the lowest animal - leave it all behind 

Woah, just woah! ...Feels like it's been years since I've been here. The nostalgia I get when I read my old entries, I always thought of this place as my diary. A freedom of expression to help others going through similar things. I was 27 when I first started this channel and although 5 years doesn't feel that long... I've still grown quite a bit. I was so depressed at that time struggling with addictions and going through dire life events. I say dire because they needed to happen... I needed to wake up from the lull I put myself in... find my waking life and as I understand I'm not quite there yet, I'm ever so closer. both in my music endeavors and personal life. I've continued work on my various music acts, I'm looking bright eyed towards my future for the first time in my life. excited to find my light because now I realize fully that it's always been shining in the abyss or everlasting darkness. it's crazy how I thought I wasn't going to be here today. I've been a fighter this whole time but convinced myself I was anything but. Well welcome back. I've quite missed it here as well I missed you guys. hope you been well, and I apologize for disappearing for so long...
So yeah, kinda been a minute but I'm back I will be uploading music at least once a week, but ultimately want to have two uploads here every week, it's odd in a time where everyone is about hyperpop and variations of scenecore I find myself missing the classic soundcloud sound. 93FEETOFSMOKE, Lil Lotus, nothing,nowhere. , tothegood, holy mountain, King Christian, YungJZAisDead, Qawi Kamri and countless others.. the best time for SoundCloud no cap, anyways yeah welcome back and you know the deal.. be sure to Like, comment and subscribe and enjoy!! for more amazing emo/alt artists posted daily :)
- Jim,
neverckay. ,
Neversaur!,
いし寂[undspɹʍʞq],
TheDriver-FM
etc...
Anime: The Tatami Galaxy
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Track Direct Link:
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Lyrics: ( unofficial )
I spent a week in bed with you
instead of in my head
how silly of me to think I could
leave it all behind...
will I ever learn to step outside of myself
and will I ever get to see what it's like...
want to believe it's out of love
then I remember what
I'll never escape my mind to light
feel it all the time
will I ever learn to step outside of myself
and will I ever get to see what it's like...
♫♬♩♬
I spent a week in bed with you
instead of in my head
how silly of me to think I could
leave it all behind...
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yeah, still haven't updated much of my information yet..
or what part of myself I feel like sharing here..
but this page's Instagram is below...
so yeah,
Instagram:
/ bkwrdspun
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no copyright intended just trying to get great music out there, if I feature a song of yours and you want me to take it down just message me. as well if you want me to feature a track of yours just message me. goodnight and good morning! keep your heads up and don't give up..