The Santa Gambit || Perfection Randomizer VOD (#97) 

I saw a fascinating short about how ADD people move/walk. They tend to sway to avoid things in their parh rather than stepping sideways. It's from running into corners, walls, and doorknobs all our lives 😂 They tried to study it with a Wii balance board and brain imaging, and differences were noted.

since you said you don't what you said here [1:25:49], this pretty much sums it up: you essentially said you 'rizzed up' freddy fazbear, which is a word in african american english (AAE) and derived from "charisma", and as someone who is non-black i can't accurately translate the exact meaning of the word in this context but one can say "rizzing [someone] up" just means you successfully flirted with them and they found you charismatic, potentially landing a date with them. you supposedly did this with baby gronk. you then said "gyatt" which is also a word in AAE and is essentially just a shortened exclamation of "goddamn" which is commonly said when one finds someone physically attractive. long story short, a lot of these "new internet words" actually aren't new at all and have been used in the soulaan community (a term which some people in the black community in america use for said community, a term for the ethnicity they belong to) for years-sometimes decades or even centuries-that non-black people saw and began using, often even misusing since they often don't truly know what the word means thus the definition is assumed based on the few context clues they had. "rizz" and "gyatt" are basically just a repetition of what constantly occurs- a non-black person sees a black person use a word they've never seen and find it funny, they repeat it although slightly misunderstanding the context it belongs in, more non-black people see it and suddenly everyone is saying it because the internet moves like that, they start saying everyone's played out the "new, random gen z internet words", usage tends to die down afterwards for these non-black people because it's a trend to them rather than part of the language they speak. it's what happened with (many of these, but not all) "on fleek," the habitual be ("it do be that way," although this isn't exclusively only in AAE, you can also see it in hiberno-english), "woke,""shook," "locked in," "whack," "bussin'," "[no] cap," amongst many others. don't know if that properly explained properly what you said (honestly, don't know if you asking what you said was even meant to be answered- don't know, can't tell when something is rhetorical or not, very autistically bad with understanding whether something is rhetorical or not), but that's pretty much it. i guess i could have just said only what you said instead of including a whole paragraph, but educating people on stuff like this is good, imo. especially since throughout most of our lives, a majority of "internet slang" is just AAE; most "young generation" slang is often AAE, but people never acknowledge that fact, and i think it's good for people to acknowledge it.

Yo i fell asleep during the pokeduko yesteday. Which is great news cause i had to wake up super early today. ((Not saying it was boring i was on sleep meds)) So... hype i get to watch a video today ooo!! Nice

I'm all here for the mystery box hunt, forget about Elden Ring...

Has this grind become longer than the solar panel one at this point?

The horse is cosplaying DrGluon!

EDIT- Yknow what? You been talking about imagination land. That DOES sound very much inattentive type adhd. Ok so about Adhd topic- im like 90% confident you are neurospicey, wether its adhd? Hard to say. I tend to maybe autistic spectrum- just cause you done some things that will be incredibly difficult to adhder or even neurotypical, but much easier to an autistic person. (Like working on the same video for two years without burning out! Or spending thousands of hours on the same game) This does not mean you cant have adhd- adhders are great at a bunch of other stuff you do. Adhders tend to be able to focus really well on stuff that are engaging to them. Adhders tend to try and expirience things in a different way (challenge runs, anyone?) And i only recently realised its have like 50% comorbidity. So basically if you have one, flip a coin and you get the other for free. Im myself diagnosed for Adhd but looking to get diagnosed for autism. It explain a lot of stuff.

Kind of made my day hearing Argon talk about being ace, 🖤🤍💜

re: possible testing for ADHD/autism, speaking as someone with official diagnosis in both - i understand wanting to address them for validation purposes, but i offer another pov. having an official diagnosis of autism, in some US states, limits my legal bodily autonomy as a trans person (and possibly in some other medical situations as well, but this is at the forefront of my brain.) it can be argued (incorrectly, ableist-ly) that, due to my disabilities, that i dont have the capacity to consent to hrt, affirming surgeries, etc. there are (again, US, I can't speal for elsewhere) states actively passing legislation regarding this, and honestly it feels like trans folks are just the scapegoats rn, so its a non-zero chance that they could try and expand that beyond trans healthcare. absolutely seek assessments if youre able and feel that's what you need, finding resources and starting adhd medicine have def improved my life, but not enough that i dont have now fear regarding it as well. its a fine tightrope to walk