The inner working of the Matrix FT Howdie Mickoski TALK 242 

One of the few people in 2023 who makes sense. This world has gone mad.

"They" say we choose the life we're born into. Who the hell would choose a life with mentally unstable parents where there's abuse of many kinds, kids who are being trafficked, those who have experienced such trauma that it's affected their entire lives? We were lied to, to reincarnate for "their" plan. Cannot wait for The Shift & get the hell outta this craziness! Thank you for this video & a huge thank you to Howdie, sharing his perspective.

This is the most sublime and spectacular description of the hellscape we find ourselves in and the maze through which we must find our way out.

Thanks again for helping to put together a great interview. You make it very easy to have a conversation with. Cheers

I always learn something new from Howdie! He is PHENOMENAL!Blessed to have him as a WAYSHOWER!!👌🙏💛

Excellent interview. I am also done with this simulation, I've known that since I was 5 years old. Thank you both!!

I think of it as a firewall, they can't go past this barrier. When you talk to them about something out of the ordinary it can seem like they get it but the next day they are back to normal, as if the conversation never happened

Good job getting Howdie on. Always a super interesting talk when he’s the guest.

This is one of very few guys, on the Internet that sees right through all of this crap lol I love Howdie!

Howdie is one of the few favorites that I still listen to. You are an excellent host! Great job! Thank you both so much for sharing!!!

If this guy is a true philosopher then he’s most definitely approved by me & I been researching for over two decades & yes this guy is a legit philosopher he put in the work & still we both came to the same exact conclusions & I have never met this man in my entire life & I don’t read books nor listen to Gurus I take certain information that makes sense from people here & there & leave the rest & he has the same exact views on how I see everything here & the main feeling you will get when a certain place feels like your true home is called familiarity, soo that certain place/space of consciousness you’re in will feel very familiar.

So much respect for Howdie, some of the ideas he shares he clearly knows won't be received well by all but articulates the concepts so compellingly. Superbly interviewed too, first video I've seen on Talk Junkies. Great sutff.

The most hated thing about reincarnating here isn't the amount of suffering we bear on shoulder, but the mind amnesia memory wipe-away that goes with being reborn again here

Nostalgia is homesickness. I realized that a few years ago too. This feeling is apparently created by our soul to find the memory of home again. But our memorys has been erased. We should by no means touch the grid that surrounds the earth. we suffer instantaneous amnesia and are thrown into a new incarnation...

Movie ''13th floor'' also referred to this time. I think they had midsummer of 2024, at the end of movie. Recommended to watch anyway.

I love Howdie and his priceless information. Thank You ❤

Your description of NPCs was one of the best I've heard so far Howdie

Always a pleasure to listen to Howdie

This was an excellent interview. I appreciate what Howie said near the end of the video about how we all bring a piece of the puzzle to the table. So here is my piece. The subject I have been studying along with the reincarnation soul trap is the language. This is where I have found the truth, the truth that has been hid in plain sight. There's a reason it's called the may-TRICKS. And why it's called a PLAN-it, and a plan-E.T. They use WORDS as SWORDS against us. Why they call it SPELL-ing. Why the word live spelled backward is evil. This is why we live in bodies made up of (prison) cells. It really helps to REAL-EYES the truth in the language. It helps to realize the REAL-LIES. These are just a few words I'm sharing as an example. Studying words, the language, and the etymology of words shows us the truth of this deceitful CYST-em.

Absolutely 💯 agree with howdie on the use of any substances, to induce the answers, we have to stay in control . Those substances interfere with our filtering systems and the deceptions there are deep and always come with some cost even unseen.

Howdie is one of my heroes

His best interview I have seen. 💯 ‼️

HOWDIE IS THE BEST! The most eye-opening info has been given by him.

44:25 resonate with so much on what Howdie says and have thought the same things. Most spiritual people/psychic mediums healers are bs. Another thing is most psychics usually tell people that their future is so bright, etc and that good things are coming. You never hear the opposite. So many are NPCs. It's hard to find anyone who's legit to listen to anymore. I just sit in silence (for years)

Very good interview! Howdie explains all of it so well.

"Don't sweat the small stuff"... Kevin James Be still, go within, find your shadows, confront your shadows, release your fear, forget the time.

Hi from germany and thanks for that Interview....great, that's what i thought my whole life.... matrix and trueman Show is real........ in my childhood i told my mum "i dont belong to that Place, i dont know why i'm even here tho. I only know that i dont belong here" How can i come in contact with howdie? I really Would love to make an Interview (in englisch) and Would Translate that in german after on my "matrix Chanel" for the german people ❤

Yes, SLLOOOOW DOWN. Life becomes very different. But, you're going to have to do our realize some inner work in doing this. Take slowing down your life slowly too. Don't overdo it. You can drive yourself off a cliff going too quickly. Try spending one hour just moving slower, moving consciously at everything you do and this will give you a measure of how easy or hard it'll be for you. If it's going to be easier for you than not, you'll instantly feel like you want to do it again. It really can change your life and outlook.

I’m constantly communication with animals. Mostly insects. I just had a grasshopper for 2 weeks in my sunroom. It isn’t closed in and she stayed on her own. I would speak to her etc. After Tropical Storm Debbie, I’m in Florida, she was gone next day. But the wind and flooding were pretty bad here. Named her Jack !

Thank You... excellent conversation... Knowledge is most valuable.. Awareness is key... 👏💖🙏

I got in my meditation 2 days ago that in meditation we can override the memory wipe at times. It's happened to me but not intentionally or knowingly. With the knowledge that Howdie shares, perhaps I can do it intentionally.

Now, this worth watching! Thank you!

When I died, it was like blank, or non-existence. Just like what it is when you are not born. When I re-incarnated into my body, I regained consciousness and memory. This happened to me as an adult.

Putting on my "they live" glasses for this one :D

Another excellent discussion.

FLAWELESS!! From direct firsthand personal experiences with multiple NDE's. Howdie is SPOT ON!! ✨️💫

Howdie is a tour de force.

Oh thats interesting. Mark on the „Forever conscious research channel“ also does a helpful work.

Great wisdom as always Howdie. I think most of us will agree that this place is a lunatic asylum. Just out of interest, there is a guy called Darius J Wright on youtube (and website with the same name), who has ideas similar to yours and quite complementary to your work - i.e. that this construct / matrix is coming to a close, where our real home is, etc etc. No affiliation to him, but I thought his views may add a few more answers to the why and how of where we find ourselves right now.

Great conversation gentleman, thank you!

I have some really good matrix stories that have happened directly to me

Howdie mckowski is the great yoda

Took me several years to see the mainframe. A remote viewer I respect caught a glimpse of it as I was halfway through the process, step by step which helped me trust the process. Whenever I describe what I saw I am told "minecraft". I went to look at minecraft, the entire lore to see what that means. OK, a bit complicated, but maybe ? Bottom line I saw the "structure". I learned what to ask. It is a map and also a real estate record. Mankind is mostly "earning" the lowest "real estate" in the whole structure. There are MANY gatekeepers who conscript, enforce, profit, fortune hunt, siphon, steal, embezzle, cheat, swindle, lie and work the wicked & corrupt system. Keeping their earnings. Running their racquets, mafias, just like in the world, same shit going on ! Along the lines of .....you play=you pay. Conscripted, enforced, applied by "magic seals", the upper and seedy under belly of the "chart", enforced by astrophysical lores, hims against hers (battle of the sexes, really harsh but true), divide & concoure (sp), yep a warzone, love is a battlefied type shit ! Keep the inmates confused. Asuras & Divas....age old conflicts. Playing both sides against the middle. Mankind is the middle of the structure. The fulcrum. The balancing point. No wonder Buddha said the balance between the two opposite extremes. No wonder Yeshua teaches blessed be the peacemaker. Yes it is all "built into the mainframe". You are CONSCRIPTED into a system, a powerplant, a difficult trial. There are PRIZES !!!! Yep for what it is worth !

These geometric forms in your dream. They are entities friend. They appear as blobs and can shapeshifter into whatever they please. I know them have seen them often.

This discussion on the end of this system made me think of that song, "The End" by The Doors. I looked up the lyrics, and man, that is some dark (and relevant?) stuff.

Howdie you make so much sense. Thank you.

Brilliant interview. ❤

Incredible info, discussion.. thank you 🙏🏼🌹🌿

My goodness, Howdie! My neighbors are all fake plants. I once was contemplating this in deep thought..I then simply typed into Google to show me a sign if I'm correct..5 minutes later my deaf neighbor, my elderly woman neighbor, the old woman I've only seen a couple times in years and my neighbor that's on oxygen...all 4 of them were knocking on my front door..I damn near had a heart attack. My mom was here and she answered the door

I am done too, I am going to home again. This labor world failed. Thank you for everything Gaia ❤️ feel my Gratitude but is time to go. ❤

interesting. I'm always looking for quiet places to walk my dog as he is a bit of a nightmare. What I've found is that when I find a place thats quiet, it'll be quiet the first couple of times I go then people will start showing up.

Carlos Castaneda "The teachings of Don Juan". Sit, wait & be patient.

Great guest !

I love his refinement of the matrix and the demiraj concept

I must light-heartedly interject with regards to the turtle story. Stephen Hawking wrote that in the introduction to one of his books. It was a little old lady at a science convention. Scientists were speculating or theorizing about the physical source and construct of the Universe, when a little old lady stood up and said that it was all phooey, that everyone knows that it rests on the back of a turtle. And when one of the scientists asked "what does the turtle sit on?" she said, "it's Turtles all the way down." But with that said she could have been quoting someone like William James perhaps. I think back on my childhood being raised a Hare Krishna and the origin of the whole turtle thing is a story from the Srimad Bhagavatam where the demons and demigods weren't getting along and long story short were going to churn the ocean of milk. The mechanism for churning it was a huge serpent named Vasuki and he was wrapped around a mountain set in the ocean. As they were churning it, demons(Asuras) on one side, demigods (devas) on the other, the mountain kept slipping down deep into the ocean so they needed to set it on top of something so Vishnu took the form of a tortoise named Kurma and the mountain was placed on his back to keep it from slipping down/submerging too deep.

If you are a divine spark, remember that everything you believe is creating reality. Reinforcing negative qualities about the system or situation we're in may be unhelpful to overcoming or escaping or dissolving it. Compassion and upliftment, and the conscious use of an awakened loving and powerful imagination are the only way left.

WHAT a great conversation and beautiful exchange! I posted and shared this on my FB page and put it on 'public'.

Howdie is deep Boy.

I’m actually doing life review. Gazing makes sense too, stillness , concentration is our Power 🥰💞

1:11:31 the only prep that there is to do is to complete your higher field alignment and that starts out with alignment of your true self and knowing your true existence as a being of the SOURCE LIGHT ENERGY beings fields. No matter how or where you are you are not going to be able to exit completely without your other selves.😊❤❤❤

I disagree that this was some sort of benevolent experiment that accidentally went bad. I think that's another layer of deception to be dropped. This place was purposely set up as a loosh farm right from the drop. Everything else came after that intention.

Your dead right about the weed. But it has to be very high quality. Its happened to me once or twice its like it fired up a whole new part of my brain. I went back 50 years to my childhood at the zoo with my father who's been dead 25 years

😢Maybe most of us have Stockholm Syndrome? We're inlove with our captors and obey everything they say...but we can never leave? When my time comes....I Really want to leave and not be recycled into another life.

With me most of my time is made up asking questions and finding the answers, and every single day i have new questions and im always hungry for knowledge..

Thank you, thank you 🙏!

Superb interview! Much appreciated for your great input 💞🌼

49:48 the person you're describing reminds me another psychic medium / channeler who used that technique named Derek Acorah (RIP) from the cable show Most Haunted. Quite convincing to watch him do it on some of those episodes. He would attempt to connect to spirits of deceased people at various haunted houses / locations. If he was acting, it was Oscar worthy.

I'm wondering if all of the alternate reality versions of me and you, all divine sparks become the NPCs in the other realities. I think this would explain why "I" am only experiencing this one reality. In other words we get cloned but those other versions of us don't hold the divine dpark.

It might be just me but it really hurts me when people can't pronounce his name correctly. It is very simple phonetically. There is no u or w. Mick-koski. It's like 1 in 25 that say it right. It makes me feel alone

Great video. The idea that the world is constructed only for us to experience it was explored in The Twilight Zone series. Did anyone else see that episode with little men in construction suits making every moment in time? And a women stumbling across them in a city street because she made a last minute change of plan? Interesting indeed.

How do we get out of the simulation? Insights about "nostalgia"... great ideas! Interesting thoughts about "backstory".

So much insight in this conversation.... some nuanced differences in opinion and perspective. Creator is sovereign and there is no tricking without "His" higher purpose. no fear. all love. "transcend karma. embrace grace." - MegaHertz24

Don't let the bastards drag you down

So what you're saying is the main difference between an "npc" and divine spark is the quesitoning, serch for answer, the doubting and wondering?

28:00 I always think that. The new scene opens up/starts when source players enter

LET ME TALK TOO YA HOWDIE MICOSKI YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

You don’t NEED psychedelics to learn about reality, but from the opposite perspective, you don’t NEED to spend 20 years learning to meditate. It’s a question of which path is right for you, not which one is better.

We don’t know what home feels or looks like. We have been brain wiped

Excellent

Thank you

I am very slowed down. I spend most of my day in meditation. I have experienced and released so much of my CPTSD & past life trauma. I look at internet a little bit, watch videos while I eat. But otherwise I'm in meditation. I'm stoic, a Cathar, I'm celibate, no human kids and never wanted any, never did drugs or alcohol, I like to be in control of myself, not abdicate it to substances. I'm very serious about my spiritual journey.

Good show!

it's 2024 and this is more relevant than ever

The souls created this matrix including the demiurge. And no not everyone or thing has a soul. This is a game that you play to win. It is in the process of being shut down since the win of the one.

I suppose on some level I still maintain the solipsistic frame. Everything I say or decide, the world reflects back to me. Always after the fact, it can't be reflected back until I've created it. Likewise, if I eliminate something within myself, it disappears from "the world" as well. If it doesn't exist within me it cannot manifest in them. So it just makes me think. I know why I don't believe in this place, and that this is the last run in "Samsara" and so on, but it's unknown to me why suddenly everyone else is saying it too. Always with a delay of course. I wanted to end myself, and if I was the world, I had to end it too. Perhaps I'm an NPC, or maybe this is all just me, and you're all parts of me that came into being for a sort of soothing effect. So we can wind it all down and come to a state of acceptance, and let go. And you, or most of you, reflect the processes within me which are helping to bring this about. Rather than an overlapping collective dream, in this sense, the world would either be arranged in systems (like an organism's body) or it would all flow from a single source. I associate human connection with complete annihilation, death and rebirth. Through it one gains the means to end and remake the world, or become apart from it entirely. So the gradual introduction of people who are like me, and the ability to accept them, is part of the fading away process.

Great interview!! Please a link for Howdies website? Thanks!!

Very Valuable Information

Alex Collier explains to turn your back to the light and ask to go home.

Yep.

When he’s talking about the mediums, sounds like there is a lot of censorship coming from the other side via the ‘dead’ folk. Just like prebirth memory where a controller is walking you to the platform where unembodied you are put in front of a worm-like tube and the controller tells you when it’s time to fall into it and be sucked into a birth canal. If you dare turn around and say “I don’t want to go”, the controller says ‘we already talked about this and you know you have to go’ or just says ‘oh yes you are’ and uses a kick like force to push you in. It’s a recycle factory, I saw it and I’m not sure who runs it, aliens or alien controlled robots. I just discovered Howdie (is that your real name How-die?) and he is on to truth.

I started documenting my dreams a few years ago and didn't really see anything profound with it. About a year ago I started seeing things come to fruition. Dreamt my vehicle broke down, two days later it broke down exactly how it happened in the dream. Had a sleep paralysis dream and recalled 1's and 7's on a license plate, and while I was having a strange thought a few weeks later I looked down at my odometer for some reason and it was all 1's and 7's. The dreamscape is a strange place.

Wake up world! people ... CONSCIENCE awareness is the solution.

Were in the cusp

Do you think it’s possible to help loved ones already passed, get out of the matrix as well?

Telling an eternal being that it could experience birth and death has to be a powerful sales pitch. Also I'm regards to the multiple simulations idea I fail to see how finding similarities would tell us our origin. .

I’m not going to watch this. But here’s the deal. I seen it! And “they” know I seen it! One you see it. You can’t unsee it! Who is “they” That’s the real question? Whoever “they” are, are deep! They have you watched, recorded and monitored every second of everyday. They are not afraid to let you know they are watching.

"This is a trauma machine" ~ excellent description of this "reality". The suffering is very real and seemingly meaningless ~ unless designed to eliminate our peace, or steal the essence of our divinity. What is the true path out of this hellhole? Thank you.

awesome

25:34 digital dream, WITHIN a dream in a coma in true form. In some it is like thier mind connected to Avatar's in some seems they sleeping are on a remote controlled system, it seems. Added.

I think home of souls is the universe, the free open void, the space.