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I don't have the money to be apart of this. Yet why I go at things alone. I live and do within my means as a poor man. Yet I may be poor but I'm still the richest happiest man I know in my position
I absolutely love the way you can communicate and connect with your audience. This was beautiful and so true. I have a lot of negative experiences in my past, a lot of bad decisions made. I feel I’m ready to own up and admit them so I can transmute and transcend them.
3:26 "Where is the answer, where's the technique?" You say there are no techniques in life and no answers to questions, but sometimes I wonder if there might be. Thank you for showing me your certitude about how there are no answers and no techniques. My humility affords me yog(a) which some say is a technology. I have an eye on my divinely royal avatara. It is only natural considering my divine American culture (ref. to Declaration of Independence and its inclusion of the word "divine.")
@@AstralApple what are you trying to learn my friend. I know thousands of ways to build or destroy self be specific my friend. Depending on what you're wanting to learn I'll give you a simplified way to achieve it. So be wise on what you want to incorporate into self.
Without your demons you cannot grow they are the teacher. You don’t learn from comfort or sitting in Love feelings constantly. That is why we come down here! Thank You and Bless You from all of me.
Big facts, just because I have defined myself as spiritual does not mean I have conquered all my demons let's not get it twisted. Even if I mastered them doesn't change the fact they still exist
The biggest false awakening traps are: Higher self, Ascension road, ascended Masters realm, Kundalini, Chakras. All of them total Trap into 8th sphere of Lower Astral Underworld. By that surrending the Energies to the Matrix and demiurge. 💙✊🏽💎
I sure wish washing out the darkness didnt take this long... ten years and still at it. Five years isolated to a degree, a long season, still going, growing and suffering and going.... awakening is just the beginning
Integrate a daily practice~ Train your 'internal locus of control' to stay focused on the main goal. 🙌🙏💛 Your locus of control refers to the amount of control you believe you have over your life.
@@tinathegreat88 becoming aware of Awareness, aligning with that which you are intrinsically, and honoring that which you are not. ~or~ 'Awakening' as some prefer, but remember, this is not a single event but an everlasting recovery and discovery.
The biggest false awakening traps are: Higher self, Ascension road, ascended Masters realm, Kundalini, Chakras. All of them total Trap into 8th sphere of Lower Astral Underworld. By that surrending the Energies to the Matrix and demiurge. 💙✊🏽💎
That’s not true. I have overcome some very dark stuff. Raped at 15, give a saline abortion at 7 months. Horrendous ! Sister murdered. Mom abandoned me, at 7. I have moved the mountain! I am so free I’m lost. Let it go!
@@TheColdHarshTruth I have overcome, the darkness. I was abandoned as a child. I changed core beliefs. I moved the mountain. It’s not a shadow any longer. It does not have to be a life sentence. It’s called change.
I Own my Darkness, I know it well, I know what Evil I have within me and I keep it if I need it, but I prefer the Beauty Path!! Being Honest with ourselves is Freedom 💯!!
I watched so many spiritual gurus, did so much meditation, listened to healing frequencies, all to get rid of that crummy feeling after ejaculations. Nofap isn't hard for me because of the urges. It's hard because it's gotten me super irritable. I start thinking how far behind I am in comparison to friends who have more success than me. I think of how selfish I was. Talking to multiple girls at the same time, etc. And then sweeping it all under the rug, like I've never performed a bad deed in my life. The stuff I spent spiritually bypassing for the better part of a decade. You're like the only person on RU-vid who tells us it's okay to feel this way. It's a part of the process. The journey is meant to be hard. I only wish I knew this years ago instead of being sugarcoated with only the benefits. Thanks, Yash 🙏
Try Mantak Chia books. He gives actual physical techniques to help conserve that energy. I can vouch they work as I had a male friend who had very good success with this. The micro-cosmic orbit exercise is a good place to start, but his book “Cultivating Male S**uality” is the one he used, and it has more specific techniques. That.. in addition to what this wise man is saying in this vid, you will have results:)
The thing is that so many are mentally immature that if some of us did share our darkness with the collective, many would go with the programming of “you’re mentally ill or you’re sick” & personally I don’t have the energy to even explain to them the universal & cosmic nature of how healing works. You can’t heal something you don’t go through or don’t feel. Some of us literally incarnated just to heal many traumatic wounds that humanity has been going through time after time. But yes other than that, I’m very comfortable with sharing my darkness/shadow with other “like minded” beings. Being 100% real & authentic in a programmed society is draining a lot of the times within itself.
Share it here if you like… maybe i can learn something from it or maybe you will feel better maybe we both grow or maybe more people will learn from it we don’t know So why not share it…😊
Man at 1st I thought you were Woody Harrelson with a wig no shit or offense intended... but yeah you're spot on my man...we have to surrender to God & know we are sinners but shedding the primal via awareness is the path to divine enlightenment & yeah I've hit bottom & there is no other greater teacher. No one gets out of purgatory without some purging. Glad the algorithm brought me to your channel brother
Yes!! I’m constantly being criticized by family and friends for self isolation as if I’m doing it as a form of self harm or intentionally and maliciously ignoring them to hurt them or something which couldn’t be farther from the truth. Truth is, I was addicted to opiates for almost a decade back in 2020, went through extreme back to back trauma after my best friend and her boyfriend were murdered on my street, and my little brother died in a traumatic accident 5 months later. I needed that isolation time to do a lot of shadow work and soul searching, and the level of progress I’ve done alone compared to the 5 or 6 different therapists I’ve tried is astounding. I now feel an immense gratitude for the darkness, as it’s made me someone I finally can look in the mirror and say I truly love and respect and know my worth for the first time in 32 years. Cheers friends 💖 life is beautiful when you face the darkness head on
The necessity of darkness can also be explained with the analogy of photography and film. With too much light saturation, and not enough contrast, pictures and video simply cannot exist. And life is like third dimensional video. I just learned this analogy recently while struggling to justify darkness itself. Also the further the oscillation between two opposites, the more experience and growth. Duality is simply an accelerated evolutionary system. Thank you for your service.
The whole point, I believe, is to go within yourself and find the answers and do the work there. The spiritual community should be just for support and to let you know you're not alone, but we must each carry our own cross.
When you believe it you can achieve it for awhile ~ When you cherish it you can nourish it continuously ~ When you know it you can grow it forever ~ 🤍♾️💟 🌬️🌊Flow~wolF🐺
I’ve come to accept that there’s nothing I can do to stop my darkness, it’s just a part of being human , and accepting that I may never fully be 100% sober in this life, I’ve never had the courage to say this even in 12 step rooms,so here goes: I’ve no control over my addictive behaviors driven by fear,anger, anxiety,etc… but you know what? It’s ok , I’m judging myself less and realizing like this gentleman said so succinctly; I was lying to myself and trying to magic away the darkness.But now I realize we all have the same darkness and so I’m not so hard on myself for not being perfect or spiritually or pure. And most of all I’m not alone ! No one is , it’s just part of the show and we’re all in this together folks! Much love to all y’all! Here’s to keeping it real with ourselves and with others!
I feel that way, now I know I can't change how I feel although I can control what I think being aware, but it doesn't change nothing about me, and I was leading to think that if could stop something, then that means I was changing, and it's not that simple. It's really stressful trying to control how you react or judge something. Some people like to lie to themselves.
Depressed adolescent> saught praise, acknowledgement, validation from family&friends> smoking weed and drinking with friends to socialize (14-19yrs old)> graduated school and then blow after blow graduated high school with votech degree in tool & die/precision machining, first job was a BIG competing local company and was excited 😆.... 3 mo later laid off with no intent of callback 😭 (2008 recession starts)> 3 relationships that straight up TORE & DECIMATED my heart... Then I got free. 24 yrs old and then get my first true addiction.... K2... Move forward about 3 yrs FINALLY KICKED IT. That was because of
Hey brother. It's not about your addictions. It's about loving yourself. And it takes so much log experience to get to a point where you truly actually feel such a strong sense of self to where you legitimately can tap into the power of loving yourself and feeling okay with that, and then feeling okay with feeling bad. Because you'll never be okay 100% of the time. Ever. Life is all a series of being broken down, put back together, broken down again, put back together again, endlessly... It never stops. For me, I learned that we are all on a frequency.. And when I used substances it lowered me. It's like a cork floating in the ocean. And the substance I was using kept me submerged. It lowered my ability to tune into better things. The substance itself is what is making you feel like you need it. I also got to a point in life where I simply stopped caring about what I thought was important, and it took the pressure off of me, and I decided I wanted to not need anything at all, and I wanted to be okay with my life no matter how shitty or amazing it is. All these thoughts and experiences have led me to realize that I just can't connect with anything or anyone good if im using. It just lowers the abiltiy for me to connect to the things beyond this dark world. So all that justade me use less. Sometimes I still turn back to it, but I can tell I'm changing. Be kind and nurturing to yourself. You are your first child and you're also your own parent. Relate to yourself in the kindest of ways brother.
@@smokingcrab2290........thank you for sharing and also rossbrockway too. I can totally relate to both of you and what great advice brother! Learn to love ourselves more and resist those urges to wallow in "not being good enough", especially after we screw up! I've had some amazing days after the fact and that was choosing to let go and love, knowing I was also loved. You guys are amazing human beings! Much love.
from an early age taught by parents we grow up being lied to and finding out about it then lying to our family and friends and co workers and partners and even to ourselves so it's no surprise the world runs on bullsh!t and plenty of BS artists make fortunes out of words only no actions...it's partly because life is a type of dream so anything goes in this world of make-believe...if you can conceive it you can actually bring it about..you can turns lies accepted truth or truth into accepted lies...it's all happening
“Where is everyone” it’s funny because I say the same. We’re all at home doing shadow work and staying away from narcissists and fear people wondering around with masks on bumping into things. Unfortunately I think we’re also now stuck in a digital concentration camp.
It’s funny how what you discussed is exactly what I’ve been experiencing. From wanting to leave this reality to immense gratitude for life. It’s all apart of the process
Thanks Yash! 🙏☀️ I had a dream that revealed my deepest pain. I lost my father at the age of 14 and never got to say goodbye. Now I can begin to heal. ❤
I am going to record my next song here within the next month: Light & Dark “We all have a light side and a dark side, and each side has its uses in this life, essentially. A positive, and a negative, a north and south pole, and what appears to be opposing energies Reality is made as a result of this, energy dancing within this isolated system Uncanny how we have the skill and the ability to gather plasma, and like miasma, it’s impossible to list them These lyrics are impossible to miss like seeing morning mist, it isn’t possible to miss them You get the gist then, let it bring you bliss then, do the inner work and let the result just whisk in If opposites attract, that is the light and dark of any two forces when they collide isn’t that a kiss then? I am a soldier not a victim, certainly I can assist in the journey but then you’ll have to use your wisdom” You have motivated me to place this one out soon as I finish this first one.
Without you there is no light nor darkness without you both don’t exist When you are in deep sleep where is light where is dark where is the universe the world where are you in deep dreamless sleep? Think about it it maybe will make you realise something big
I have great spiritual awareness of who I am and yet I deal with daily food addiction. Its crazy how I am creating deep health problems and still I can't overcome it. I feel so aware during the day and at night I can't control this impulse to go and eat. I know I am running from deep anxiety inside myself but I am afraid it will kill me before I can overcome it.
Pray. This will pass. You’ll look back on it. No matter what, you’ll look back on it. Where you are when you’re looking back depends on you. You may look back from a place deeper in the shit from your choices. Or you can look back and see that you avoided the shit you were driving yourself into. God is with you even when you don’t think he is. Love You. And my prayers go out for you.
I’ve never actually struggled with being overweight, I’ve always been skinny. But I did struggle with overeating. I would stuff my face and belly. Once I stuffed myself soooo much that it felt like the food was all the way filled up to the bottom of my esophagus. Now i don’t even think about it. It’s not an issue. Shit, I got other issues now😅. Way worse. But anyway, that’s me. PRAYING 4u!
Firstly, I am an alcoholic and addict. Secondly, I’ve lost 120lbs. I’d recommend rehab (it’s what saved me) BUT what you’re up against is so difficult. How do you recover from something you need everyday to survive. When I was in rehab a lot of the women also had eating disorders. Not a single counselor was able to help with that side of addiction, they weren’t even allowed to; that’s how sensitive that specific addiction is. I’d start focusing on what you can do to burn the excess calories instead of suppressing the cravings. One of the things I would do is put food/sugary drinks in the basement. That way I’d at least be burning calories going to get them. Take multiple trips when bringing in groceries, park as far away from the store as possible, eat standing up. Get creative, and ask god for help!
As a 25 year old who is trying hard to climb out of the hole I fell down into I needed this video. Thank you sir. I really have been struggling with understanding my own darkness and why it was, And I was trying to ignore it and like you were saying. I was engaged in low frequency behavior. God help me, I can't find work right now because of my previous attitude no matter how hard I tried to work I rubbed people the wrong way.
Hello, I rarely share anything on YT but I suddenly felt like doing it (and I even paused rolling a joint for this). So, what I feel like telling you (if you may read this, Josh, idk) is that your words sparked a memory of mine I had experienced 2-3 days ago on my vacation in the Prague, in the Czech Republic. I was overlooking the city at night. People all around me were dancing to live music, drinking, enjoying life and having fun. But I felt lonely, among all of this. Hell, I even wrote a poem for myself about it, yesterday. And I keep believing, that it is solace that I am experiencing, that I do not belong in this or that place, group etc. I think, it has to do with the people around me, but then these feelings are within myself and I can not run from them. Even when I am alone, the loneliness I still there and I can not seem to transcend it, yet ... Anyway, thanks for reading. Really love your channel
S.communitues .....are ruddeled with Spiritual bypasser's. I avoid them. Daily life will teach you everything if your present to yourself. I am aware of what l am capable of. She makes me laugh...a real pioneer women, tough. I rein her in and let her met my better choices. It was myself l feared the most. I let me down consistently with addictions. Root...l was sad. Repressed grief that needed my care. Knowing me, l like me more ...than most people honestly.
I may try the 12 steps again but I found the meetings in my town weird, I've followed several teachers and tried many things but I'm really struggling, so I may try meetings again.
When I'm in high frequency I don't know what to do. I feel lost. I have a strong impulse to call out bs and it feels like I can lose any sense of security, friendship, job, place to live, food, income, at any moment if I'm true to myself
Observe your given environment without judgement or attachment of any kind.. You can be in the physical realm without it becoming of You, hold your Me closely hand in hand and walk yourself straight to serenity. 🤍🌊
When that happens to me, I like to see things in a comedic or humorous way. Like, yeah it's all bs but it's pretty funny, not something that I need to fix or change, just laugh at it
Stumbled on your channel yesterday and I got to say your content is some real prime stuff, brother! Used to be very into spirituality but moved away from it after a few bad trips doing acid. Suffice to say I was addicted to the experience, but now God has set a new path for me going back to the basics it seems! This time without all the LSD and bad characters haha! Thanks for the wise words man earned my sub 👍
I got in a motor cycle accident 19 years ago and the subsequent head trauma resulted in occasional seizures. this as you can imagine can get very inconvenient. I recently have begun to own this darker side of my health. I think my ego was trying to hide the fact that I wasn't perfect. I've taken serious control over my life experience, things have turned around for me as soon as I did. I love you guys, hang in there, tough it out, its happening for you not to you. we will grow through what we go through. seek the help of those around you. they want to help you!
Tough for me to go into those "spiritual circles" after my own diving deep in numerous plant medicine ceremonies, I've learned discernment. I started to think everyone was the same. I can see right thru the bullshit. I love being alone unless it's one on one with someone. I love very much being in nature. Humans start sounding all the same to me. They have to be so special almost quiet for me to be engaged lol
I was brought up Catholic and never realised how deeply rooted it was. Even after 15 years of my awakening journey, I still get thoughts that this spiritual path is evil or corrupting, especially recently as Catholicism really tries to latch on. It can really mess with me. It’s tough sometimes; I must be clearing a lot of ancestral karma/trauma. Great video 😀🩷
Sister, the bible and this teaching go hand in hand. I'm a christian, non denominational, and like his speaches, even tho he uses new age terms. I come from a pretty catholic country but grew up secular protestant, I hated christianity a few years ago, I tried to find any other religion/spiritual teaching, I isolated myself learned about who I was and thought about anything and everything with a rational mind. I went through,(germanic/celtic) paganism, hinduism, buddhism, satanism, esoteris belief, alchemic/hermetic belief, new age, psychedelics, and a few other things. I know about them and I researched them deeply. Hermeticism is without a doubt the most logical and rational teaching out of them all(i would advise you to read the Kybalion, on YT The Master Key Society). Hermetic believe is ancient and so important to everything around us. But, the works of many hermetic teachings pointed to something in particular. The pure and holy. The alchemic gold, that we have to strive for. That we have to purify into. This gold is Jesus Christ, the man that didn't do sin but became sin to save his sheep from the fires of the depths. He literally is the son of god, the pure, the holy. Because of works like 'Out from the Heart by James Allen' I started to read the bible myself since I never understood, or even card to understand the gospel back at church. But let me tell you, he is the truth the way and the life. Everything needs sacrefice and he did it for us. He washes us clean, with his blood. Please believe me, the catholich church especially the vatican is satanic, they don't worship jesus but the sun god, sol invictus/mithras/nimrod. The prioritze however the worship to the mothergodess, ave maria that is a counterfit for ishtar/ashteroth. Where I live, in the old citys, everywhere only idols of mary, every second holy place or place in generall is named after mary nothing to do with the messiah. Look it up, the symbol of ishtar is the 8 pointed star and lying crescent moon. So many ancient staues of mary show her standing on a crescent moon and wearing 8 pointed stars on her robe it is insane actually. I could go on and on about the depths of the cat-holic church but I have to draw a line at some point. Please don't depart from the good sheperd. The Lord gave his only begotten son, so that whoever believes in him should not perish but have everlasting life. You have to love him with your heart and confess with your mouth that he is lord, this is what gets you into heaven, not any deeds. You go into heaven because of gods work, not your own, he gives you mercy as a free gift if you trust in him. If you want to go into heaven through your own works you will be judged by your own works. But the thing you were told as a kid is false, you don't need to confess your sins to a priest, you don't baptize babys, you shouldn't pray with many words(loud like in a church), but pray alone at a quite place to your only father. The pope isn't your father, the lord clearly said call no one father besides me, the pope claimes to be the literal vicar of christ. Don't pray to saints, only pray to jesus, he is the way, not mary, john, peter,... But you have to be born again through a baptization, not by water but by the fire of the holy spirit, this happen when you let him inside your heart so he purifys you like the water the ink. The water batism is useless if you don't already got baptized by the holy spirit. I just can advise you to read the new testament, and have trust in jesus, it isn't about a religion but a relationship with the one true god. We have a periode of massive darkness ahead of us, maybe he will come back, I believe we are in the endtimes and there are many prophecys that happend and happen rn. Either way, have a blessed day🕊️ Sorry for the long response :)
integrating darkness/negativity and finding freedom from it makes us realize that freedom from positive is also needed ❤ … that’s why a lot of “spiritual” people, including us for a while, and communities are holding on to just concepts of positivity and are not alive and fresh, not flowing, not enjoyable. In the dark the light makes sense and only in the dark the light is powerful
Yessss, downloads! That's exactly what it feels like. It's amazing how it happens. When u get them u really really know. Thank u for posting this, I needed to hear this.💞🙂🐾🐾
On the topic of darkness I have one question. Have you ever gotten resentful at god? I find myself feeling that emotion for, you know, for him putting us through this ordeal. I haven't had a NDE or any psychedelic experience but somehow I know that there are places which are millions of times better than whatever we got going on in here. When that realization hit me and realized that I am stuck here, maaan did I want to see the manager!! And the thing is that the emotion still comes up from time to time. And yes, I know we need to have this experience somehow and I don't see the whole picture but still I felt to share this point.
wow. real talk about spiritual communities + people. real talk brotha. Words of Wisdom. And Peace, Sending Peace and Love from a shattered soul who still strides in both light and darkness. Asé
I came here through your other channel beyond alchemy. I have no doubt that you are a medium god is communicating to me through. You are the only voice that i resonate with the most. Thank you forever for doing what you are doing
Yep. L👀king at my foolish/stupid/ignorant shadow self, though painful, times, the IS still protected me. Even in the times when I attempted to explain or stop going long to get long, I found the gifted energy to go forward with truth/grace. period. period. JOY TO THE WORLD🎶🌸
I dont think it was an accident that this video showed up for me today. I feel like Ive been stuck in sn endless loop for my entire life and I cant get out of it. I would so appreciate any suggestions from this community. My darkest moments are triggered when I try to connect with other humans and feel rejected or invisible. I feel a great connection and oneness with the universe when alone in a natural setting This time brings me my greatest joy and peace. Yet I feel that it must be part of my life's work to be able to conect with people and overcome feelings of "not belonging" with most people. So I push myself to try to connect with people, but it always leads to this downward spiral. I am 59 years old and still cant seem to find my way through the anger and darkness triggered by trying to connect. I cant tell if I am meant to work through this, or if I am just meant to be a joyful hermit.....
There is no one around me that i can share about anything im going through. This makes me go more within and actually accelerates my growth Even those high lvl ppl if i find they’ll just be in the way so theres really no reason to tell anyone anything. Ur vids are enough for me
Yes!! I’m constantly being criticized by family and friends for self isolation as if I’m doing it as a form of self harm or intentionally and maliciously ignoring them to hurt them or something which couldn’t be farther from the truth. Truth is, I was addicted to opiates for almost a decade back in 2020, went through extreme back to back trauma after my best friend and her boyfriend were murdered on my street, and my little brother died in a traumatic accident 5 months later. I needed that isolation time to do a lot of shadow work and soul searching, and the level of progress I’ve done alone compared to the 5 or 6 different therapists I’ve tried is astounding. I now feel an immense gratitude for the darkness, as it’s made me someone I finally can look in the mirror and say I truly love and respect and know my worth for the first time in 32 years. Cheers friends 💖 life is beautiful when you face the darkness head on
any vibration that is heavy and excessive and mind-created and perpetuated (by mind). But passing Emotions are natural and should be allowed and is healthy.
i’m listening to this on a little plant medicine mushroom psilocybin ;). This is speaking to me. I had darkness come up but should i just surrender to it? I’m taking a break from the medicine to live my life like you said. The natural way of eating well semen retention etc . Being aware of this is the beginning i’ve only just started realizing my tendencies and i will be continuing to watch these videos. Were all in this together but it gets b honestly scary at and i’m really trying to live in love not fear. This will take time . Time will tell
Seu video veio até mim quando eu estava refletindo sobre a frase: "Quando você não sentir mais medo do escuro, as trevas já não poderá mais existir". Agora já sei o que fazer: desapegar e abrir mão de todos os pensamentos de riquezas e medos. Obrigado!
I try to connect with spiritual community in bali but i feel they are drunk in spirituality.. I understand that the best teacher is someone who have a highly awareness.. Someone who have high spiritual knowledge doesn't mean they are have a high awareness.. Some of them tell they are lightworker but i feel racism that they feel to lowering someone who not high frequency as them.. I feel arrogancy in their light.. And feel easily cut off people who lost and want heal.. Cause that person have a darkness and negative.. But trust me that people is not evil.. Now i understand.. Many spiritual community is trap in spiritual egoism and they are drunk in spiritual cult and obsession😂😂 .. So if you are aware. You aware too many people have a different journey.. Maybe they are aware spirituality is the part of their life, and is okay too if they are being religious or worldly-minded or being humanism or being enjoy in life as whatever they are as far that they are really aware of that and not drunk to that..
Sometimes I feel like demons can see the darkness in my heart, and it be too dark for even them. But at the same time I can love like no other. I can pick up and relocate insects instead of killing them, and at the same time wish death upon certain rotten humans. It really messes with me sometimes.
Why be normal? I read SETH book in 1978=“You create your reality.” My slow life has shown me how to be healthy with +&-, large & small bumps along the way that the IS has protected. Hallelujah…. 🐝kind Joy to the World🎶💥🎯🌸
My religious karma is so deep to judge things in my dark as an abomination in fear that Id be condemned n sent to a physical hell… deep programming and conditioning…. That judgement program has caused so much separation within my life…
Repair Your world not 'theirs' ~ Hold yourself accountable without beating yourself up ⚖️ R ightfully E ffectively P reparing A ttention I ntention R etention 🙌🙏💛
Wow! This really hit it on the nose, I’ve realized the more I avoid the desire to sin and instead choose to meditate and pray, the more self-aware I become . Thus making me realize that there is a darkness in us as humans, but when we search for the truth and path to enlightenment we can rise above everything else.
@10:29 no my friend, you were born just at the right time. you were supposed to be here, to be one of this generation's spiritual orators for people in this time meant to receive and download and upload messages with you. We don't have those Osho's and so forth because instead we have you. If you were back then, then many of the people whom you interact with may not have had the appropriate place to belong, congregate, and learn from to level up. we are exactly where we are supposed to... but you know this and I know you know this so just a friendly reminder
I believe In the True unity of the ONE TRUE CREATOR.... WHICH NULLIFIES the concept of Seperation & its incurring inevitable refractions of Sin & Evil. Those who empower the concept of "Satan" w their perception are actually endorsing polytheism... I am a true monotheist. ALL IS ONE & ONE IS ALL. every LIGHT-SEED is a quanta of the ALL-SPARK, & is the jewel of CREATION. Darkness LOVES THE LIGHT IT CREATED. Darkness gently carries the light unto infinity. There is no war, but only a delicate dance of eternal expression within the still motion of the silent sound.
Sin and Satan is not polytheism. It's the acknowledgment that the devil and sin are anti-God. Which is anti-good. The light doesn't need darkness to shine. Light is light no matter what. The darkness is the absence of light. In darkness there is nothing. In light there is energy and being. The darkness cannot consume the light, but the light blots out the darkness. The only purpose of darkness is to be consumed by light. And that's what God is. A Neverending source of all that is good. And Satan seeks to destroy it. But it's impossible.
Man I swear you always release these at the right times with whatever my thoughts are going to I've been really owning my nasty little manipulating games I play with people and released how scared I am of the truth
All of my advanced spiritual knowledge and I’m like damn it’s all there in the 12 steps too. And what I mean by my ( advanced ) spiritual knowledge is I don’t know shit and it’s only by the spirit of grace that I know anything worth knowing .
Thank you so much for making this video, this was divine timing and you truly channeled for us. I'm intensely spiritual and live in a very hippie town and have always felt my body and mind repelling away from some of the spiritualists here, and you described the reason exactly: they shun and repress their darkness (and therefore their humanity) in favor of glamourizing their introspection and decorating their minds. It never felt authentic to me. I joined the AA program about 5 months ago and feel more seen, more connected, more in tune with my fellow alcoholics than I ever have with most spiritual people. I'm also on my fourth step right now (taking my moral inventory and embracing the dark and hurtful parts of me) so it was just really friggin cool to hear you talk about everything that's been on my mind lately. Thank you again, your words and thoughts are so valued.
I'm running from many things but primarily a sense of shame about who "I" am due to my past actions and choices. Every time I make progress, God pulls up this divine cringe reel of my life and puts me down, as if I'm irredeemable, no matter what I do. I think this is partly caused by my obsessive thought that life should add up to a coherent whole, or coherent "story" My own looks like a total mess though. Yet there's a lot of good stuff in life. Sometimes it feels like the mind is a pot of honey but the whole pot is ruined because there is a fly in it.
I relate to this, especially in the context of a breakup with a spiritually connected partner, it feels like every step forward I take is a reminder of the shame I feel inside that it should have been with her..
I think Shame as an abstract concept might be one of the final bosses of spiritual development. So if you're feeling it, I guess it means you're up there fighting some serious Demons. It's certainly a hard one to crack and very difficult to face. Also often confused for other things like Guilt. These two are often but necessarily hand in hand. However they are not the same thing. So this confusion about what the problem actually is adds to the problem. Guilt is felt when you feel like you've transgressed against an external (moral) boundary and you've hurt someone ELSE. Shame relates to one's identity, YOU. Perhaps this distinction was already clear as day to you. In which case ignore this comment. It took me years to tell apart the difference though. It shed a lot of light on spiritual matters more broadly. Just my observation after years of obsessing over this particular emotion.
@@xyzmedia5161 Yes. We both had a ton of internalized shame, but hers was to a much higher degree. She would break down crying telling me that she's afraid she is not good enough for me, that she does not deserve the love I am giving her, and that she will ruin things one day and she doesn't trust herself. The trauma she has in her past is unspeakable, truly awful things happened to her, and it seems like every time it was time for her to be vulnerable, she would clam up and dissociate/become avoidant. She frequently became cold, dismissive, rude, quiet. I had to do all the talking for both of us. She wanted me to be violent to her in bed, and I tried but could not do it authentically. I think we bonded spiritually and deeply because of this shared sense of shame, almost like deep down I wanted to save her, but couldn't. Thank you for your comment. You made perfect sense and gave me some insight about shame vs guilt. I definitely have my share of both, and so did she. I am trying so, so hard to reach a point where I can both logically and emotionally accept that she was not meant to be my life partner, she was a seasonal teacher to expose myself to the deep wounds in my soul so that I can confront the pain and heal it for whoever comes into my life in the future. It's a lesson in letting go and not forcing something to work with someone who isn't ready or capable. That being said I still wake up every morning crying for 1-2 hours because my dreams are 6 hours straight of her, sex with her, cuddling, talking, etc, its torture and I cannot stand this, my life is falling apart.
I am still out here in the woods trying for a rebirthing, it is very difficult but am succeeding, there is a lot of knowing the body, reactions, a lot of medical jargon. I have lost about 10 pounds so far but am going all the way. I have found that there are some evils that you can get rid of but others that you just have to live with until it is time to expel them, I am fine with that because while I can hear them I am on such a high vibration that is all they can do. Know when to give up the bad and just accept that you will have bad the whole ride out, it is only the power that you have to worry about keeping.
At 09:35 why are we dirty/darkness in the first place? Why do we need to clean up? As we are spirit why are we not clean from the start? Purpose? Thanks.
You never conquer your demons. You don't finally "arrive" to all good. You learn to live with WHAT IS, and the tendency to resist What is will continue. because that is What is.
Thanks for this video Yash 👊🏽. What do you think of the ACIM concept ‘Only love is real’ and all of Marianne Williamson’s love talk? (I do find myself resonating with the divinity that channels through her words) P.S What were you doing at her house? 🤔👀🤣
Man doesn't realize their quality nor do they understand how to use the darkness with the light or divine of themselves. Yet to know your demon half you have a long struggle to become divine. Yet there's many religions philosophy and psychology to aid in this process. To make it quick and easy sit and be still and discipline yourself to be what you desire. It takes a constant reflection and a steady belief of self to overcome and become a better version of self.
Listening to you explain the twelve-step and how it affected you in your journey, I see how and why I avoided it. It is so practical to use in many if not all aspects of life. Good stuff. Gracias Hermano!
This is absolutely correct. I think religions offer ways of hiding darkness rather than removing darkness. I don’t think it’s that easy. I think it takes an internal dialogue to keep darkness in check through logic and reason. Be a good man should occupy our thoughts at all times. The entire concept of consciousness is the knowledge of good and evil. Knowledge leads to action. Reason and logic leads to the correct action. And when that fails, which it will, you resolve to do better.
I don’t know what religion you are talking about, but Christian orthodoxy faces darkness all the time. Basically it’s about living with darkness until you die while communing with god (your higher essence) Pretty deep and only for hard core souls.
