>be me >20 years old >meet a nice goth girl that shows me a whole new world of music >falls in love with the cure because of her >she turns out to be toxic and I end the friendship after a year of just “talking” >now I sit here missing her even tho she’s bad for me >doomer version of said song hurts 20x more >smoke a whole pack of smokes
Spent 4 years chasing the red hair goddess of my dreams. She was in a relationship when i met her so I put my feelings aside. I was with a few different girls and had a few relationships but they didn’t last long or amount to much. Every time I shut my eyes i saw her. I ended up with an opportunity and took it too quick and played all my cards too soon and she ghosted me. I fucked up. I’m sorry B. I’ve never loved or felt for a girl like i did, and still do for you. My heart will always rest in the palm of your hand no matter how battered and bruised its become from what happened. And i’m sorry for what happened.
I mean I never planned on making it past my teens, and now I'm in my twenties, and things have kinda started working out. Not always the easiest thing to do, but if you just keep on going, things start to change at least
At 1.25 speed I would listen to this after a shower thinking of how i ruined connections,I could of have with beautiful girls that loved me but I never solidified a relationship with.Just thinking apart different life routes that could of happened like Mr.Nobody. >I just turned 20
I miss playing Gmod and Left 4 Dead 2 with them dearly. I thought he was perfect soulmate material. I lost my chance to get a soulmate right after I went ape shit on someone. I loved them so dearly. I miss the good times I had with them.
This is great. I have a request. Can you please upload a version without the static and other effects? Just a slow version? I would love to put that on while driving through the rain.
>be me >Be 19 >Knows girl for about 2 years and catches huge fucking feelings >None back >She goes through a whole mental breakdown and breakup >I'm always there saying I love her >Doesn't believe Maybe she appreciates me? Maybe I'm just fucking stupid