Praman Madam. Very well said thoughts, but I have a few doubts, which if you may, can clarify. You talk made me think that, you have believed the phrase of Thakur, "the mind will be Guru atlast" . So, have you reached that level of spiritualization? Specially, when you admit in your own words clearly, that you did not have believe in your own Mantra. Sorry, but in a way, you did not believe in your Guru itself, as the Mantra itself has no power unless the Guru activated it. But you did not have believe in it seems!! So, my question would be , do you think you are on right path or is your Own mind playing with you?
I never said even once that I didn't "believe" in the mantra that guruma gave me.. Listen well again.. And the other mantra which I started later, since she had "mentioned" (the word used in the video) that mantra to me years before, I believe that she herself "gave" it to me.
@@Evolving_in_the_Himalayas i did listen, you might have not used the word believe, but you said, you "felt" that the mantra wasn't suiting you. But your Guru(Thakur incarnate) gave you the Mantra and so isn't it your duty to respect it and believe it to be the key to liberation? But again you must be highly realised , that you can feel , that the Mantra doesn't suit you. As a former member of the Order, hope you know these mantras aren't actually created by The Gurus, but from Thakur himself. So ...