Finally bit the bullet and bought v6. Porter Robinson making a Vocaloid was not on my vocal synth bingo card, but it convinced me to finally use v6. I like v6, it's interesting. This song isn't perfect, but I figured you might prefer an imperfect song over nothing. It is, however, filled with a lot of heart. So I hope you all find comfort in its relatability. Shout out to @MonochroMenace for mastering this for me!!! Insane skills both as a producer and audio engineer, I learn so many things from them.
Streaming link: distrokid.com/hyperfollow/egg...
Credits:
Production, Lyrics, Tuning, PV, Mix, Art- Eggtan
Mastering- MonochroMenace
Lyrics:
I try not to hold on to all of my fears
They float to the surface and then disappear
I wonder if they still exist way up there,
Or fade into air
They set the tempo and I tried to keep up
Knew it’d be easier if I just gave up,
All of my dreaming, the future that I want
Time is so fleeting leading me on
Gotta get better at the things that I do and
I gotta stop crying or I won’t improve when,
I feel alive, I’ll feel much more lucid
If I keep trying I know I can do this so
Why does karma have a grip on me?
Blindly changing my reality, ah
One day I’ll make a masterpiece,
Until then…
Holding my breath I guess time marches forwards,
Missing the people I used to grow bored with
Not that I need them I’m fine being a lone
Still think of them when I miss home
I gotta better at the things that I’m doing
There’s no use crying I’m still not improving
But I feel alive now, swear I’m so lucid
Spent too much time to still think I can’t do this
I won’t lie
Oh, karma has a grip on me
Blindly changing my reality, ah
“So what you made a masterpiece?”
“What comes next?”
I am not dumb, and I am not stupid,
I know exactly what comes if I do this
Read every warning, know them by heart
But it’s not living until I see stars
And I’m not the one, who has all the answers,
Don’t know the tricks that will make it come faster
I’ll be honest, although I’m unsure, right now I feel certain,
I’ll see myself on the surface
Sometimes, it hurts to create, I feel it there,
How my hands like to shake in the surface air,
I just wanted to be you, it isn’t fair
It never is, on the surface
(Sometimes, it hurts to create, I feel it there,
How my hands like to shake in the surface air,
I just wanted to be you, it isn’t fair
It never is, on the surface)
21 апр 2023
