I ran out of storage.
I did’t have that much more to say.
I walk in the footsteps of my heritage. Trying to work things out. I actually don’t know if I will be able to succeed because it’s so incredibly heavy.
I come to the surface and sometimes I dance.
But it weighs me down again.. as people are not humble and giving thanks to God.
The Native Americans are connected to spirit. And some others are as well.
The devils greatest trick is guilt, shame, fear. And making human beings consume and pleasure themselves to ignore the root cause of everything.
I am doing my best to come clean.
Literally praying in the shower.
But my heart burns like a thousand suns..
That’s a lot of pain.
No pain, no gain. But man.. I takes the joy out of a life I am supposed to enjoy.
Every single birthday gift and meal was guilt written for me growing up. Every single trip.
I have just been marinated in guilt all my life.
I am not complaining like a victim.
I am just saying that it’s hard to clean the heart of the ocean when all my affirmations are like a single drop.
We can’t just keep drinking Coké and blasting the happy tunes. It’s suicide.
We need to feel and ask for forgivness. I will continue with this. I will ask for all of us to be forgiven for mistreating and abusing love.
As we are not in understanding of the consequences.
Pay tribute and praise to the house of love!
To God, Source!
And come clean in all sincerety in all humility.
Things will change.
No matter how far I come in my soul expansion and cleansing I still now that I will make a difference. It will become better.
I will change the world because we are all connected.
I just hope I can get a kiss from a Native American girl before I die. You feel me?
11 июл 2024
