i feel the same way. If i was stupid like the rest of the family, i would repeat the cycle of abuse to my children but I wouldn't be so depressed for knowing better and feeling the dreadful future of what i might become. consciousness is so painful
the book I have is the myth of sisyphus and other essays and is 212 pages. I usually read one book and audiobook another at the same time. Was hoping to audio this one but insanely it appears no one has done a reading. Thanks.
I had noticed the same thing, thus why I wanted to create a means for people to have free access to an audiobook version. It is also one of my favorite philosophical essays.
This is the "Myth of Sisyphus" portion of his work an not the "An Absurd Reasoning" portion. 'An Absurd Reasoning' I can also record and put up for viewing.
It is only a tragic that at the rare moments when it becomes conscious, yet, thanks to this particular continuous consciousness since that moment, men live his life with sincerity and seeking no more happiness but be striving to honesty as time goes by , if god sends some happiness in our palm it’s our sheer privilege and some worth being grateful by living moment by moment as lively as a dysfunctional dancer. The only reason we don’t have to hate is that life is too short to be little, evil meet evil and who meet evil and go on.
