The hardest goodbye  

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Is it on Amazon?

Yes!!! I want it, where do I get it?

Also, if it's at all possible please make an audible version 🙏 I drive A LOT and would love to listen to the stories.

Yes! ♥️

Same

Me as well.❤

Same I’m in some bad pain from surgery I had and exhausted thus made me ugly cry lol

Me too 😢

@@hopeadler507 get well soon 🤞

Now I’m crying.

Ugly crying! That touched me.

Crying 😥

And now I'm ugly crying 💔😭😭😭

It's true. We're all passing through here. It's transient but we treat it as if it's permanent. We all have a birth date and death date and should live like it. We're are here with a desire for Truth (that can be ignored just like the conscience) and a special purpose fit for our talents and potential. Knowledge :having info Understanding: being able to comprehend the info Wisdom: the application of that info Seek wisdom, be doers not hearers, Give Thanks

Are you saved by Jesus Christ?

@@EEEEEEEEmmaI think the answer to that can be implied by what she said, I believe she is!

Dang now you've got me bawling twice!

Mediums are not to be trusted. Only being faithful and attending Mass will save you. Learn the TRUTH. ​@lt19611

I'm ugly crying for you!!! I can't wait to see who brings me home. 😭

fun fact: angels can actually take the forms of humans, that's why it's known to be nice to everyone (in case someone in your neighborhood was an angel), of course, people should be nice regardless if they're religious or not (I'm not, but I like learning about religion) hope this was a fun fact :)

@@omori-kid8602be nice to every blonde blue eyed person I see- got it ✅ 👍

She's even Angelic looking

My husband has a Home Health nurse now that reminds me of this angel. I am in need of such a sweet soul helping us through getting my husband well. God sent her.

@@patriciasasso6325it’s her eyes… they do say eyes are the window to the soul

I wish my memaw did that to me before she passed, she couldn't talk and couldn't walk or eat 🥺😭

My memaw did something like that too. She was my dad's mom, she hadn't spoke in a week, had been off life support for a couple days. Her last words on this Earth were "I love you" to my dad.

rest in oyt

@@GabbyTheurertedtgh

@@MelaharmonyN0tesrestgy

……or a Saint.

Or both 🥰♥️♥️

I was just thinking the same.. You really are an angel..

I did same to my grandad. It's hard to know you are seeing someone last time in this lifetime.❤

My dad held on in hospital for 14 days after they stopped his feeding tube as he had pneumonia and every time I left I had to tell him it was ok if he went. He was really emotional the first few times and would hug for so long never wanting it to end. It was hard to walk away knowing it might be your last glance. As the days went on and he was only conscious some of the time it was easier walking out the door but trying to relay to him how much you love him in the windows he's asleep not knowing if he will be awake when you leave the hospital for the night was.. really emotional.

When I know my parents are dying, I’m not going to let them die on a bed. I’m going to do everything they could possibly want, and that could just be letting them go to sleep one final time. Rest in peace 🙏

​@@adisyncunningham297my dad had a feeding tube due to emergency tracheostomy performed and was told he would never eat again. Any food or liquid in his mouth was a choking risk due to inhalation so he was only allowed small bits of water to lubricate his mouth. He found this really hard for the last couple months of his life and when he vomited and inhaled it one day he got pneumonia and became terminal anyway so all the rules went out the window. He was having potato cakes, icy poles, fizzy drinks, gummy snakes. 😂 We snuck them to him in the hospital and he was like a kid on Halloween night. 😂 It's was a bit naughty and rebellious but he didn't think he would ever taste food again and that's all he wanted. Plus he was dying anyway. I've never seen someone so happy to be eating.

@@noth9617 awh

Ditto

My mom used to do this work. She has to quit because she couldn't deal with losing any more "family"

@@krazytoe yeah it seems rough God bless your mom ❤️

Same here, and there is no way I could leave for the weekend. I’m not that good at compartmentalizing, and you really need to be. Not a job for Empaths. They’d be great, but would burn out fast.

@@evereden2642 Yes! I totally agree as a fellow empath it would be tough!

Oh my heart. ❤ Your grandmother was amazing and she must've loved y'all so so so much. I'm glad you got to say goodbye. ❤

Ok this made me finally cry. Was holding it in with all the other comments. I wish so bad I could have said bye to my grandma I really believe she would have lived or stayed to be there for me. She didn't want me to know she was dying so I didn't talk to her for 3 weeks. When she was dying people tried to get a hold of me to come say bye like right before she died but didn't get a hold of me in time...

I wish so bad I believed in heaven and getting to see everybody again but I just don't =[ I believe we tell ourselves that because the reality is just really hard. That everything just ends. I'm really trying to come to terms with death lately and been really obsessed with it

It’s crazy how long they hold on. When my mom was sick with cancer, I lived about an hour and a half away. I came to visit her, the next day I was getting ready to leave and go home. My sister begged me to stay one more night. I told her I couldn’t because I worked in the morning and she just kept begging me to just leave early in the morning. I asked my friend who was with me if they cared if we stayed the night again and left early and they were cool with it so we stayed one more night. I was woken up at 5am that morning by my mom’s best friend telling me to come into her room because it was time. Me and my sisters held her hands and told her we were all with her and she passed a few moments later. 9 years later in saying goodbye to my grandma in the hospital and I am holding her hand and I get a shock through my body and see my mom and grandpa and they are waiting for her. I told my grandma that they were there with her and she passed in that moment.

​@@IttyBitty412 I pray and really, really hope that you come to Jesus Christ before you take your last breath. I really mean that. Jesus Christ is THE ONLY WAY to eternal life, so beautiful that we can't even imagine. He loves you and He wants you to love Him. Take care, my friend 💜

It’s called being a cute northwestern European person 😂

@@KatRenown Are we watching the same thing? She sounds American rather than European to me. She is really cute but I meant her soul is angel like. Some people are pretty on the outside but ugly on the inside. Some people are ugly on the outside but pretty inside. A rare few, like our friend here are beautiful inside and out.

I'm crying even more now 😢

I imagine everyday I had a moment like this with dad. I told him countless times how much love him. But he just wasn’t there. I ask myself why everyday. Hope to dream with him one day telling me he is happy

I called my Nanny "Nanny" too, you don't hear that very often ❤ She had moderate dementia when she passed away in the hospital from emphysema. The last time I visited her before she lost consciousness, she told me she'd fix me fried chicken the next time I came to see her. I am completely holding her to that promise when I see her again beyond this life. I have been missing her for decades now, but I do have hope I'll see her again 🥲

🥹 she has a way of bringing that behavior out.. in the best way

You are lovely.

Me, too 😢

I'm sure she does

Some are, and some are the absolute worst.

All nurses should be trained by her! Write another book on how to treat people , unless the book that's being written has that in there. You are an Angel. 🥺😇🙏

My aunt Diane hands down behind earth Angel and kindest woman next to my recently late sister I’ve ever met

may she fly high🕊🩶

I bet she's so excited to see you again ♥

I appreciate the kind words, my mind gets distracted with 3 young kiddos but everyday I find myself thinking about how much I need her still. ❤

i lost my grandma too in september, i was the only grandchild that didnt say goodbye even though i promised her i would, but i think she wanted to let me off easy because she knew that i couldnt handle something like this

What do you mean different emotion?

...cause we're all in the way...right?

A much needed thing that is not meant for everyone. When we initially met with the hospice rep when my dad was sick, she was training a new rep that cried. She ugly cried while we told the story of the stuff my father had been through…🤦🏾‍♀️ Very nice person but hospice care was not the field for her.

It truly is a calling. These people are angels on earth. Most people can't handle this much pain, sorrow, loss. I couldn't. I used to work in health care. Even with my patients I saw only every few months, I still got to know them and was sad when they passed.

I've seen very tired exhausted hospice nurses . I had enough pain watching aids patients and cancer patients find out they were going to die. It got to me especially the Aids patients the medication they put them on was going to kill them quicker AZT and who was responsible for that was Fauci. On the 80's I worked in an outpatient hospital pharmacy.

Everyone needs it.We all need the LORD!Theres Power in PRAYER.

Through my years as a nurse, whether it was Hospice, Psychiatry, Long Term/Skilled Care or Emergency…I have learned that my patients often give me more than I ever can give them. What an honor to be almost welcomed into the family during some of the most vulnerable times of their lives…

My daddy was an old school holiness preacher. He was praying for people to be healed when he himself was dying of cancer. And God did heal them too. He told me he saw Jesus at the foot of his bed and he told him to come. And right before he left he told us he saw a river with beautiful flowers.

Amen!

Wow!! That is amazing! What an incredible woman.

I can just tell you’re one of those people who is gonna have a long line of people waiting for you in heaven too ❤️

the best person on earth

Same here. Dying is all I think about now.

​76 & I'm the same & trying to prepare

I'm almost 40, and death is on my mind so often that it's become like an old friend that cones to stay I absolutely don't expect that I will see pearly gates I'll see a heck of a lot of fire

And I truly hope you will!❤😢

The night before my mom died I kissed her and said 'see you next time'. I could never bring myself to say goodbye during her decline.

@Thrennish I knew my gran had six months, so everyday after that I always said goodbye to her when I was going out (she lived with us for her last year or so). I just didn't expect her to leave us the day she did, so it was see you later instead of the usual routine I had with her.. maybe that's when she thought I'd be okay with her going? I always wonder that, even 12 years later😔

Awww congratulations to you on your new journey! May God continue to keep you .

This comment right here made me cry dude

Yeahhhhhh welcome to our fold. You are going to love it hate it and it's the hardest job in the world but you will be closest to angels you can imagine and it's real. Stay calm and know nothing can hurt you physically. Go with God's help and pray quiet prayers ....

Amazing! I'm sure when you do die, you will see your grandma in heaven! :D

@OoOpizzaI agree with you, but remember, when it comes to death, let them believe that they will see their family again. It’s hard. Let them have it as a coping mechanism

@OoOpizza I’m just saying, it’s unfair to tell people to stop believing him. I think, they should focus on what they can see though, and it’s annoying when they use the Bible in arguments, buttttt also it’s not a big deal if they believe it. It’s rude and mean to tell them god isn’t real. Your not gonna change their opinions, so just leave them alone. And the video is about death, so why would you go up to someone talking about something important to them and say it’s not real.

god ain’t real though

@OoOpizza”HE” absolutely does not “take kids” and it’s so awful that nonbelievers like you’d at this garbage about the one who literally created you and gave you life! These awful things happen because of sin. NOT BECAUSE OF GOD! Sun is evil, poisons in the food, air, and water are evil and they cause illness. Genetics caused by yep you guessed it SIN, cause illness. Parasites cause illness. The list goes on and on. You can’t blame YOUR CREATOR for the bad things that happen because of what creation decided to do with their own free will. I pray you wake up soon. I pray you truly seek God Almighty before it’s too late. He wants you in heaven with Him for eternity, but if you keep on with the way you’re believing and speaking you won’t have that. Friend I promise, you do not want to spend all of eternity away from God. He is the very reason we have any joy, peace, or comfort in this world. Remove Him and you have an eternity of literal torture. We’ve been made to believe that “if you can’t see it or they can’t show proof it isn’t real” and that was done on purpose to separate you from God. DO NOT LET SATAN WIN! You will be begging forgiveness on judgement day.

@@idontreadorreplyYES HE IS!!!!!!

But how beautiful it is, that you got to be a great mom, because if you weren’t…. She wouldn’t feel this way ❤️. See you on the other side one day.

She’ll be fine God will take care of her, don’t worry. She knows you love her and she loves you. Blessings to you and your family, every thing happens for a reason.

I’m 58 and stage 4 colorectal cancer and very close to my daughter. I worry about her also. I lived through the birth of my grandson who also just had his first birthday. They are both the light of my world here. I know I will be going to heaven soon and that I need to trust God to their care. I can’t wait to have no more pain. Thanks for sharing and I pray Peace for you.❤

She loves you and it will be hard. But please don't feel you have to be strong for her. This is your time for things to be about you

​@@NoThankUBeQuietwell said❤!

I'm sorry for your loss.

@@jesusdiedforoursins Thank you, I appreciate that.

I'm so sorry. I know how hard it is to outlive a close family member. I've outlived my mom by 7yrs now as she was only 45 & I 19.

Im so sorry I cant imagine how hard that must be for you

@@noahbarratt3597 Thank you! It is. In fact, today happens to be her birthday. Exactly 1 month after mine. So it's a little extra hard.

I came here to comment on the orb!!! Definitely someone coming to thank her for the beautiful soul she is!

I came to find if anyone else noticed the orb! ❤ What a special surprise!

YES, I SAW THE ORB.

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Yessss was coming to say about the orb too!! She is AMAZING❤

Awww ❤️

It looked like a butterfly

I just wrote a comment about it. Didnt know anyone saw it. She is truly an angel.

i saw that too!

I came to the comments to see if anyone else saw that. 😊 I knew others would see what I saw

What does that even mean? Orbs? It's just dust particles

So I specifically came to the comments section just to see if anyone else seen these orbs in her videos as well. It’s like they see her as a bright light. 😊

@@staceyt557me too❤

Wait orbs?

I’m so glad I’m not the only one who’s noticed. I believe the orbs are whoever it is she’s referring to in that particular skit. I think it shows that these are genuine stories and not exaggeration for social media views. Speaks so loudly to her commitment to care and more importantly, her genuinely kind spirit. Gives me chills just typing this!

@@averageSockyep! Look closely around the time “the patient” mentions something about the nurse is going to have a line of people waiting for her when she gets to heaven. I’m pretty sure there’s two small ones that float by. The biggest and more noticeable one comes when she says, “but they better get out my way because I want to be the first one that hugs you”. It’s so magical and heartwarming. I think it’s proof of the after life. ❤️

Then theres ones where youre just like, "hurry up an die already!" 😂

Same but for me 2017.. Grandmothers are our everythings.

I am so, so sorry for your loss. That had to be so hard!! Grandmas are the best ever!

I once visited the hospital to visit my ailing father, and his room was empty, I was crushed, so I just walked around the hallway and I saw two young people working as they pushed a patient along, and I saw one of them stroking the forehead of this patient, and as I got closer I saw it was my dad. I was so impressed by their behavior towards my father, since they didn't know him but they treated him as if they really cared and were worried about the bumps and jostling they were putting this patient through. I got to tell them he was my dad and I followed them to the new room. It takes a special type of person to do this work, and of course there are horrible stories, but there are so many wonderful caring people working in the field.

This reminds me of when I was working in a nursing home. Everyone was always heartbroken when we heard a resident was gonna be dying. Their families would come from all over but the saddest part was most of the time these residents wouldn’t get visitors until their families were told they were dying. In my unit we only had one man who’s wife would come visit him every day, everyone else would maybe get a visit on birthdays and holidays

you guys broke up?

@@salihakadir4388 No, my father moved me away from N.C. to Georgia. It was a long time until we meet again. We were both married.

I'm so happy for you and I'm honestly really upset at those kids for not helping

Jesus loves you and is coming back soon pray m and ask him for forgiveness and repent today and join the kingdom of heaven!!! Isaiah 41:10 God tells us to not to fear. He says, Fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God; I will strengthen you, I will help you, I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.❤❤❤

@@avasecord that’s nice please stop.

Didn’t expect to see Wally here, that’s such a sweet story. I’m sure you’re a nice person.

I was looking for exactly this comment! I saw it too ✨️❤

I saw it immediately and went back to pause at it for a closer look. Perhaps some things are coincidence, and maybe some aren't.

She has so many angels watching over her… I have a feeling more orbs will be seen. 😊😊❤❤

Yes!!❤

Where is it? Can you put the number?

She was waiting for her babies to be in bed; I hope time has brought you healing Hope you have a great day/night

Moms are very loving, and being a mom for 5 years now, I completely understand that your mom didn’t want to see you suffer. May she RIP. but hope you can see her later too.🙏🙏🙏😢

As a Momma I’m certain that’s what she was waitin for. It breaks my heart to think of my babies in pain. May your Momma Rest In Peace

Thats beautiful ❤

Same. This is the last time I'm cutting onions on the couch I swear!😭

Samee and usually don’t cry because of shorts

Please make sure his family has a copy of his DD-214 so he can get his military rights upon death.

@@MadeByGod1973 This! So important.

They are waiting for you, too!

Oh. WWOOWWWW..same here. Mom in 2016 dad in 2021 and daughter in 2020. ❤️

​Chris, I am so sorry for your losses. That is so much for one person to bare.There is an old saying, "Time heals all wounds." I know that isn't true but time does make it easier to accept and adapt. Bless you.

@@pattishumateanderson4633 ..thank you so so much..I know exactly how you feel as well. ❤️

I feel the same. Sending you a big hug 🫂.

rest inhhh

Yes you are correct they need help and you do for them what they can’t do for themselves anymore… I know I do the same thing (cna) and get the same questions!! It’s an honor to take care of the elderly that and dying ❤