@@blu9856 Everything isn´t meaningless. There is meaning beyond life. And even if you don´t want to accept that then you should know that our actions can influence others into doing something great, or even do it ourselves.
This has been my comfort song way back 2020 when I was conducting field experiment for my undergrad thesis. It was on set of covid and there's not much people around. I remember crying with this music playing in my earphones, it was past 7pm and I'm still in the field watering my experimental plants. it was dark, i was alone with no one to help and no one in sight. I'm so glad for surviving all that. I've since graduated and planning to pursue graduate studies next year. I get bittersweet feelings whenever i listen to this song. i remembered how alone i felt, how hard it was, but then i get so proud of myself for making it this far. ❤️ This song will always hit home❤️
You are not alone. I'm here for you now. because i have same problem. I was always alone. wherever i went i was alone. But i had faith that someone will show up for me. No one did yet, but I know the feeling so I'm here for you now
I remember my friend telling me her family problems, anxiety and depression. I didn't know how to comfort her since I couldn't relate. I just stayed by her side and silently cried behind her while she keeps telling her stories. I hated myself for being unable to comfort her properly. I hope that listening to her and staying by her side help her a bit. When I started college, I finally understood what she meant. I entered the world she were facing that time. "Depression" I always had anxiety and i find it normal but this time, depression is unfamiliar. People around me use to admire, praise, and had high expectations to me. Second year college when i fall under severe depression. The eyes that use look at me with expectations turns to "disappointment". I feel like i made a wrong decision and were not happy with my course. Instead of supporting me, they tease me like I won't succeed. I started to feel so lonely even though i have a lot of people surrounding me. Then i got failed grade, it was my first time. Just like i expected, they were disappointed but pretended it was okay. I plan to k*ll myself in our first family vacation with my relatives. I take a lot of pictures to left something behind. When I got a chance to get near at the cliff, i take a step back and plan to jump. I will make it look like an accident but i got scared. Not because of dy*ng but the consequences of surviving. What if i became a crippled instead? How should i answer all their questions? That is when i discovered this song and people who had similar experience who are currently listening to this song. I were not alone, they are strong and still fighting. I started picking up things i gave up. Arts and writing stories. I'm still not good at it but I'm much happier now. But since i failed a subject and had to take other pre requisite subject, i couldn't graduate this year. My relatives keeps asking me why i won't graduate this year? You are going to graduate this Year, isn't it? Why? If you don't want your course then be police instead. Then they would laugh. I felt embarrassed and couldn't draw for a long time. My friends and classmates are graduating this year while I'm held back a year. I pretend to be okay but I'm really not. I'm scared of the future but right now, i want to live at the present. But recently, i heard that my little sister who was raised by my grandma were suffering from depressions. I got scared, i wonder if I'm one of the reasons that she were in that state. We had some small conflict but I'm pretty sure it is mostly because of her course. I didn't know how to comfort her. Instead of asking her, i just kept conversing with her and make her smile as much as possible. I'm afraid of failing and losing her. She is not strong like me. I had things that hold me. Arts, writing, movie, novel, manga, musics and pets. But i don't think she has that much. Be strong, your wrist is never a canvas for you to draw at.
Hi! I feel you. It's okay if it will take you time to graduate, we all have our own different timeline and pace. Everything happens for a reason 😊 TC always, take good care of your sister.
U 've done ur best , and u still do ur best to live ur life , not everyone see that but i'm sure that some people Saw , see your effort and courage even if they didn't, don't tell u about that. But in the secret u have inspire some people by the way u fight for yourself, i'm sure of it . We're all an inspiration for someone. Please keep fightin' , i know that it's not easy but please don't let the World win over you. But overcome it , u're not alone even if u think u are. God loves you , so much that He gave his one and only Son, so that everyone who believes in him will not perish but have eternal life.(John 3:16). Trust him , if u didn't before try and see U have nothing to lose.
The expectations crush you from inside I feel the same way my parents don't have have anyone instead of me to take care for them thus I push myself everyday and hope that one day I will proudly hug my parents and will fullfill their dreams
The lyrics always hit me when she mentions why she thought about it "The reason I wanted to die was because the seagulls squawked at the end of the pier." "Because the plum blossoms bloomed on my birthday." "Because my shoelaces had come undone." "Because some kid wouldn’t stop staring at me." I've felt this too many times. They seem like such little things but sometimes the littlest things have the biggest impact.
4 phases of growing up 1st: being a carefree kid 2nd: wanting to be awarded for what u did 3rd: puberty hits and u dont want anyone to control what u want and dont want to do 4th: tired of living alr and just want to sleep forever
This is not a song of depression or whatsoever I think this is a song of hope! A certain hope that somehow everything will fall in place We all living through the same time and space We are fighting to make a relationship works Although the future seems bleak, yet at the very least... I want to acknowledge that I am still living today... kind of achievement I must be proud of
Total Otaku Hikikomori life song ! Yah that's me but I don't want to die. As long as you are alive good things will eventually happen (along with bad and hopeless things, of course ! )
"The reason I wanted to die Was that my shoelace had come untied I was never really that good at re-tying them My relationship with others are the same way, too" This hits me hard. I'm suck at mantaining social relationship. I'm bad at being the first person to start the conversation. I can't even be an open person to my friends. They ended up making a new friend who can give more insteresting conversations. Deep inside I cared for them, but I couldn't brave enough to tell them. I always listened to their stories, but I couldn't even share mine. I was afraid that I might burden them. Maybe they thought I couldn't trust them, and that's why they left. I'm alone, and I think it's fine until I found this song. Deep inside, I'm not really fine...
uhm whenever people complain at not being able to stay in touch with friends i just laugh , sorry but i can’t feel sorry for you for being a douchebag 😂
I'd like to thank RU-vid recommendations for bringing this song into my life. Whether its fate or not, this song was what I really needed to hear right now
我曾經也想過一了百了 boku ga shinou to omotta no wa 在聽到海鷗哀鳴的時候 umineko ga sanbashi de naita kara 浮沉在浪花之間無邊無際地漂流 nami no manimani ukann de kieru 把我的過去也一倂銜起飛走吧 kako mo zubannde tonn deike 我曾經也想過一了百了 boku ga shinou to omotta no wa 因為出生的時候杏花綻放了 tannjyobi ni annzu no hana ga sai takara 若在那樹影間灑落的陽光下睡著 sono komorebi de utata neshi tara 是否會隨著昆蟲屍骸一起化為土壤呢 mushi no shigai to tsuchi ninareru kana 薄荷糖 漁港的燈塔 hakkadai gyouko u no toudai 生鏽的拱橋 丟棄的腳踏車 zabita achi kyou suteta jitennsha 在木造的車站暖爐前 mokuzo o no eki no sutopu no mae de 想出發卻不知道往哪裡走 dokoni mo tabitate nai kokoro 今天彷彿還是昨天 kyou wa marede kinou mitai da 現在不改變就別想奢望以後 asu wo kaeru nara kyou wo kae nakya 這我都知道 我都知道 可是啊 waka tteru waka tteru keredo 我曾經也想過一了百了 boku ga shinou to omotta no wa 是因為被掏空的心已經無力承受 kokoro ga kara pponi natta kara 得不到滿足而哭泣 mita sare nai to nai teiru nowa 一定是因為期盼著能被填滿吧 kitto mita sare tai to negau kara 我曾經也想過一了百了 boku ga shinou to omotta no wa 是因為鞋帶鬆開了 kutsu himo ga hotoke takara 對於重新繫好不太擅長 musubi naosu nowa nigate nann da yo 與人之間的關係也是如此 hito to no tsunaga rimo mata shikari 我曾經也想過一了百了 boku ga shinou to omotta no wa 是因為少年注視著我 shounenn ga boku wo mitsume tei takara 在床上低頭下跪 betto no ue de dogesa shiteru yo 對著那一天的我說對不起 anohi no boku ni gomenn nasai to 電腦的微光 paso konn no usu akari 樓上房間的生活動靜 jyoukai no heya no sekatsu onn 對講機的鈴聲 innta fonn no chai mu no oto 捂住耳朵的鳥籠少年 mimi wo fusagu tori ka gono shounenn 與看不見的敵人戰鬥著 mie nai teki to tataka tteru 六塊塌塌米大的唐吉軻德 loku jyou hitoma no donn ki hote 反正終點只有醜陋 goru wa dou se minikui monosa 我曾經也想過一了百了 boku ga shinou to omotta no wa 是因為被說是個冷漠的人 tsume tai hito to iware takara 會為了渴望被愛而哭泣 ai sareta to taite iru nowa 是因為體驗到了來自人的溫暖 hito no mukumori wo shitte shima ttakara 我曾經也想過一了百了 boku ga shinou to omotta no wa 是因為你很美麗的笑著 anata ga kirei ni warau kara 會老是想著死亡這些事 shinu koto bakari kangae teshimau no wa 一定是因為對於活著太過認真了 kitto ikiru koto ni majime sugiru kara 我曾經也想過一了百了 boku ga shinou to omotta no wa 是因為還沒遇見你 mada anata ni deatta naka ttakara 因為有你這樣的人誕生 anata no youna hito ga umareta 讓我稍微喜歡上這個世界了 sekai wo sukoshi sukini nattayo 有像你這樣的人生活著 anata no youna hito ga iki teru 讓我對這個世界稍微有些期待了 sekai ni sukoshi kitai suru yo 翻:秋涼（我也改過一些）
Mewy Natlia your last comment to this makes no sense, people will be found due to memories or approaches, it just happens, it’s just not the people you hoped it would be
blank l.m Not really. Time will decide if you want to be found by someone, not you. All the friends that you have, will probably leave you behind. So the best is to no get attached to them. I say this with experience. And by a bit of luck, I founded someone that needed to be found. So, yeah. Don’t rush things guy’s, just wait. Patience.
Never understood the feeling of loneliness until I lost my mother and grandma. It's been few years but the pain of this grief never really goes away. I just got better at masking it. But when night comes, the silence is deafening and engulfs me and my sadness. Yet, this song gave me such great comfort.
To be honest, I’ve always wanted to die. Not because of depressions and sadness (I do have them but not that serious) but because I feel too empty. I grew up with controlling mother who controls my everything (the friends I make, the classes I attend, the hobbies in leisure time - reading because I need to be educated, drawing because I need skill in high school biology class for good marks in university, the university I attend, the major I have to study - Chemistry which I hate the most, and even my future careers, even have to be an extrovert and socialize when I’m an introvert) Day by day, I just walking the route she gives me. I can’t escape either because it is already half way there and it is a stable road. But for me, I feel like I have nothing, no hobbies, no real friends, no ambitions, no dreams and career. My whole life... is just blank. It is not even black or white, it is nothing. The only thing I do is breathing to get the days pass by. I will wake up, do my routine, eat, play a little then sleep. It is meaningless. I rather end this blank and boring life. It is just blank...
Me , find reason to live even not in fullness of happy ,day just get by . Its hard understanding myself on which road and path should i take ,im confuse and tired to what should i decide and i hate myself .dunno when my life become like bland , i just dont like growing , i feel like ive missed my childhood like freee. But now i think ive too much responsibility . Days sure is fast .
Hey i might not be experienced to tell u to do something but i believe only u urself can change what u want to do,Do u have something u want to do or maybe u can talk it out with her? It doesnt have to be an ambitions,u can start from a interest to a hobby to ambitions,if u find that there is nothing u like, why not try new things? its not like it will hurt or anything,im the same,i have no ambitions but i find myself making goals that i know i will nvr start until 10 years down the line.Piano,guitar bungee jumping etc. I also recently search up why i feel empty and it actually answers some of my question,maybe u would like to check it out?
you might not read this, but try to break the chain, move to another city, far away from your parents.. make a new page of life, being in faraway place, you will meet many people, everything will be different, but it will help your growth, as a person, as a human. maybe it seems scary but you must brave to take a one step forward, it is a journey to find yourself
Shira Jung you stand here for reason even if you feel empty you have a purpose believe it!! Dont give up brush away the shame and doubt Remember what you're all about and then,Open every door, own your destiny Live as if you are what you were And you've been and you'll always be UMBREAKBLE!!😊😊😊🙃🙂
I find this song by chance at the critical moment when I almost give up on my life. I just felt tired and can't seem to find a reason to live. This song help me a lot to find and hold even the tiniest ray of hope. Life sure is hard, and we all felt tired at some point to the extent that we want to give everything up. And even if people often said that it's alright and that you're fine, you know you are not alright and you just can't explain why. Till this day I still felt tired and still can't explain things to my friends and family. I'm still alive wondering maybe, just maybe, I can find a place I belong.
If you are reading this, I want to say "It's OKAY, you can get through whatever you are facing right now. Stay strong!" because I'm trying my best right now too :)
wanna know what's sadder is? being fine alone then suddenly someone pop outs in your life because of that someone you no like loneliness anymore, you felt happiness around you but then she/he leaves you without a word
I'm not depressed or anything but those words, those lyrics... I felt it all. If you're listening to this and relate to the song so much, please know that the world is beautiful. It's still big enough to find someone who will care. Don't give up.
i cried while hearing the song. when the last few lines appear, i realize i am crying,i have feelings, i am not that paranoid, i might still have hope, i got to try to make friends again, though i have lost all of them by self-isolation. I got tired of repeated failures, study , socailize and daily routines, and i hid myself in the upper decker bed all day long when i am not in school, i have made so many mistakes, this song at least make to want to have a change
I dunno when i become that depressed, when the situation become so worse that i wanted to die, i have worn a fake smile for so long, and no one is to support me when in difficulty, i finally accept my mistakes , i just cant redeem them , what should i do? I messed up my past, my present and the future............The one mentioned as the singer's savior , is the kind of people that doesnt exist in my life....
I am listening to the song just now and happened to come by your comment. Welcome home, my fellow "Isolate" =). I don't know the full details about your circumstances, but it seems to me that you are denying yourself and you're trying to underestimate yourself too much. Don't be too hard on yourself. Everyone gets tired of repeated mistakes and failures, but you know what? Failure and Mistakes are part of human life. Everybody makes mistakes. Everybody fails one way or another in their life. What's important is that you "Learn" from your mistakes and failure. Don't think of failure and mistakes as something negative. For every failure; a chance to redeem. For every mistake; a chance to learn. It isn't too late to make friends. Never is it too late to make friends. But, what exactly is the definition of "Friends"? A lot of us are under the illusion that friendship is that "Shallow". Others try to make as many friends as they can like friends is a collectible thing. I suggest finding that one or two persons that will be there for you when you need them, and not when they need you. Friends who are willing to help you during your troubles, and friends that you will learn something from. Perhaps the friends you need are already in your life. You're just failing to realize they are there because you are wallowing in your depression and frustration.
Also, it sounds like you are waiting or wanting someone to save you and find you. It is true that people can save another person. You can save another; another can save you. You can be saved and others can be saved by different persons. But you know what? It isn't necessary for someone to save you or for you to save someone. You can save yourself and others can save themselves. Wake up. Look at the bright side of things. It isn't easy. I know because I experienced what you are experiencing in life. It isn't easy seeing the good things in life. It's so easy to think bad of ourselves and it's so hard to think of something that we excel at. I am also a very self-denial person. I don't have the confidence required to tell the world "I'M THE BEST AT WHAT I DO!". But each person is unique in their own rights. Trust me. You are the greatest in the world in your own way. You don't have to find what's great in you. You can just go MAKE it.
One last thing. Don't say that "you messed up your future." like you already know what's in your for the future. We never know what's going to happen. That's why it's called "Future". Future is not a predetermined thing. We MAKE that future. you might have messed your past and present, but you can always do things right the next day =)
@@renosagra9681 well I be dam. I haven't seen this type of comments in a while and I wish there where more and everywhere. Because there are people who don't know and just how I came around to this song and this comments. Almost like faith and I will thank you very much and I hope you keep sharing. Now to find the lyrics for this song 😁
Song : Japanese Language : Japanese Singer : Japanese Comments : English * ILLUSION 100 * . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . You expected I will be thanking for likes, but it was me, Dio.
@@timothyshen4063 performed, but not own. The original composer is by Hiromu Akita, the lead vocalist in the band amazarashi. Please get your informations right.
When I listen to this song, I think about all the moments I’ve ran in my life with no direction. Running aimlessly, hoping to get to a destination. Feeling lost but forgetting where I’m supposed to be. This song gives me so much peace. It speaks for those moments I lost direction and didn’t know where I was supposed to be but somehow ended up exactly where I needed to be.
Depression is living in a body that fights to survive, with a mind that tries to die. People say life is about moving on, but to me, that's what hurts the most.
Yeah , just leaving on and thinking it doesn't exist It do exist ,but we are just ignoring , and ignoring won't make it right I guess the more we grow the more we we learn to ignore things😞
"I dont know when is the last time i cared about myself." "I dont know when is the last time i felt emotions" "I dont know when is the last time i think of suicide"
You all might be lonely but you still have yourselves that's more than a blessing Think about it People are selfish and stubborn sometimes they can just walk out of your life But you will always have yourself Love yourself because you will be with yourself for the rest of your life so might as well love and enjoy being with yourself
The thing is I don't remember why I want to live. It's not like I haven't lived a happy life, I just don't understand why I have no will to continue. I know I can't end myself because I would hate myself for what I've done to my family and friends. I'm happy but at the same time, I'm not. I'm so conflicted, sometimes I look at myself and wonder who I am. Am I the same child who had no care in the world? Sometimes yes, but at the same time I question those times. I guess I've become numb, I don't even remember what it is to feel.
A stranger that I met online recommended this song to me. I was having a break down yesterday and this song makes me feel understood, that I am not alone. To the stranger that I met, you really help me. You see, I don't have the courage to open-up about my mental health state to my family or friends bc i'm afraid that they will not understand, but you, you became my safe space. Your existence gave me comfort. I hope that you are doing fine, man. I hope that you're eating right. You know my ig so just reach me out if you want someone to talk to. Thank you so much, Luci!!!!! - Mai
This song has touched something in my heart that no other song has done before and is making me cry. This song is making me think about life just as the movies: A silent voice and I want to eat your pancreas do. Beautifully done.
Its Half way 2019.. Keep going people! Don't lose hope! The World is beautiful, Keep Fighting. Don't lose your Hope! People exist to love each other.. Even Many People let you down just remember Not all people hates you.. Someone out there knows that you can do it. You still have Hope. You can Overcome all difficult situation in your Life! Imagine the stars in the sky tonight, It is Beautiful and always Beautiful. Just like you that will shine in the Future. Good Night from Everyone !
@@nongdeaw185 people now just thinking love,want doing sex,money and other. for people like us need hope. someone who accept like us. doesn't matter do you have bad face,bad past, and others, only 1 in 1 billion people--no 2% i think. but i hope we can find someone like that accept what are we now. sorry for bad english
This song, this comment section make me wanna cry an hug everyone of them, people who felt and gives hope to the others, people who knows how is this feeling, people who understand each other, people who felt like me... Everyone here, take my hope and love that one day you will find your happiness, don't give up. ❤
@@AlphaJnx Its okay to feel this way, but the emotions are something really important and something that everyone of us need to feel alive, the pain is incluided with them, without pain you cannot be able to think about what you lose, and how you love that, with time you understand that without that pain theres no reason to feel love, happiness, curiosity, no one of them is nothing without pain, keep moving forward! Take the pain and use it to remake yourself, to learn and to love again! You can, feel is what make us humans, something very special, don't lose hope. ❤❤❤
I was heard this song in 2019, it was in a bus with raining weather on the way home after encountering an issue that I forgot already (perhaps I became stronger now or maybe just numb lol). I remember I was like in a scene on a movie where I was crying alone in a row of empty seat like mad and silently in hope that no one ever find out that I was crying over a song. Probably that day I thought my heart has died since I cannot actually feel, sympathize, and expressing anymore due to all of the stress and issues and I never seek out for help (until now though since I am those type of people pleaser who held things down inside lol). The moment I heard this song, I cried and finally found that "me" inside who is still kind, beautiful, and desire to live with every moment that I could felt and appreciate. Thank you Amazarahi-san and Mika-san, because until now whenever I heard this song I would remember those miserable day in the past to the point that I would actually grateful with my life.
This song reminds me of my mom who recently just passed. Not the lyrics in particular (besides the last verse) but the warmth that kind of radiates from the song.
Boku ga shino u to omotta no wa umineko ga sanbashi de nai ta kara nami no manimani ukan de kieru kako mo tsui ban de ton de ike boku ga shino u to omotta no wa tanjō bi ni anzu no hana ga sai ta kara sono komorebi de utatane shi tara mushi no shigai to do jini nareru ka na hakka ame gyokō no tōdai sabi ta āchi kyō sute ta jitensha mokuzō no eki no sutōbu no mae de doko ni mo tabidate nai kokoro kyō wa marude kinō mitai da asu o kaeru nara kyō o kae nakya wakatteru wakatteru keredo boku ga shino u to omotta no wa kokoro ga karappo ni natta kara mitasare nai to nai te iru no wa kitto mitasare tai to negau kara boku ga shino u to omotta no wa kutsu himo ga hotoke ta kara musubinaosu no wa nigate na n da yo hito to no tsunagari mo mata shika ri boku ga shino u to omotta no wa shōnen ga boku o mitsume te i ta kara beddo no ue de dogeza shiteru yo ano hi no boku ni gomennasai to pasokon no usu akari jo kai no heya no seikatsu on intā fon no chaimu no oto mimi o fusagu torikago no shōnen mie nai teki to tatakatteru roku jō hito mano donkihōte gōru wa dōse minikui mono sa boku ga shino u to omotta no wa tsumetai hito to iware ta kara aisare tai to nai te iru no wa hito no nukumori o shitte shimatta kara boku ga shino u to omotta no wa anata ga kirei ni warau kara shinu koto bakari kangae te shimau no wa kitto ikiru koto ni majime sugiru kara boku ga shino u to omotta no wa mada anata ni deatte nakatta kara anata no yō na hito ga umare ta sekai o sukoshi suki ni natta yo anata no yō na hito ga ikiteru sekai ni sukoshi kitai suru yo
"Losing a reason to live, Gaining a reason to die, And the reason you want to die, Because you lost a reason to live." I just want to express my feeling. (Just pass me by)
Having seen various versions of the captions and translations of the lyrics of the song, I felt each version had something off about them. I didn't feel it did the song justice if the lyrics were simply translated literally. So here's my attempt at a translation of the lyrics. I still don't feel they're quite right, but this is about the limit of what I can do with my limited knowledge of Japanese. I once thought about dying when I heard the seagulls’ squawk at the pier. Drifting with the waves, they disappear as they fly away, after pecking away my past like scraps. I once thought about dying when I saw the apricot blossom bloom on my birthday. If I dozed off in the dappled sunlight, would I return to dust like the insect carcasses around me? A mint candy at the lighthouse by the wharf, bicycles abandoned by the rusty bridge. Warming myself by the stove in the wooden station, my heart is too tired to want to go anywhere. Today feels exactly the same as yesterday. If I want tomorrow to change, I have to change today, I get it! Do you think I don’t? But…. I once thought about dying because my heart had been hollowed out. I cry endlessly because I feel unsatisfied, some wish that has yet to be fulfilled I once thought about dying because my shoelaces keep loosening. I could never get them tightened, just like the ties with the people around me. I once thought about dying because I saw a teenager stare back at me. Kneeling upon my bed, I apologise to my younger self. In the dim light of the computer screen, there are signs of life in the room upstairs. A teenager who feels caged covers his ears, blocking out the sound of the intercom. Fighting an invisible enemy like the Don Quixote of this six-tatami mat room, over an outcome that will probably be ugly. I once thought about dying because people called me a cold-hearted person. I cry as I too long to be loved, having learnt the warmth of a person’s touch. I once thought about dying because you were smiling beautifully. The reason I can’t stop thinking about death, must be that I take living too seriously. I once thought about dying because I had yet to meet you. If someone like you can exist in this world, then maybe I can learn to like it a little more If someone like you exist in this world, then maybe there is something to look forward to.
i don't know.. something about this song hits me even though i don't understand Japanese.. it's like all my past comes back to life.. i guess it's a sign of great mixing & producing if it can stir up emotions without me understanding the song. this song is basically a source of motivation for me to keep making music. i guess it's because i wanted to die before i discovered people making music, & i'd like to be just like them one day, & so much more! & in general, i just want to live... i guess that's what defines a good song to me, & i hope i can reach this level in my music. this style of music is basically what gives me meaning to enjoy what i do & truly understand myself. idk what anyone thinks of this song, but i think this mix is perfect for my style. it just brings that classic type of cover music that's totally missing in today's music. i can't enjoy today's music as much as this song, so thank you!
I see... so you're in the wrong timeline. The mad scientist didn't follow the will of Steins Gate. I hope you Merry Christmas(late) and a Happy New Year! PS be positive!
I hate my personality. I wish I could be cute and all but I'm just a shitty person. There's no point in filling my empty heart because there's a big hole in it. I can't love someone and I can't be loved by someone even if I'm lonely and desperate of love. Edit: Thank you all guys! Now I've found the key to my happiness and wish everyone here would find it too!
Nyveen that’s what I mean, why feel shame in something you truly like? Get rid of friends who give you negative pressure for being who you are. Get real friends, don’t be your shadow to please someone else, especially if you’re friends have no taste In music, even if they don’t like this genre they should acknowledge this particular song as a good song.
@@Shubham-xd4jt yes but the translation of that sentence in the video holds more emotion imo. While it's not the exact meaning, it is closer to the exact.
@@scoupseyelashes8824 yes it might hold emotions but that just depends on the perspective of people....though it doesn't change the fact that the translation in misleading
I was born with depression. It was genetic. I have a privileged life and have had almost no issues. For some reason I can’t find happiness. I find myself thinking about the worst over small things in bed. This song has made me cry multiple times because I cry over the smallest things. I find it so hard to keep going because of how much it hurts but this is a song that made me realize I’m not alone. It’s one of my main reasons of living at this current stage in my life. ❤❤❤ I hope to look back at this comment when I achieve happiness. I find it unlikely but I just want to know how it feels.
Why doesn't this exact copy exist on spotify? I've been searching and playing every single song with this title and the cover name but the same isn't there... Only this cover touches me in the feels...
she is a successful singer and actress married with a volleyball player, she is living a happy life, this is an ending song of some anime not a real thing stuff.
