I can't exactly say I understand what you feel but just relating seeing someone who is struggling just like you and just seeing them talk about it make you feel safe and just that your not alone in this
hey stranger i dont know who you are, i got your video randomly on my fyp. seems like things are a bit messy for you right now. i hope things will be better for you, you are a strong person, take care
I can relate alot to your struggles. Im 19 and just about to begin my MBBS this year, but I still can understand the feelings of inadequacy you talk about, despite being in a position so many would sacrifice so much to have. I observe alot of what you talk about in myself too, from shortcomings to procrastination, beating yourself over the let downs, fearing disappointing those supporting you, running the rat-race to become 'someone' in this world, insecurities about being fat at a young age, and other such debilitating thoughts. You put the thoughts down really well, and Im sure there are many others that resonated with this. Glad to see that you are not beating yourself over your failures, and are looking forward to improving and looking towards the light at the end of the tunnel. I hope you stay motivated as such. I hope to see a day when you change the name from 'Mistake Journal' to 'Success Journal'. Bless your heart.
Oh gosh, I was so very skeptical in having to put forth a video which I randomly put a camera to during my peak vulnerability. Your comment, I truly can’t express as to how much it means to me rn Soham. Honestly, at the end of the day, we are all just humans ‘trying’’. ‘Trying’ to make that first salary, ‘trying’ to retire our parents young, ‘trying’ to make something out of our own lives, ‘trying’ to put forth a ‘meaning’ out of this mere finite time we get in here. And yet here I was sitting contemplating what if my classmates find my video and make a complete fool of me in class. It’s trivial, I know, yet I’m too scared of the “image” that I so dearly guard with all my might. Too naive to realise that the “image” was something I crafted myself as a pass to dwell in this society. But the “image” is truly a joke when u r in ur 20s, isnt it? As the big shots tell u, 20s are meant to “explore”. So imma cut u and me some slack, and preach as many mistakes as one is capable of committing, BUT NEVER TWICE. U made my day, heck even a week Soham, much power to u. Thank u ❤️🩹
Hey girl… i just ended my internship this year. And im 25 so i can say im like a senior to you. Trust me when is say this i feel you. Ive been there crying at 2am questioning my life choices i still do. But trust me things get better. For me they did. I realised medicine is a part of my life NOT MY LIFE. I am a human a woman who loves rain and reading manga and loves watching anime … who cries when someone screams at her… who loves dogs and is scared of cats who has different opinions about the ongoing trends and most of all i am someone who is loved. I hope l things getting better for you too. Like they did for me. You seem like a beautiful soul and i would have loved to have you as a junior in my college and i hope someday i meet you
@@AKMukku this fills my heart with such joy. And yes, i REALLY did feel it when u said "i am someone who is loved". It's always the little things Thank u for commenting 🤍
Hey fellow medical student, Im a fresher still awaiting for my session to start, medicine is a field which makes u look deep into urself. It forces u to ask urself some questions about how much ur willing to sacrifice, it drains u but its a journey u need to navigate through and with that journey comes a lotta negative thoughts. Im stunned at ur maturity in communicating ur thoughts so well and wish u the best for the future
hii stranger this randomly appeared in my feed and being in medical school I can totally feel your self talk...and i salute you to put your feelings out here. All the best ...you got this :)
Virtual hug from a fellow medic from 3rd year. Im still struggling in medschool but this too will pass. ❤ we shall overcome this. Wish you all the strength to pass your future exams!
Oh Dear, very glad that you are able to express yourself so clearly about what you are going through and how you feel about it. It's never too late in life. So much clarity is enough to make life decisions. Take a pause and speak to your parents if you want to pursue something else. It's never too late in life. At the end being happy is what matters.
Hey mate, don't belittle urself plz. We're all by ur side, sry, didn't see ur video, now I had to go thru it. C'mon, ur doing way better than ppl out there. There's a reason this thought is stuck on to u. Ur amongst the very less ppl ik who doesn't give up. Ur efforts matter, plz don't self sabotage urself. And yea plz don't care abt what the other ppl have to say abt u. Ngl, u inspire many ppl. KEEP YOUR HEAD UP SOLDIER!!! UR DOING GREAT SHREYA!!!
as a senior All I can say is rn it feels like end of the world but one day you'll cry while leaving your college same as what happened with your school so hold ur chin up and just show up to life every day and in the process of one day at a time you'll learn something which is in every doctor in the world 'perseverance ' we r not god , we r normal 20ish kids and give yourself that room where udk what life is there's still plenty to learn so don't give up and move forward you do you because nobody else will do that
exams aate jate rahenge and don't be stressed abt it the most sucessful doctor in ur area won't even be with the best credentials , he'll be the best at communication skills
@@mistake.journal welcome remember u r not an adult u r not someone who will shoulder any responsibility for a patient that is the reason why it is a 5.5 yr course + 3 years of PG u maybe in 1st year rn and man 3 years is a long time to figure out stuff Dr Devi shetty did his MBBS in 7 years and rn he is one of the top CTVS in India and is known for his one of a kind philanthropy hospital he also has a netflix special on him named Surgeons cut ig 80% of people in clgs are the ones who didnt wanna do MBBS it doesn't matter what went in it will matter what comes out
Hey, no idea how your video came on my feed but it's crazy how relatable these experiences were. I'll just leave bit of advice here which I wish I could tell my younger self, (which surely will sound cliched😂) "stop beating yourself up so much", and "bro, the longer you run unwillingly in the rat race the more bruised you'll end up. Life is not a race; breath in, look around and see for what it actually is to you." And yeah most advices in life are easier said than done, so...stay strong!
Hey Shreya As ur senior I can very well relate to ur situation .. specially that procrastination part …I got supplementary in first year MBBS ….and had same line of thoughts as yours … I always felt out of place … According to me doing MBBS is difficult not because of academics …. It’s because of constant competition, comparisons and expectations of society ….. and in order to achieve all that sometimes we tend to lose ourselves …But believe me it’s a phase which probably comes in a life of every student….last month I gave my Neet pg exam and soon such fancy abbreviations will be added in front of my name too…So just believe in your self and show up everyday.. You r way stronger than you think.. you can contact me if you ever need someone to talk or just to vent it out😊..All the best
Hi You, *virtual hugs from me to you* Its probably hard for you rn, and i know you may have felt like you have failed in life and future but i want you to know that it is not the Reality. It may seem so blurry right now for u, and positivity seems like so hard to take on, that is understandable. Whether you failed or almost failed the subject , please know that it has nothing to do about your capabilities, lets serve this as a lesson to be learned. I am so proud of you, coz first of all, you got into med school❤ i believe , truly believe you will be amazing doctor, please keep on fighting, the score does not define your entire being, you get up , try again, and do good !if not you will try again. I am sure you will make it in life and get back in this video and feel proud that yes you got it. ❤ All the best missy, 🦋
i'm a neet pg aspirant,29 fucked up this attempt , got a rank of 26k will be attempting again next year, on top of that i'm an fmge, had 6 years duration of mbbs(ukraine), 6 months for preparation of fmge, extra 1 year of internship, always had that pressure of clearing fmge in 1st attempt, will people around me even accept me as a doctor etc etc thinking that i will be relieved after i clear this exam, now i understand that,none of that mattered, everybody have their own journey, enjoying the process is important rather than the outcome, we are in such a field that exams will come and go, always we need to find our happiness in between, & remember no matter how good you are in studies, patient doctor interaction is what matters the most in the long run... take care , hope you find joy again in med school🎉🎉
Tbh many youngster get into this field without knowing the dark side of it and the famous quote "mbbs mai rona is far better without mbbs ke rona" Which is totally wrong agr mbbs nhi mila toh zyada se zyada ek sal ro loge but eventually *you will move on* and trust me this is not going to matter in long run when you are done with other degree which of course something which interests you lil bit but atleast you will move on, and there are so many opportunities that is going to fall in your feet and trust me you will think that there are better options other then mbbs. So trust in god, god has better plans for you.
I'll be turning 20 in 5 months..I'm on my 2nd drop, not because I'm dumb but the fact that I procrastinated last year which is on my 1st drop year...it's fucked up for me too..the fact that it eventually means I'm dumb, now even 7 months left for neet 2025 but I'm still on a low level and I'm fucked from all sides now, everything is shit but I will get out of this
Hey All I will say is Good Luck be strong especially emotionally. Its your life, don't think much just do whatever you like I don't think anyone will give you a straight answer, even if they do its not that simple Listen JUST LIVE have fun. try your best and update me
