What doesn't kill you makes you stronger...well, 4 years of PTSD.. Never been the same anymore.. Definitely, 'it' kills a huge part of me that I will never gain back anymore The distrust and disgusting feeling towards another human beings are the results of my self mechanism, in order for me not to be hurt anymore Will my life ever be happy & normal again?
I live with fear and anxiety from an abusive childhood, now that im older i live with anger and not caring for others , i only care for my wife and son, i suffer from fibromialgia and neck and back pain.
