The inside job. 

Hi @aToddZY, please email us in details what you are struggling with, we will for sure create a path to get you off the hook. Distance is not an issue, we do have virtual sessions. Regards.

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Good evening. How are you, I hope all is well, in your life. I’m Todd , and I was watching a couple of the videos on your RU-vid , channel. I do not know exactly what to say. I am in western canada , it’s beginning to get cold. I am a single person. I have never had marriage, and I live alone. I am watching my life waste away, as I am alone not sharing my life with someone like the lady in the video, grace Kimaru. I would be the happiest man on earth to have a relationship with someone I want to be with, and someone who would also have a good understanding on how to maintain a relationship. I have many fears in my life. I understand this. There is a cycle of life waiting to end and always new beginnings. The lost will never return, only in pictures or memories. I’m stuck in my life. I am not capable of my old confidence I had, my courage I knew and I’m always so eager to use my creativity through any means possible I can find, with my hands and thinking. I have many hobbies. I like to do things that bring reward in satisfaction, such as yard work, cleaning, cooking, or being organized. I have skills in officiating hockey, umpiring baseball, and I volunteered at the rodeo working in the corrals and pens. I moved to this current community, to work, I had no family here. I do not understand my role in life anymore, or my purpose going forward. I do not have much confidence to talk to girls, or initiate conversation in real time , with a girl. I’m not scared tho, to tell grace kimaru through a message, I would be so happy and grateful to be married to her, and move to what ever country she’s in to be happy. It’s extremely strange for a reaction like this. I am alone, and when I’m attracted to people, I like, I typically understand I am always rejected for something or some reasons or other. It’s became normal. I would date any girl. I have been rejected because of religion, which I can date any girl from any country that I am attracted to. Nothing interferes with my wanting to date anyone. Except in some cases , the girl is of culture or religion that does not allow interracial marriage. But anyway, thanks for reading. I understand not many things change, in life, regardless of how I change myself. The most important thing is in life to continue forward, hopefully with positive attitudes, remain helpful, and continue to love all people, work hard, and eat healthy. There are many rewards daily, in front of you, as long as you know where to look and how to find them . The life that god allows us all to live is really never alone, but has many gifted enjoyments. The example is how relieving and good this feels to know, I am again trying to reach out and find myself a wife , named grace, and I understand the rejection is coming soon. But I feel so good right now with that slightest bit of hope, and i am grateful for the opportunity to send this to someone. Thanks ….. Todd , in western Canada