#1 If the issue about third party no bye I will never take him back even without third party I don't want him at all. I will never forget when I felt ignored left out and offended. Thank you but whatever he will do I prefer to have someone else deserved me.
Thank you. Yeah we are talking by posting, without any like. I just feel he is watching me. He isn’t shy, but married. I told my feelings to him and we broke up our friendship for good. 2
Drawn to 1, just text last night to say I'm moving on and it's goodbye, he's not seen it yet and in 4 hours he'll be driving to work, hope he doesn't come here first 😂 I've had no sleep! Work ended yesterday and there were a few of us finalising things, my work is done, there was banter and we sorted a few things together but didn't actually get to say bye in person, when I text later to say sorry I'd not done so, he said no worries. Well that just triggered me to text back with a more ending one, I've got choices to make and his coldness has helped, or rather indifference... watch this space. It was an emotional day Yesterday and I held it together well til I got home. Can't stop thinking about him and I've actually got more major things to deal with, its crazy! Or maybe I am.
@@Theessenceofbelief it wasn't him that triggered me, it was actually my mum and I took it out on him, had to text cos of work and I was cold midweek but then Friday text a sorry as it wasn't necessary for me to say that, then he replied straight away to say he was going to be back at the club at 2pm, meaning he wanted me to know, knew I'd offer to help and we were working together again. Even followed me home to help offload some stuff I'm rehoming, he's trying to be better and almost being there for me, and he hugged me first! Perhaps this is finally our beginning 😊 keeping it light, one step at a time.
