From 35:45 - 36:08, there seems to have been a rendering issue with the video. The audio is fine (I just checked), so the Spotify version will be good. If you want to read what was missed in that 23 seconds, here you go: "In my room I am able to turn down the lights to a dimmer setting without much anxiety. I spend the next 7 hours editing my notes as I battle through fatigue and mind fog. It's a double-edged sword. I'm distracted from the physical world, and all the hallucinated demons and spirits, but remembering and writing intricate details about such dark and terrifying experiences while I'm still not sober affects the world around me."
Imagine being this woman’s roommate: “oh, Rita’s in the living room again, staring at the tv while it’s off and getting invisible cobwebs off her neck."
@@thenuttednutter2669I used to do DPH and it was pretty bad but I refused to ever take datura, now I refuse to do either because I can just smoke weed and drop acid.
@@thenuttednutter2669 idk. there are ways for the brain to repair itself through neurogenesis and such so i'd at least try doing that to restore normality. Might as well trying before going "ggnext"
Deliriants are scary as shit. Before I learned about benadryl's effects at high doses, I took a bit too much to try to sleep and all I got was intense dysphoria and minor visual and auditory disturbances. Did eventually sleep but when I closed my eyes, I got super vivid daydream type things, so vivid that, when combined with the brain fog, led me to be unable to tell whether or not my eyes were open or closed until i tried to open them. It made sleeping much more difficult for sure.
Fantastic story man. This is one for the ages. Reminds of the time I took 3 Benadryl just to go to sleep and within 30 minutes was greeted by hands viscously grabbing at my face from me peripheral vision. My friend was dead asleep and I could hear him talking clearly even when I’d look at his mouth and see it wasn’t moving. I didn’t let it bother me though. I just had a laugh at my accidental OD and watched MMA fights with the hands that kept reaching for me. My vision occasionally melted or pixelated but I just rode it out. Idk if I have the mental fortitude today to deal with that type of shit but when I was young I fuckin handled it like a champ 😂 Anyways, thanks for your work man. I love your channel
Yeah, or you don't have access to anything else but really want to get high. A lot of deliriants are OTC and can be bought cheap from any pharmacy. Some also just enjoy the thrill
This was pretty entertaining for about 20 mins, and then it gets a little old with the "and then I saw a 1,227th grudge girl in my peripheral vision still, and then the spiders turned to demons again, and the demons were cats and the then I blacked out for the 144th time and then the grudge girls also turned into more spiders, and then--" like yeah
definitely exaggerating lmao. It was a horrific, long trip, and it seems like the mind will latch onto patterns...like spiders, demons or grudge girls. I'm just grateful I have plenty of the trip keeper to listen to
I dont understand how people can do disassociatives. Maybe occasionally? But dang. They sound like actual hell. I was getting second hand anxiety and dread just listening to this!
Sounds similar to a report someone thats n0one posted a few years back when i first heard about benzydamine, pretty sure was also titled "peering into hell" with 2gs benzy n a energy drink
@@ATLA99 I know what he's supposed to be saying but at some point he said "grunge", which I found funny. Because Grudge Girls are scary but Grunge Girls are hilarious. Though, I guess, like, a bunch of Courtney Loves trying to get into your room would be pretty scary.
I would love if there were video chapters where we can skip to certain stories/skip stories in case we had heard one of the stories before, thank you, love the videos!
yo i had the exact same audio hallucination on benadryl and acid of someone pissing in the other room then walking towards mine until they reached my door and it would loop
When you listen to this while trying to sleep, hearing about that guy also trying to sleep you kinda start getting his experience. This is really intense.
This is literally terrifying. I’m actually scared lol especially the part where the demons typed stuff on the computer. Was that real or a hallucination?
I’m sitting here with a wrist that might be broken. I don’t care though. I will suffer for the pain. Thank you for the video that you make all the time. I appreciate it.
I wish these stories were prefaced by why they took the amount they took. Seems like this woman could’ve taken half of this dose and had fun. Why choose this dose? Had she taken a gram before and wasn’t satisfied?
I can't imagine taking something like this willingly...or on purpose. It definitely doesn't have any appeal at all. Please tell me I'm not the only one.
Thank god i was never so impulsive to take as much as she did. Tbh i could have, if i havent got my lsd contact as soon after discovering benzy as i did. Most i took was 1- 1,5 grams i think and it was pretty enjoyable but now i see it was a disaster waiting to happpen
