My friend's girlfriend OD'd and died, then my friend couldn't live without her, so he OD'd too... i lost two good friends in a matter of days, but that was several years ago. They loved this band so a little while after I looked up the album cause i missed them and still do, but this song i hadn't heard before. I was high and emotional and praying to God for help. This song really spoke to me in a way nothing had before - i made that decision listening to this and took a stand for myself and I swallowed all my shame and i sought help. Today Im clean, sober, and I've helped 3 of my friends get out of that abyss since.