But then the people around him learned to appreciate life, and their dedication and love rejuvenated his own ability. In the end, his suffering was a rebirth of sorts for not just himself but several people in his life.
Why would the wife leave him because he is sick? Marriage is supposed to be in sickness and in health. She didn’t do a special thing, she did what she was supposed to do.
having abused drugs i know exactly the feeling of nothingness, when you can’t even feel emotions. by far one of the worst things a human can experience
I mean, ain't that the truth tho? Everyday may look the same but, some thing will look different. Like someone that didn't use to walk that way now walks that way or somebody sneezes in the bus. Thing around us always change its just that we don't notice them. I myself notice small changes really quickly so I kinda understand what he means with that sentence. But hey, life always changes that's all to it.
There are only two kinds of people in the end: those who say to God, "Thy will be done," and those to whom God says, in the end, "Thy will be done." All that are in Hell, choose it. Without that self-choice there could be no Hell..choose God. God loves you. He sent his only begotten son to be sacrificed to pay for your sins since he is a just God,Holy God and rose from the dead after 3 days. If you humbly pray repent and honestly turn away from your sins (read the 10 commandments) and put your trust in that Jesus christ. son of God , son of man did that for you as lord and saviour. You will be saved and be granted a gift of eternal life.. This might be the last time you read the gospel. Jesus is coming soon. Not as the sacrificed lamb of God🐑 but as King of kings🤴. The Judge of all mankind. Look around🔥🔥 the end is nigh. Jesus loves you❤
@@keyboardevangelist god isn't real dude. Religion was used as an explanation for emotions because mfs were ignorant back in the day. Satan is a physical manifestation of our deepest darkest secrets. Sins are just taboos.
Everest can't feel meaninglessness because he is rocks dirt and snow. please do your research before talking about a topic. don't wooosh, it is a joke.
I actually felt like this for a month after tripping on acid a week post dropping a large dose of MDMA. It's horrible, you feel just a void in your soul and you are left without any emotions, you can't even be stressed out about the situation you are in because even something as fundamental as fear is gone from your body. You can't even focus on daily activities because all is so meaningless. No sadness, no joy, no pain, no hunger, even the urge to piss or defecate is completely gone. The worst were the nightmares and seizures that i kept having during the first week. Thankfully I made a full recovery after 2 months. From what I have read this happends when your body is almost completely out of dopamine, and your body is producing close to 0 of it. This can happen because of overuse of stimulants, and I have read many stories of people that had the same problems for way longer after getting off of long term use of SSRI's. Oh and probably the worst thing was actually not feeling your dick at ALL, even when touching it. So the moral od the story is educate yourselve's about drugs kids.
I’ve been experiencing the exact same thing for years! Complete void . I have to fake laugh 😆 to join with people. Fear and desire are gone. No dopamine, no adrenaline, no fear and it’s horrible.
I didn't even need any drug to feel it. Or not to feel. It was all psychological. I had a phase in my life when I didn't see meaning in things because when I looked at the objects, at the people around me and at myself, I just saw a lot of molecules organized together in patterns that made things the way they are. And my idea was that if everything in my life was just molecules, then there would be nothing meaningful at all. And that idea consumed me for a whole year.
If I ever have a spouse as loyal and supportive as Gill I'll be so happy. Sticking with him for years on end, not even knowing if the situation will improve or not. I have so much respect for people like that.
My wife has been fighting suicide thoughts everyday, I'm still by her side trying to help her get through it, even when I feel hopeless myself where my disgusting ideas creep out telling me maybe she should just end it all I hold these emotions inside because If in the end all this work all this progress is literally for nothing and she end up taking her own life or she just died cause of something else and leaves me with nothing but debt and a broken heart that's cool I'll take that because I love her and at least I tried.
@@baba-gp8ls my gf told me that she is feeling the same way There is sometimes I don't know what to do and all I want is to find a switch to shut down her head cause it's clear her tiredness How long is your wife passing through all this?
That’s called human decency, if you “fall in love” with someone, you should at least be expected to stay with them through hardships. If she left him, then she never “loved” him.
Feeling nothing is the same as trying to feel happiness when something horrible has happened. You can't feel it no matter how much you try. The feeling just isn't there.
As someone who suffers from major depressive disorder this is really inspiring. I would really love to be able to feel more. To enjoy things, have the motivation to do stuff. It's hard to be motivated when everything feels like everything. Edit: this got a lot more attention than I expected, thanks for the support but I am doing okay, struggling but okay, at dealing with my mental health. I am NOT begging for attention, so please don't hate. edit2: holy shit it said "begging for attention" instead of "not begging for attention", I sincerely apologize.
I know it probably doesn’t mean much since it’s coming from a stranger like me but i hope things get better for you, i hope you’ll once be able to experience joy again
Thanks a million for the replies, I'm doing okay. Just one step at a time, kinda feel like I have to re-learn how to be a person. But yeah I'll get there.
I know how it is. It's like you are dead (inside) but you don't die. It's like you are far away from the outside. Trapped inside yourself. Like your body is kind of alive but not your true self. You don't feel yourself. You don't care if you are not clean or well dressed, 'cause you will not leave the house (because even outside everything "feels" like it's the same, so why should I go outside?). You aren't hungry or thirsty. You know you need to take care of those things or you will die at some point. Everything that makes us to a person like everything we like and don't like, the food we eat and how it tastes for us and everything other is just gone. You know that these things have existed but know you don't feel anything about it anymore. Everything becomes meaningless. You don't feel anything but you know everything isn't like it should be. You know somethings wrong but you are not able to do anything. You don't know who you really are. You know informations like your name and everything else, but you don't feel anything about anything. Feels like all colours are grey although I can see the colours (if this makes any sence).
I am not lying this actually happens to me. For months I thought I wasn’t human. I was suffering from a complex form of PTSD and didn’t get diagnosed until I almost gave up. But I was a warrior and decided that it was ok to tell my family what happened and it was ok to ask for help. If you want to hear more just ask and I’ll tell you.
**spongeblood me boy our gang member squidward died in a drive by shooting from our opps the cripbucket, I'm gonna make that plankton pay argh argh argh**
I literally didn’t have any body feel because of very strong weed a few weeks ago. It was really weird, I felt disconnected from my body, my life felt like playing a video game. It felt like an outer body experience while I was still walking around. I could still move my body but didn’t get any feedback from the movement.
This made me feel strange. I mean, I have days that are exactly like that from time to time. I've been without a job ever since I graduated about 2 years ago, I live alone and spend all my days essentially doing nothing. I was diagnosed with anxiety disorder and depression 3 years ago and the medication did nothing. I'm lucky not all days are like that, because then I doubt I'd last a week, but it's not like I can say that other days are much better. It's all pretty much the same, you know? The worst part by far is the lack of support and understanding from my relatives. No matter how I try to explain their reaction is always that "everyone feels like that every once in a while", "you'll grow out of it" or "it's not THAT bad! Be a man and pick yourself up". Most days it feels like I'm stuck in an endless loop of misery, one that will eventually end in suicide. But will it REALLY end, or is it like Groundhog day, were I'll just wake up the next day even if that happens? If you've bothered to read all of this and learned nothing else, know this; depression is something I wouldn't even wish uppon my worst enemy
I feel this too, I try to occupy myself with work to avoid the numbness that my depression gives me. It usually goes away at night in which I’m in somewhat better mood but during the day it’s terrible.
@MUSIC EDITOR TM you can't. Everyone can get depressed from time to time, but not everyone gets depression, thankfully. My tips for a happy life is to never be alone for too long, avoid people who doesn't make you feel good/doesn't care about your wellbeing, take care of your physical health and get a job you enjoy and that pays the rent. And if you ever feel like you don't have the energy to do anything at all, not even eat, think about taking your life or that life is meaningless; seek help and make sure that you get to see a psychiatrist. If you do that in time you're more likely to handle it well. Take care
@@wilhelmtheconquerer6214 how have you been dawg you doing better?and like you said every one gets depressing I also have some pretty bad days where I just can’t feel anything and feel kinda nothing but no matter what always remember things do get better
@@totalgv9155 sort of. I have a job now, so I'm mostly distracted from all the dark thoughts, and I'm also about to get a medical education so that I'll be able to work full time instead of shifts. I'm still misserable most of my free time though, and I haven't been able to make myself clean my apartment and do all my dishes, so that doesn't help either. My best friend/sort-of girlfriend (it's REALLY complicated) is there for me and supports me as much as she's able to as well, so I at least feel loved and appreciated for being myself which is nice, so I don't have all too many suicidal thoughts any more. Thanks for your concern my friend, we need more people like you in this world. Stay safe and take care of yourself and your loved ones
Video: *A man died; Another man lost one hand and one leg, the ability to feel pleasure or pain, he's very depressed, he must rely on drugs, family is struggling, life is very hard…* Comments: *memes*
I also miss one emotion I cant feel astonished no matter what I see. I cant get wow even if I see Obama coming from a helicopter and asking for a ciggarete. I look at talent shows and these things don't impress me. I rarely feel astonished when I am high and look at the sunset and the beautyfull sky! So marijuana is my cure like ketamine is his cure!
Your videos are the only thing that can make me cry anymore. Somehow, though it sounds strange, I need that. You’re a complex human and deeply multilayered. Thank you
The part talking about life becoming a routine, kinda hit home. I’m still young, like very young in the grand scheme of things, just got my license and many people I love and that love me, I’m still scared for the future to become a routine like this. The fear is irrational but it’s still there.
Eternal life in heaven is a free gift from God. No human being deserves it due to his/her good works. We have all sinned and fall short in glory of God(eg.Jesus says if any man looks at woman with lust he has committed adulterly with her in his heart..No man is that pure😅). So how did God give us this free gift🤔? He sent his only begotten son to be betrayed,humiliated ,beaten and die as fine/payment for our sins and rose from the dead on the third day. Since he is a just God and has to punish sin. All you have to do is humbly repent of all your sins(read the 10 commandments) honestly turn away from them. Believe in/trust that Jesus did that for you. Confess with your mouth that he is your lord and saviour..You will be saved from hell🔥. The holyspirit(his omnipresent spirit) will in dwell within you and convert your cold heart of stone into that of flesh that can truly love God and be a slave of righteousness and not of sin. This might be the last time you read the true gospel of salvation..look around 🔥🔥 the end is nigh. Please don't reject God's gift. Your soul is on the line.Jesus loves you❤
ya i noticed it, the vibe of it felt like a story. if it was irl they woulda froze like popsicles up there and that would be the end of that tho people do have weaker versions of what norm has, emotionless, depression, nothing is of concern to the person
Little did norm know Mount Everest would not be the hardest mountain he would climb in his life, that came after; the decent would lead to both his and his wife's personal growth and the end providing satisfying contentment in life.
I remember the first time in a long a time I when actually felt genuinely happy. It was a bright warm and sunny day, me and my family were spending the summer with some friends and had decided to go for a boat ride. I didn't want to go since I was scared of the water but I reluctantly went anyway, I was looking up at the sky when I had suddenly remembered that I promised myself to not take things for granted. Everything around me seemed brighter, the sounds of the waves were louder in my ears, and i could feel the warming embrace of the sun. It was like I could see and hear again. That alone made me tear up, I had been fighting for that feeling of utter bliss relief for such a long time, and It finally happened. That feeling is amazing and I strive for it every day
