and presuming based on no evidence, they should just let it lie without presumptions.

Stacey, thank you for patiently exposing the hateful, totally unkind deception that has been committed against unsuspecting people. The further question concerns who are the ones plotting this from the beginning…what agenda is served and how do the worlds governments profit from the willing compliance of Jehovahs Witnesses?

The biggest difference Faithfull Faith of worshipers of allmighty God Jehovah is awesomeness most.that many cannot digest it In a world poorly spiritually.

"...wear meeting clothes forever" 🤣

I’ve watched several ex jw channels and a lot of you have something in common. Your graphic design is impeccable. That surviving paradise looks like an ice cream cone gone wrong. I know it’s a poop tower lol. You all are incredibly effective at presenting information pleasantly.

Hello Stacy! I am your age. Was born third generation in jw cult. I wrote my D A letter when I was 17 years old. I was shunned at home. I was escaping on the/my bicycle 🚲 every day. They're didn't give me a chance to find a job... I was kicked out on the street without a penny in my pockets. I had my backpack 🎒. It was in 1986..... I don't regret it. I had bad people... I found good people. I survived a serial killer. I don't know why. I was talking about it with 2 guys tonight and they told me that I deserved to live. 😢 don't worry, the barmaid gave me a lift to my place ❤ I have the guilt of the survivor and one of the guys told me to stop worrying about it. I am alive to tell the story. I deserve to be alive... I can't believe that the 5 young women who died before me didn't deserve to live. Anyway, like the barmaid said: they are nice just until they are not. I know too much about that. I used to be beaten by men because I was so naive and gullible.

I enjoyed your video. You’re so funny. I’m I’ll with a bad throat infection and you made me laugh so much it hurt. 😢I one a comment to make. Maybe Jesus didn’t mention a great crowd to live on earth to his disciples because it wasn’t appropriate to reveal it? It was something so far into the future. That’s why this great crowd were only mentioned in the book of revelation 96CE. The teaching at the time was that of gathering the anointed ones. It wasn’t food at the proper time? Just an idea which I’m hoping is true. I was baptised 1968 and at present I’m unsure about everything

It's more like they're living in a spiritual hell 😥😥