@@project_Notorious appreciate that good people it's been 24 years ago a void that can't be feeled my prayers 🙏 with you and yours with your grandmother and God give you all more time together thanks again you made my day ✌ ♥
Unfortunately the exact reasons wont ever be apparent, we can only speculate. But he had to live a hard life style for years and after accidentally killing his friend, getting shot multiple times, and losing his brother he felt stuck. Unfortunately.