The REAL Reason I Why I Quit This Channel 

I'm so sorry that all this happened to your channel. It's a disgrace how RU-vid gaslights and ghosts its content creators. I've heard others tell similar stories of their channel stalling and struggling from inexplicable problems from RU-vid, itself. May your new channel grow quickly!

Hey, BabyDoll. I'm just glad that you have a new channel, a new beginning, and you are adjusting as you live with the loss of your best friend. I.miss her laughter and Fabulosity. Keep the faith, girl.

I feel you. I have kind of quit RU-vid - I make content but it's mostly behind a paywall long before I post it on RU-vid. The way I watched my channel stall - I know I'm not everyone's cup of tea - but dang. Wishing you nothing but success,luv!

Here to see what our girl has to say! Missed you! ❤

KBJ! So sorry to hear this - soul crushing! Happy to have your new channel to follow. Go you for continuing to create content! Cheers 🥂

I 100% understand how you feel dealing 😅with your grief, by also being a very positive person, it’s extremely hard! Seeing the hurt or hearing other people hurt for me when my Mom passed made me even more sad! Mel would want you to be happy, she would want us all to be happy. I’ve been watching your new channel. I’m looking forward to more content from you! ❤

Yes, will go watch any backlog videos posted on House of KBJ. Best of luck to you for a better 2023! Love you Kelsee!

Everyone's grief is different and to have to deal with that in the public is unimaginable! I definitely understand what you're referring to with the Google email being associated with your channel. I think I did something similar, but I don't even know how to describe it. Sometimes tech stuff gives me a headache! I have a whole doctorate, yet social media challenges me 🤷🏽‍♀️ 😄. You know I'm here for the ride! Love you! ❤️

❤️❤️❤️ I hope your new Channel grow fast❤️❤️❤️ Much of love for you ❤️❤️❤️

I think you made a great decision to have a fresh start!❤️ I grieve hard too so I understand. We all adore you!

I’m enjoying your new Chanel and I stayed subscribed to this one. I’m sorry for everything you have been through. You have been through so much. I admire your strength and positivity ❤❤❤❤

You are back and that's what matters! Please start uploading more frequently if possible miss your content, style annd wealth of knowledge!

I'm sorry you've had such a difficult couple of years. You are such a strong woman. You're a warrior! I subscribed to House of KBJ as soon as you announced it. I'm going over that right now to see that eye look you're wearing here!! WTF is up with RU-vid? The demonetization, the censorship. Who is running this platform?

I just adore you and your channels. Here for you always. 💕

Kel, you are one of the best makeup artist on YT. I’m sorry about your channel. You should have over 1K subscribers. Facts! Mel is still with you in another form. Reach out to her and she will guide you. You’re awesome. So talented so bright so intelligent! I’m here for this channel and your new one. God bless!😊

Ohhhh I’m so glad you cleared that up, I thought you were gone overall❤ so happy to still have you

Looking forward to your backlog videos. You are dope! 🙌🏾🙌🏾♥️♥️

Kelsee, You are amazing! I can’t tell you how many people have asked me about learning makeup since my visit with you. My girls and I will keep following your new channel and supporting you. Big Hi from Atlas! Take care and smooches 😘

Kelsee, grief is so hard… I really understand the feelings that you describe. A big hug to you ❤

So glad to see you Kelsee!! Mel’s loss affected us all but you are her best friend so your loss is much much deeper. If it makes you feel any better my You Tube channel started in 2019 has 675 subscribers and 1951.9 watch hours and my loyal subscribers tell me they don’t get their notifications and get unsubscribed too but like you I keep going because I still like to talk about beauty at 59

Kelsee, your strength to go through such a difficult storm and still be the strong and creative wonder that you are is truly admirable. You do you and try to remind yourself, in fragile moments, that you are cherished and supported. Victory is your portion friend!

Big hugs from my daughter and me. ❤ Life is a constant struggle and is so overwhelming at times. I admire your courage to not let that stop you from doing what you love. We are here for all the content, new and old. But most of all we are here for you.

Your beautiful inside and out. I wish you all the best!

I can remember last year in maybe December you did a live cooking in the kitchen. I remember telling you about the Sabatino Tartufi Truffle Salts... A month later, I lost my baby brother, and I know that I will never be the same ... so I feel tf out of this video. (Literally just choked myself up)... I subscribed to your new channel. I meant to do it maybe last month when I saw a post where you were talking about it on IG, but I got caught up until now. I love you, and I can't wait to see what you bring us in 2023 and on.

I’m glad you discussed why you had to start over on RU-vid and took a deeper dive into your personal history. Sending you ALL the love, Kelsee. 💜💜🤗🤗

Proud of you friend!! You’re beautiful inside and out and we are so blessed to have you here!!

Missed you. Hang in there girl. 🤗❤

Sending lots of love to you Kelsee ❤️💕❤️

Wow! I just lately was looking for you. :) I'm so happy you posted. I tried to use that link for your new page and guess what? It don't work for me. I'll try a search.

I love that eye brow pencil on you, perfect 😊

I thought you were gone gone !! I definitely missed the new channel announcement

The same exact thing happened to me and my RU-vid channel. I am so sorry this has happened to you but I am subscribed to both your channels and Instagram.

Love you and your content signing up now House of KBJ!

I totally understand and I'm enjoying the new channel.

OH! SOOOO glad to see you! 🙂🌹🙏🏼❤❤❤❤

I never get notified if something is uploaded to this channel and I have it set to all notifications. I have to search for you, go to your page and look at your video list.

Well, of course I'm subbed to this channel and the equally brilliant "House Of KBJ" - It's where it's at 😉 You've certainly been on a nightmare fairground ride Kelsee over the past 2.5 years!! So, this is the time you focus and move forward with your life. You'll never forget and nor should you but, now is your time love. Love you so, so much, 🌸💜🌸💜🌸💜🌸💜🌸

I had no idea. YT is terrible wrt how it treats its content creators. I’m so sorry you’ve been going through these difficulties. I didn’t know Mel and you were so close. I’ll look for your new channel.😘

During my time as a Hospice Nurse, blocks of time usually elapsed allowing a family to acclimate & adjust to a lengthy medical decline of a loved one, when death arrived it usually was a very spiritual passing of dignity & respect. However......the SuddEN Tragic passing of a cherished parent, close sibling or BFF or bestest ever friend is tragically heartbreaking & the sudden shock of surreality to the human heart leaves us stranded in a shaky existence. A fractured heart takes time to heal Beautiful One. Be Kind to Yourself💜

Totally understand all you said, I'm over at the "House" already 🤗🥰😘💞

Oh! 💡 If you're able to, it could be a good idea to link to your new channel all over this one! Like, in the Channels tab - where you can show Featured Channels! You could put a post on your Community tab, too! Also, on your main page you have some Playlists listed - you could make some Playlists with your new channel's content! And display them on the top of the list, or a new list of Playlists. (Though you might have to make a playlist using this old channel, with the new channel's videos, but I'm not sure, just mentioning the possibility cuz of the gmail/account issues and such). ❤️ You're amazing! I'm off to subscribe to your new channel 🤩

You are beauty- inside, outside and content!

I really enjoyed this video! I’ll be watching you on your other channel too, I’m subscribed too. ❤

You look beautiful. Love the outfit. Your videos with Wayne were great. Grieve at your pave. ❤ Will look at your new channel.

9:34 ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤-you are AMAZING and Beautiful and soooo TALENTED‼️‼️‼️ I have subscribed to the new channel!

Hi Kelsee Thankfully I am subscribed to your new channel, also what is the name of the lip oil you used?

Watching this thinking, girl I know u sleep!!! 2020 was the best and worst yr that could've ever happened to me. I got to work with you! It gave me the much needed rest I needed. But since then, I've been working like a dog! Nonstop.

You look gorgeous, Kelsee! 😍😍😍

Just know you are loved, and you're only going to go up from here.

I just subscribed to your new channel.💕

Kelsee, I just love you!! I subscribed to your new channel during your video 😅announcing it. LOL diehard fan? Yes ma’am! I don’t comment that much but I will start doing so on House of KBJ. It always seems like when I’ve gone to 😊comment, one of my 9 year olds needs something or starts messing around with my phone 🤦🏻‍♀️! I’ve always loved your content & am so excited to see what you have in store for us next! Sending lots of love & smooches!! 💜😘💖

Thank god 😅 Following your new channel!!!

I can't imagine how difficult it would be to come on here after Mel passed. I can't even imagine. I'm so very sorry 😞 so sorry.

I understand this gmail confusion. Ever since I created a gmail account, my hotmail got subsumed under it (the gmail profile), and I’ve created two additional gmail accounts for my jobs and businesses and sometimes I have issues because I have to be sure to be logged into a specific account depending on what I’m doing. Just recently I had to add one email to my calendar settings so I could have a calendar shared with me for a specific business. There should be better customer support on this.

I understand the feeling of totally being blindsided by a loss. When I got together with my husband my stepson was 8 and my stepdaughter was 4. Out of the blue on the morning of December 23, 2017 I opened my front door to a state trooper who was here to tell us that my stepson had passed away. He was 25 years old at the time but he was still living with us. We didn't know what to do. It was a freak accident where he fell down a set of basement stairs.

Missed you, girl!

Come back!!! We miss you ❤

Update the first link in the db to your new channel. It’s giving an error message babe ❤

Oh my Goodness you broke my heart! I feel so bad for you ! I was wondering why I wasn’t getting notifications !! And Mel! There are no words!!😢

You probably won’t see this, but I wanted you to know I went away from RU-vid for a while and now I’m back and found out that you opened a new channel I am so sorry RU-vid screwed you over for so long. And I’m especially sorry about all your sorrow of losing Mel. Such a nightmare for you. I can’t imagine. I subscribed to your new channel. 💕☺️💕

Thank you for sharing this super informative video with tons of gems for other content creators. Now let me go subscribe to all your channels! 🏃🏾‍♀️💨

I missed you 😚

Hey hey ! It's good to see this video. For the record, I was subscribed long before Mel's passing. Second, I am glad I didn't do my makeup before watching. Got emotional myself. There is no time limit on grief. You feel what you feel. I see someone who is still hurting because you loved her so deeply. I am still subscribed to Mel. I don't see myself ever detaching from it. Sometimes, I just need to hear her happy cheerful voice, and I binge Mel. Third I subscribed to House of KBJ, but I am not getting videos. Could you have a problem or do I have a problem and need to do a search for it? Fourth and final your look today was beautiful casual classy.

Love ❤️ Kelsee

You ARE beauty … and talent, kindness, honesty and fabulousness! See ya in your other house! ❤

Missed you babes 💗

Yeah I double checked and your channel is not showing up in my subscriptions and I know for a fact I subscribed to your new channel when you first made your video about it!

When I click on your new channel link, I get "This page isn't available"

Can you do fall look for 2023❤❤💜💜

Oh no you quit this channel but I feel you I'll have to go to your new page

The link to your new channel is not working :(

I have no words for how frustrated I am for you in how you were not helped by RU-vid to fix the snuggled up account issue.

Miss u so much ❤

Yes girl drop the old videos and just put a title like FRESH - using forgotten makeup

You’re so pretty

I wonder if the issue is linked to you possibly using the same laptop or computer to log in to different accounts. Like if the IP address for all the emails is the same then RU-vid might have linked 3 emails that way to identify you. I don’t know if that’s an issue though. I hope you’re able to get things settled. I’m glad you took time off though. Grief takes a long long time. ❤

Hey hun you're link in your description for your new channel isn't working just let you know.

You are such a beautiful soul Xxxx❤💋

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I haven't been able 2 bring myself 2 watch her videos either & I didn't even know her personally. I can't begin 2 imagine how u were and r feeling!!

I missed you 😢

What happened to your channel is so awful! I didn’t realize you made a new channel just subscribed and looking forward to watching your videos again! Do what makes you happy and your subscribers will follow :)

Love ya lady ❤

Subbed on ur new channel

I subscribed over there..

The link did not work for your new channel :(

When Google and RU-vid entwined, it screwed up stuff I still haven't been able to fix. I've lost almost my entire family, all my pets and multiple friends over the last 5 years. Trusting digital spaces means I lost the last few years of the most recent photos I have of them. It messed up so much, I can't imagine it affecting my passion and paycheck too. I understand the overwhelming feeling of social media after a loss. It's why I only use RU-vid now. I can't hear how sorry people are for my loss and no one knows me here. I'm sorry it couldn't be that for you at a time you probably needed it.

I think most people are watching vlogs now, I would try that to get more views ❤️

How did Mel die? Was it an accident or her illness?

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Yes, a bad marriage...over 19 years

RU-vid PLEASE PAY MY SIS MONEY YOU'LL STOLE FROM HER.SHE SHOULD BE FURTHER THAN SHE IS SMH😳😞

Dear sweet Kelsee!!! I’ve been hoping that folx would shift to House of KBJ more quickly….hopefully this video will help! I’m thinking if the brilliant F.D Signifier’s quote about struggling on RU-vid: “My boss is a racist robot.” It’s so much more difficult to grow if you’re a Black/Indigenous Person of Color because for some reason (cough) the algorithm favors white folx, especially white men. I have to look for my favorite creators routinely even though I’m watching all of their content! It can be so frustrating, because what you choose to watch should cause the algorithm to suggest those creators’ videos. It’s ridiculous really. And, I’m so peeved that you have to put up with such nonsense with the gmail account! What a nightmare!!! Someone at YT HQ should have helped you! There’s no way you could have anticipated this would happen. Okay! I really miss Mel too. I know it’s been so painful for all of the people that knew her in real life, and for anyone who loves her. Let’s go to the HOUSE OF KBJ!💙💙💙

I'll stay subscribed here as well then, if it helps you 💚💯

Im already signed up for all your accounts. Keep pressing on, yeah it’s a lot of people pushing out content but not necessarily quality content. I miss pre-panic you tube. The content creators was killin the game. I think a lot of brown people got drown out during the pandemic because many people started looking for a Way to make money and fast. But privileged…I said the privileged moved in and moved up. I saw one girl that just started her channel a year ago already has 10,000 subs. 🫤 no shade but it is discouraging. But be patient 38:14 KBJ push out the content and let your supporters support you.

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