lyrics! And I'd give up forever to touch you 'Cause I know that you feel me somehow You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be And I don't want to go home right now And all I can taste is this moment And all I can breathe is your life And sooner or later, it's over I just don't wanna miss you tonight And I don't want the world to see me 'Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming Or the moment of truth in your lies When everything feels like the movies Yeah, you bleed just to know, you're alive And I don't want the world to see me 'Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am And I don't want the world to see me 'Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am And I don't want the world to see me 'Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am I just want you to know who I am I just want you to know who I am I just want you to know who I am
And I'd give up forever to touch you 'Cause I know that you feel me somehow You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be And I don't want to go home right now And all I can taste is this moment And all I can breathe is your life And sooner or later, it's over I just don't wanna miss you tonight And I don't want the world to see me 'Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming Or the moment of truth in your lies When everything feels like the movies Yeah, you bleed just to know, you're alive And I don't want the world to see me 'Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am And I don't want the world to see me 'Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am And I don't want the world to see me 'Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am I just want you to know who I am I just want you to know who I am I just want you to know who I am
I was sent to the er because my school found a note about how much I wanted to die and how I was self h@rming and I had to stay in a mental hospital for 6 hours (like 9 pm) all of this is basically my two ex's fault. My first ex blamed me for cheating on them and told everyone about it and I got a ton of backlash (I worst I got were death threats) they owned up to it half a year later and were on better terms but the impact they made is still there. for example people still talk about hoe toxic and mean I am in the locker room. so that's there, my second ex, she well put everything on me she was really depressed and I felt like I had to fix it and it was my job to do that and pushed me down a lot and I broke up with her after 5 months of it it fucking hurt me so much. shes now super happy and its like everything I did is just a fucking waste. now I staying home from school and I'm on a waiting list for an online school for like depressed kids, and I'm probably leaving my school soon I wanna go for school for like 3 more days to see my best friend and the two other people that actually like me :0. but I'm scared to go back because they wouldn't understand like my ex's and all the other people and my teachers so I relate to the lines "and I don't want the world to see me because I don't think they would understand"
My dad's favorite song, Everytime it played we blasted it and sung out loud. Looking back at those memories with my dad, a lot of them include this song.
"And I'd give up forever to touch you 'Cause I know that you feel me somehow You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be And I don't want to go home right now And all I can taste is this moment And all I can breathe is your life And sooner or later, it's over I just don't wanna miss you tonight And I don't want the world to see me 'Cause I don't think that they'd understand" That hits hard🤧
j finished watching heartstopper a week ago. and this song reminds me of them. ik i’m like 2 months late but i wish i could bring back time and stop myself from watching it🤧 the show’s too unrealistic and ik i’m never gonna have that type of relationship which makes me sad BUT man this show has my heart and is def one of my favorite shows now. i literally love every single second of it and the whole cast as well. UGH i’m so obsessed🤧 it hurts
and I'd give up forever to touch you cause I know that you feel me somehow you're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be and I don't want to go home right now 😭😭😭